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♥Eden.
Where it all begins.
hohoho.
♥Tuesday, November 29, 2005.

hallo. not much to say today. borrowed books. before i die of boredom. bleh.
went doctor just now. doctor said it wasnt that serious. good. but he said might be crack in the bone or smth. so just apply medicine and eat medicine then will be all right. if it doesnt heal by next week need to go for x-ray. poof.
not in a mood to talk much. shall go read now. bye.

|| At 8:13 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||


we rock we suck.
♥Monday, November 28, 2005.

hohoho. today went to causeway point in the morning. then go school. finished album. went to knc for trng. haha. took taxi ok. so funny. haha. and you people owe me taxi fare. boo. haha.
ok trng at knc was fun. but i cant get rid of the habit of leaping from the side. boo. trying trying.
oh then trng ended around 6+. then finished the album and gave it to ms loo. hahahahaha. is my photo that funny? hahaha. nvm.
ok then went kfc to eat. until around 8+. jenzi, vernice, soo han and ying yan went back first. only left me and claudia. so we went out after we finished eating and claudia suggested, why dont we walk to kallang mrt station. then ok so we walked. healthy living ok. so the front part was still all right because we walked from national stadium before. then we reached a place where we were supposed to go straight but we followed the path we were on and we turned left. oh this is where the fun part starts.
can see the national stadium from that place lah. then we went crapping as we walk lor. then we walked walked walked. and we suddenly realised we were lost at somewhere near the indoor stadium. claudia was like, nvm we just keep walking sure will see smth one. then i said smth like, but i dont know a single thing about this area. and she was like, me too. so we were sort of lost and two runners went past us. haha. stupid us didnt ask them for directions. then we just kept walking. then we saw a bus 11. so we followed it lah. so we walked and walked and walked. then we reach indoor stadium kallang theatre and stadium waterfront. so we kept walknig and walking. then suddenly saw this huge light thingy(i dont know whats that called). then i was like, ive got a feeling we walked one circle and we are going to end up back at knc. then claudia was like, no lah no lah. just keep walking. we walked past a busstop after walking around 45 minutes. then actually wanted to wait for bus and ask the driver for directions lah. but we didnt so we kept on walking and walking. then we saw a bus at the back. then we ran like mad trying to get to the next busstop. so damn far away. oh and a few minutes later. we walked to this huge cricket field. then i was like, i think we going to reach. because i think i saw this before. claudia was like, shit shit shit. you know what. i think we are back at knc you know. i rmb turning in here to get to knc. then we saw the signboard-kallang netball centre carpark. goodness. wonderful us.
dont know whether to say we rock or we suck. haha. seriously we walked around the indoor stadium and stadium water front and kallang theatre and we ended up back at knc. great. so we sat at the busstop waiting for bus. NO MORE WALKING. so we were stoning, looking at the road then suddenyl got this car drive past. SDN smth smth. then me and claudia were like, is that ms loo's car? so we walked to knc to see lah. then got two balls from seniors. then continued walking. then saw ms loo driving out. hahaha. comical can. around 9.30 at that time. so took the bus and went to mrt station. took with claudia and forced her to go until woodlands mrt station before she took the other train back. haha. yay. and i reached home at around 11.30. haha. crazy us.
oh and me and claudia composed a song. hahahaha. we are into amending lyrics mood recently. here. guess what song this is. damn easy to guess.

i believe i can fly.
in reality i'll drop from the sky.
spread my wings and fly away.
chop them off and i die today.

haha. yes. so cool right. hahaha. we rock. yay. ok. shall go read some books now. ok. bye!

|| At 11:34 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||


poof.
♥Saturday, November 26, 2005.

today was quite a fun day. except for the waking up part. woke up at 5.15am. crazy. then went to jurong point. took bus to malaysia. ate breakfast then went to some pottery factory. cool. very cute ok! but i didnt buy. haha. still sleepy then not in a very good mood to go around buying stuff like crazy. then went to coffee factory. smells so nice. hmm. then went to the shop which sells all the native stuff. still didnt buy anything. went to restaurant to eat lunch. went to dragon fruit plantation. so cool lah. went to shopping centre after that. bought damn loads of stuff. first bought a pair of earrings. then saw this small little booth which sells loads of damn pretty stuff at RM5!!!!!!! omg. those look as though they cost $10 or smth lah. so cool!!!! bought 2 photo frames and loads of other stuff. also bought a box. haha. RM5 ok! so wasted if never buy. and where can you find a giftbox that looks so nice and cost less than S$5!!! nice and big box. maybe not that big, but still...
poofy. and my mum is so getting me irritated. she just keeps asking and asking whether i want to go toilet, whether i want to eat this i want to eat that. as in, shes just trying to be nice to me lah, but very rubbish can. i dont know, its like, she doesnt really know me but she thinks she does. boo. rmb, geminis arent that easy to please. tsk.
and she goes on complaining to other people as though i treat her chao badly. and she keeps saying how im expression-less and black face when i talk. please lah. its going to look damn idiotic if i were to have a huge smile on my face every single time i talk right. then with my face, can tell that when i dont have expression it will be a plain face, which looks quite black.
ok. tmr going to the doctor. my left foots been hurting for around one month. swollen like what lah. then when changing direction with my left feet it usually hurts like some crap. jenzi persuaded (actually forced) me to go doctor. (or she will scream at me)haha. so i have to go visit doctor. very scared. i hate visiting doctors. poof. first was right ankle, then now left foot. eek lah. ok. shall go read magazines now. bye.

|| At 10:37 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||


hallo.
♥Friday, November 25, 2005.

todays open house was horrendous. poof. cooped up in the libray for damn long lah.like, for 6 hrs? crap. besides the short time we had to go eat and walk around. food tasted bad too. thanks ate 2 packs still wasnt full but dont want to eat because i cant seem to taste a single thing. eek. then must put on this smile and start talking and talking. dots. then janice lim go leave at 2+ taking all the project files and the video along. poof lah. then thought can close sho ple. but still got parents coming in. so me and wen jiao only left with powerpoint presentation. wen jiao went to canteen at 2+ and left me all alone in the library with 2 tablet pcs and nothing to do. ms foo said to just let the powerpoint run and just talk some more. wah lao you tell me what to talk lah. got no report no nothing to show people you tell me how to introduce? and the other group from 1/9 was damn nice. one of them came to help me la. so we just crapped about the presentation like hypothesis and all that. i think a lot were in a rush or smth. and some ask irrelevant questions about school. hmm. but still, i think its quite a good exposure bah. and i think we need to present to next year sec 1s. arg.
hmm. then had fitness trng after that. two words. I DIED. but not very satisfied bah. must train up our stamina! oh and im going to refrain from soft drinks. boohoohoo. my coke. bleh. very sad ok.
went ljs at lot 1. huge appetite lah. crazy.
and i havent gotten my $20. crap.
i shall go find smth to do now. must sleep early because need to reach jurong point 6.20 just to catch some bus going to malaysia to visit dragonfruit plantation or smth. bleh. dont feel like going but already paid. so what other choices do i have? its $40. arg. shall go find some time to go swim when i come back from this one day tour thing. sigh. ok. shall go now. bye.

|| At 11:06 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||


dying of boredom in the library.
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poof. tablet pc is so cool. but im bored to death in the library. boohoohoo. now in the library stoning because no one is coming in. tired from talking the same stuff millions of times. haha. but still tablet pc is so cool. ok. shall go stone some more. bye.

|| At 1:48 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||


tired.
♥Thursday, November 24, 2005.

hallo. very tired. boo. let me blog about ytd.
i hate our school's pest control. like vernice said, our school is an insect heaven. ants, cockroach, mosquitoes, flies and more. then got others also. birds, lizards, cats. not much about the animals but mainly MOSQUITOES. ever got bitten 23 times in just one day? yea. grr. im still itching now. forget it. i need insect repellant i guess.
went to school today to prepare for tmr's open house. bought loads of stuff from popular. spent around $20 ok! better give me back my money. i still have the receipt. haha. painted like mad. then katherine came because we were supposed to go out. haha. oh yes that reminds me. todays benchmates day too!!!! hehheh. 24 november. last time i think was 14 october. haha. ok. then we did the posters and stuff until around 2. actual plan was to go bowling then go kbox at lot 1. but no time to go so we went cineleisure kbox. never tell my mum though. if i told her she will ask me scram out of the house and dont come back. like i said the last time. but went there ate burger king and spent my last $5 away. so rubbish lah. my $20. oh then must repay janice by installments. sorry! haha. we were so addicted to xing guang. then sang so out of tune janice went screaming. haha. damn crazy lah. went back at 6+.
hmm. trms open house. quite scared. later they ask weird weird questions then dont know how to answer. eek. and janice lim dont you dare go up and leave me alone with that huge big cardboard at the library. hmm. but open house sounds fun nonetheless. oh and i just imitated logos of reality tv shows. shall be sticking them on the pillar or smth. used colour pencil on black paper. so fun drawing. and i shall sleep a bit earlier today because will be staying out the whole of tmr.
and i just rmb smth. ytd for some funny reasons i had these super rosy cheeks. like cartoon lah. two patches. comical. and skin is coming off my face. have a feeling that i got sunburnt. but i dont think there was much exposure to sun ytd. funny.
and im supposed to be the 'board hanger' tmr. yay. horrendous.
tmr reach school at 8. then open house starts at 9 ends at 3. haha. 6 hrs of smiling. then after that, at 4 got trng. hmm. ok. better go sleep after ipack my table. shall go now. bye.

|| At 11:05 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||


wonderful
♥Tuesday, November 22, 2005.


Rules-

#o1 Post 5 weird/random stuff about yourself.
#o2 At the end of your post, list the names of 5 people who you wana next to do this and leave a comment ''you are tagged'' in their blog and tell them to read your blog for rules

.5 weird/random stuff-
-i hate air refresherner smell
-i like smells of stuffy rooms, lifts, medicated oil and rain (not kidding)
-specs degree= left eye-450 right eye-500
-might stammer when talking to people im not familiar with (including ordering food)
-super huge appetite- being able to spend $15 on food in one day



Next 5 people
-yining
-charissa
-gong yi
-alvin
-hazel
Do not ask the person who asked you to play, or any other people who already played before.

boo. im bored. anyone please save me from boredom.

|| At 8:21 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||


powerPOOF girls.
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hallo =) im obsessed with the word poofy currently. haha.
almost puked this morning after warmup. but rested for a while then was fine. hmm. digestive problems. weird.
wonderful weather. soaked. can even squeeze water out of pe tshirt. haha.
and i discovered teachers at boarding school are damn nice. VERY NICE. we went to borrow 7 shirts but we only took 5 lah, because 5 people were there. then they provided 3 towels and shower gel for us to bathe there. eh damn cool can. haha. so fun. but shower gel on hair sucks. my hair felt like grass after using the shower gel to wash hair lah. i guess i rely too much on conditioner. haha. then ran back to school.
then went to coro. went there for, let me count...ok 5 hrs. hahaha. imagine all the lame stuff we did there. and we realised that the 5 earliest people to arrive stayed the latest. yes wonderful. oh let me post what we did at coro. HAHAHA. the song is currently stuck in my head. WAHAHA. they translated to english ok. guess what song is this bah. wahaha.

see the cockroach
i no scared no scared lah
ive got bigger nerves
i no scared no scared no scared lah
one person sleep
i no scared no scared lah
courage be blanket
i no scared no scared no scared lah

ok go guess the next part. WAHAHAHA. funny. did chao lame stuff. wahahaha. oh yes and im a poet. WAHAHA. nice poem. look:

im a poofy
and a poof one too
i poof all day just to entertain you
im poofy. and poofy too
of course of course of course
the most poofiest too.

yes so wonderful right. HAHAHA. powerPOOF girls. =) haha. im crazy. =) and im going bald. thanks to ah ke. tay xing xuan. oh and we discovered weird stuff like how street fighter character usually start off. muahaha. oh btw the poem above has another cockroach, apple and peanut version. i shall be boh liao and post them here too.

im a cockroach
and a good one too
i run amok your house just to entertain you
im graceful. and beautiful wings.
of course of course of course
the most important too.

im an apple
and a green one too
i have huge shiny white teeth to smile at you
im dazzling. and shuai too.
of course of course of course
the most important too.

im a peanut
and a curvy one too
i let you eat me just to entertain you
im curvy, crunchy and sexy too
of course of course of course
the most important too.

yay. we rock. =) so many poems. hahaha. i think all damn funny lah. huge white shiny teeth! =)
yay. we are LAME. hehheh. ok shall go find smth to do to entertain myself. bye.

|| At 7:05 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||


bored.
♥Monday, November 21, 2005.

heyhey. spent my day playing com game. HAHA. great way to pass time huh.
oh yes benchmates day. hehheh. so kbox or what?
ack no one can go with me to dance parapara. boo. i think yining at camp or chalet or smth. boo and i heard whereever shes going got parapara machine. haha so cool. oh and i think right, with the money we spent on arcade can buy us a machine somehow. haha let me go check the internet later. haha. im crazy. oh and recently we have been going to causeway to dance DDR. haha. later like what yining say, we dance parapara expert mode, then go dance DDR fail first stage. haha funny, but seriously i can imagine that happening. haha. i rmb yining and i tried DDR at jurong east. haha. at least failed only at 2nd stage. hahaha.
walala. parapara still rocks. =)
trng tmr. ms loo is back!!!! =)
im bored. shall go draw stuff. and must draw nicely. or else i will just tear it out because im a perfectionist who would accept nothing thats not up to standard. boo. for me lah.
still dying of boredom. grr. shall go find smth to do. if i can. bye!

|| At 7:04 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||


hallo.
♥.

i have turned partially nocturnal during the holidays. slept at 3+ last night. damn bored. but cannot sleep so late tonight le. im dying of boredom here. can anyone save me? bleh. nevermind shall go find smth to do now. bye.

|| At 3:39 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||


shi bai me.
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hallo people. i think im very shi bai today. haha. seriously. went out to buy shoes. my feet grow at a very scary speed. tsk. i change every 6 months can. rubbish. BIG FOOT. haha.
bought this DIY thingy. spent like 5 hrs doing it. yup. i started at around 8. and i didnt manage to finish it. i chucked it into the dustbin. tsk. damn that glue, paint, mud. grr. that glue takes million years to dry and when it dries it doesnt really stick. ok maybe because i didnt use sandpaper on the wood. paint. damn watery. but still its quite nice because you dont have to wash the palette after you use it. just scratch it off the surface. a bit like egg membrane. mud. wonderful.
yes. then tried to organise to watch movie. damn sad. must cancel because like around 7 to 8 replied saying cannot go. and im going to bao4 my sms limit. damn. around half a month more. how to survive you tell me?
ok and my neck hurts from sitting here for 5 hrs. great. and im still here blogging happily while people are in dreamland. well done. oh and just saw the photos qitian uploaded. i look like a frog thank you. i was just refusing smth then teo qi tian snapped it. HAHA.
boo hoo hoo. havent touched the parapara machine for ONE WHOLE WEEK. crap crap crap. wanted to go today but had to go out with my family. haha. im DYING TO DANCE. help. hmm. lets see if i want to go out tmr. haha. maybe i shall just rot at home. grr. HOLIDAYS ARE BORING ME TO DEATH. BUT NO WAY AM I GOING TO DOWNLOAD THE MATH WS AND DO NOW. eek. shall do it 3 days before school reopens. im wonderful at that. HAHAHA. maybe not. maybe there will be one day when i wake up and suddenly find a urge to calculate the area of a cone or cylinder. and i shall go download the worksheet and do. yup. ONE DAY. HA.
im feeling very bored and lame can. can tell from this post right. HAHA. oh one more shi bai stuff to mention. was talking on the phone, smsing, talking on msn and doing the DIY thing. then rushed to the toilet and rushed back to the phone computer and handphone. then i forgot to brush teeth and whatever crap i do. then at 11+ my mum walked in with this CHAO BLACK FACE. then i was like, OH SORRY. then i ran out of the room. my mum is damn scary. hahaha. xia si ren. dont feel like sleeping now. shall sleep at around 2. hmm. shall go read magazines. im damn bored. save me. grr. ok i think im crazy to be blogging at 1+. yay. and i am overly obsessed with aqualip pens!!!!!! =) i bet everyone is right? RIGHT. HAHAHA. zi wen zi da. because i know everyone loves aqualip pens beause they rock. yes yes yes. at $2 per pen it sure rocks. damn expensive. and i lost one so i had to get another to replace. because its the unique WHITE/TRANSPARENT one which i chao love. but now i love the orange one because its the only one that can be seen (as in VERY obviously and not that kind where you have to put it under a light and shine it at different angles jsut to read whatever it is) on dark surfaces like black. pity pink cant be seen. because i super love pink on black. pink sort of turns to a dark red on my waterbottle. oh that reminds me i need to go rewrite the Y on my bottle. i dont know how it fell out. and all the stuff i wrote on the back of my phone fell out. grr. nvm. this always happens. and i bet my phone is going to spoil soon. after the drowning incident it seems to have a little problem with the buttons. bleh. ok. i shal lgo read blogs now. at this wonderful time of 1.31 am. haha. ok. bye!

|| At 1:24 AM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||


oh wells.
♥Saturday, November 19, 2005.

OH WELL. i just decided to come back here. wonderful. after 18 days. im back here. and i feel that i cant live without someplace to write all my feelings and preserve them. hmm. shall go replace the blogskin later. i guess i cant live with something stuck in my heart. ok theres this damn sick thing that happened today. so, we were at causeway point. i guess we are in love with that place. nothing really crazy happened there. until the mrt station. or maybe the mrt. so vernice, soo han, xing xuan and i decided to leave lah. vernice soo han and i took the same train so we got onto the mrt. there was this guy, i think he has some weird problems or smth, was listening to the music then making some chao weird noise. then vernice was tying her hair lah. then the guy went like, sui lah. as in pretty lah. then vernice's jacket will go up a bit when she lifts her hands the the guy was like trying to look further up or down that lah. so after she tied her hair we quickly move to a few cabins down. then we thought the guy never follow. but he followed lor. then all of us pretend to look at my handphone and dao him lah. then he said damn loudly 'sms ah'. then he bent over a bit like trying to look at what we doing lor. then we were so scared we got off at kranji. then we walked to the other end of the mrt station. was crying on the way lah. damn scary!!! then it was raining. so we took the next train. then i got off at chua chu kang with soo han and vernice then i took the train after that.
i think im crazy but i was damn terrified by that person lah. bleh. i bet im getting phobia of travelling on mrts. brr.
i miss parapara machine! damn. sigh. not in a very good mood to be thinking about happy stuff. shall go off now. welcome to my blog. thanks. bye.

|| At 8:20 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||


last.
♥Tuesday, November 01, 2005.

this is my last post. seriously. im never going to touch this blog anymore. everything will still be around, except me. im going to forget all about all this and start all over again. it is time. its started. but now, it has to end. i probably want to start a new blog. A NEW LIFE. you will probably see a new me. not as selfish, stubborn, and (whatever bad stuff about me) as before. forget all about hating. life IS short. TREASURE.
probably after a few months or smth i will come back. to this place, to find my old self. i shall end here. as for the new blog, i know that theres going to be a way even if i dont openly give the site. so might as well spare everyone the trouble of having to search yahoo or smth, will inform about the new blog. ok. this is the end. the end of lifelesssprit. (wrong spelling btw)

|| At 7:42 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||


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