Yes, so I thought I should share happy thoughts on my very emo blog for once. Like getting into NTU Art, Design and Media. WOOOOOOOOOTS. *throws confetti for myself because I'm well, forever alone. ._.* Haha actually no, thanks all who congratulated me and gave me an ego boost. Kekeke. As you can probably tell, I'm so happy I'm actually kind of incoherent. (Oh please, Jocelyn, you were never coherent before. Not even once.)

And I really am hoping they'll at least give me a chance at an interview for the scholarship. :S PLEASE. Because no matter what I've got to come up with money for school fees and money to buy computer and tablet and whatever the school wants me to buy. D: Study loan's an option too, but thinking about repaying the loan after I graduate...I'm extremely turned off. Though I'll have to resort to that if I really can't get any scholarship. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE. D: D: D:

I AM DESPERATE. D:

I should just continue working as I study, at least I'll be spending my own money. The fact that we just cleared our housing loan after 15 years (and kind of got forced to repay by selling my mum's Singtel shares since her CPF ran out of money) made me realise that it's honestly bloody expensive to be living in Singapore. Okay, that's kind of besides the point, but yes, I'm in need of money. My family does, actually. Since now we owe my cousin $1k for repaying the remaining housing loan for us. Yes, what the heck, even after selling shares we still didn't have enough. That's why I'm hesitant to take money from my parents from now on.

Pointless rant here, just ignore.

Ugh. Still worried about scholarship and well, money. Roar. Solutions, anyone?