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♥Eden.
Where it all begins.
An end, a start.
♥Monday, May 24, 2010.

Been a while since I last blogged.

A lot happened over the past weeks. So season ended off well, and I'm extremely proud of them. (:

With an end comes a new start. In many sense; the new season, A levels, new team, everything. Its like someone pressed a reset button. Thankfully the file's been saved. (: Work hard, everyone!

I'm not making sense, but whatever.

Instead of mugging for Bio, I just read Until Death Do Us Part. Its interesting. Okay I don't make it sound much of an excitement, but it really is. Go read it.

I'm feeling philosophical today. If I have time later I'll blog more. For now, its Chem.

|| At 8:51 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||


This is it.
♥Friday, May 21, 2010.

Tomorrow's our big day. (:

Having a splitting headache trying to write notes. I'm out of brain juice. And I need sleep. Roar.

Just saw nominations list for Golden Melody Award. A CHORD! :D He's got real talent! HAPPY :)

My face is in a disastrous state. And my mum refuses to do anything about it. Rah.]

SLEEEEEEP.

|| At 12:53 AM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||


NU ABO. :)
♥Monday, May 17, 2010.





LOVE AMBER'S HAIR. :D

Math and Chem time!

|| At 11:31 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||


Fangirling.
♥.

As in the title. Fangirling like mad the past three days or so. With all the dancing, I swear I'm gonna twist some part of my body soon. Feeling stiff all over. I especially feel for my foot. Gosh.

f(x)! :D Amber! :D From what I know, she has a really wide fangirl base, including yours truly. (:

Okay. I'm off to sleep. Tomorrow is the day I die. I haven't done a single piece of work over the weekends. DAMNIT.

Why don't they show Inkigayo here? I WANNA SEE NU ABO ON THE BIG SCREEN AND NOT ON THE PATHETIC SMALL WINDOW YOUTUBE SHOWS (with low quality somemore.) Roar.

|| At 12:36 AM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||


What if.
♥Saturday, May 15, 2010.

Blog-worthy news of today: WE GOT INTO FINALS! :D I'm extremely proud of the team. (: With my limited vocabulary, I can't begin to talk about how elated I am. :D


A lot of what-ifs. But just know, it never happened.

I absolutely hate someone to the core. I fucking don't want to give you face already.



|| At 10:42 AM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||


Angry.
♥Tuesday, May 11, 2010.

Besides the horrendous moodswings I'm going through in the span of today (sorry, people) I am extremely angry with someone, and I will spew the f-word if I could. But I can't.

Not the first time.

How can you be so fucking irresponsible? Its like, its none of your business at all. Don't give us the crap that you're busy, you've forgotten or whatever shit excuses you can bloody hell come up with. Honestly, you don't even have the decency to tell us in the first place. If you were really busy, you could have preempted us so we could take over what you couldn't do. But what the fuck, you just act like nothing's the matter until its too late then you come and hound us. I disrespect that kind of attitude, especially when it comes from someone older than me.

And in this one week, it happened TWICE. If you count the last two weeks, probably even more than that.

I'm feeling extremely murderous and I can't even be bothered to type grammatically correctly because I am super pissed. Don't act all high and mighty when you don't even know shit about things.

Really had to get it out of my system. I've heard other people, whom I've never heard ever before, scolding the f-word because of this. What bullshit is this.


On to a lighter note. Econs lecture test and Bio SPA is over! :D Bio SPA was actually fun, as compared to doing retarded things like counting bubbles or whatever retarded things we used to do. The moment I slid the gel into the staining dye it was like, LIBERATION. Haha I was so afraid I'll break the gel (which is 'concrete in agarose terms', quoting directly from Mr. Khairul).

Shall go do Chemistry tutorial. (: I am motivated to work hard. And it starts NOW. The six month battle with the 'A' monster. :)

|| At 8:18 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||


Update.
♥Sunday, May 09, 2010.

Well, basically updated designs and such. And I did complete the Famine Camp shirt design. (:

Leaving for dance.

|| At 2:05 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||


Feel.
♥.

So much for productivity. I've been doing things at my own pace so far and I have to admit, although I'm getting by (barely), I think I won't be in time.

Its amazing, how I manage to keep up this argument with myself. It ends up nowhere.

I've considered how tough its going to be, and I won't say I'm not afraid.

I'm quite similar to him, in our way of thinking, I guess. That's nice to hear.

I think I just need more positivity. Like, self-love.

A topic each, just to get by. How nice.

I'm getting sick of the internal struggle. But I'm not doing anything about it.

Well. Its been a while since the last abstract post, so there.

|| At 12:13 AM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||


TGIF..soon.
♥Thursday, May 06, 2010.

Actually, I haven't exactly gone through Friday, but I'm rather happy, because weekends are coming. That's all you look forward to in J2, seriously. I haven't started extensive mugging yet, which is .. relatively bad.

I'm feeling rather unproductive today. Okay, besides the Eiffel tower which I think is superb, thanks to Wai Yee, Ying Ling and Xin Yi and alot of other people who helped poke holes and paint and stick. (: And I'm sorry I'm such a perfectionist regarding some stuff. ><>

And I'm damn excited, because I won a Swatch watch. Haha. From CAN Pledge. (:
I think it looks not too bad okay. But my tag hasn't been approved. :( And I need to collect by 20th. :( I hope I get purple.

Haha I'm damn irritating, I know.

And I'm quite brain dead after ICS2 summary. Planned to complete probability, but forget it. Tomorrow's class assignment is screwed.

Seeing physio tomorrow. Hopefully its nothing. Damn foot.

Tomorrow's a busy day. Shall sleep early. Its 11.18pm! Oh wait I want to watch show. :P BYE!

|| At 11:03 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||


Making Love Out of Nothing At All.
♥Sunday, May 02, 2010.

I know just how to whisper
And I know just how to cry
I know just where to find the answers
And I know just how to lie
I know just how to fake it
I know just how to scheme
I know just when to face the truth
And then I know just when to dream

I know just where to touch you
I know just what to prove
I know when to pull you closer
I know when to let you loose
And I know the night is fading
And I know the time's gonna fly
And I'm never gonna
tell you everything I've gotta tell you
But I know I've gotta give it a try
And I know the roads to riches
And I know the ways to fame
I know all the rules and then I know how to break'em
And I always know the name of the game

But I don't know how to leave you
And I'll never let you fall
And I don't know how you do it
Making love out of nothing at all
Out of nothing at all, out of nothing at all

Everytime I see you all the rays of the sun
are all streaming through the waves in your hair
And every star in the sky
is taking aim at your eyes like a spotlight
The beating of my heart is a drum and it's lost
and it's looking for a rhythm like you
You can take the darkness from the pit of the night
And turn into a beacon burning endlessly bright
I've gotta follow it 'cause everything I know
Well, it's nothing 'till I give it to you

I can make the runner stumble
I can make the final block
and I can make every tackle at the sound of the whistle
Make all the stadiums rock
I can make tonight forever
Or I can make it disappear by the dawn
I can make you every promise that has ever been made
And I can make all your demons be gone

But I'm never gonna make it without you
Do you really wanna see me crawl
And I'm never gonna make it like you do
Making love out of nothing at all
Out of nothing at all, out of nothing at all



|| At 10:09 AM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||


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