♥ , My Garden of Eden.

The more I think, the more I want to cry.

♥Friday, September 28, 2007.

Hey. (: So we had our first papers today. Guess you can tell the outcome from the title of my post. ): Oh well, behind that facade of optimism, I guess I just can't help but feel like crying. ): To be frank, I really think I screwed up that two papers. >< Serious. I have never been good at writing. Like, seriously. It's even a torture to try to churn out something that is actually readable.

Angsty part ahead. Warning. Grah. Hate that way you looked at me. I failed your expectations most of the time, but I rather you did not respond that way. I wished I just left without even seeing you. You're like, the last person I would want to see after that. I tried to be optimistic, but you always..ALWAYS have to drag me down. I truly hope I don't see you again next year. I know you're trying to help, but I guess I can't understand your logic, eh? Angsty part over. (:

Anyway, I shall go and relax now, remain pessimistic and sulk. ): Bye.

|| At 6:18 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

Mid Autumn Festival

♥Monday, September 24, 2007.

WOOHOO. (: HAPPY MOONCAKE FESTIVAL. (: Anyway I digress at start of the post: I think I'm going to forsake that livejournal of mine. Although it has a nice name. I might decide that to be my new blogger account name or something. (: I LOVE BLOGGER. Sorry LJ users, but my internet seems to have something against LJ. It loads darn slowly. I still love LJ for friends lock feature though. Come on, are you going to have it here? *Pleading smile. * :D

Anyway, went for the Mooncake Festival thing at Eunice's house. YAY. (: So fun can. (: Meaningful message too. (:

YUCKS. Exams are in like, FOUR days. And I don't think I'm prepared. That's just GREAT. I'll just try my best. (:

Oh after exams I'll upload Claudia and my photos. Our great day out at the library. (: Extremely funny. Okay. Guess its time to fly off. BYE. :D

|| At 11:13 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

WOO.

♥Sunday, September 09, 2007.

Woah. Just saw an article on Yahoo News about nail bitting. ><><

Anyway I look stupid blogging on my laptop in the library. So shall go off now. Tomorrow's SCHOOL. ):

|| At 7:06 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

MOVIE OUTING. (:

♥Friday, September 07, 2007.

Watched movie with Joleen and Ying Yan. Along with Joleen's two best friends. Please, they are such LOSERS. LAME, LOUSY and LOSER. Hello, if you want to talk to her, just talk face to face. Don't act shy and sms, call, whatever. And, YES we do see you walking around us, in case you thought we were oblivious or anything. 优柔寡断。Still dare say I 拖拖拉拉。I am just NOT interested in watching the movie with you two, and who's the one who's not willing to let go. I'm pissed now. I feel like shouting vulgarities in your face. GO AWAY. You don't even show simple form of RESPECT for people.

LOL. Some people are just AA until I don't know what to say. ><

Hmm. It's interesting meddling around with livejournal. (:

Oh and I think I committed a really grave mistake. Like really bad screwup. ): And I feel really upset about it I guess. Cause it's been really long since I had feeling for these kind of things. I just got used to it, got used to the scoldings. But this time I guess it's different. I don't know why. Boo. I guess I'll be thinking about it for a few nights. ):

I'm feeling really bitter about some stuff right now and my comments to everything are filled with spikes. If you don't want to get hurt, don't talk to me for the moment. Thank you.

|| At 8:14 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

Joleen's life is super exciting hor.

♥Wednesday, September 05, 2007.

Haha. Joleen must be nodding frantically at my title. Anyway, she really got number FIVE le. Hahaha. Just that it's number FOUR's irritating little friend. Haha. Kaypoh sidekick. Extremely funny. Just makes you wonder how childish can people actually get. ><

Went for training today. Sorry, but I just felt super nua. ><><

Dinner was quite..funny. Haha. Stupid Qing Ying. Now my arm got blueblack le lah! BOO. ): But yay, it was really fun. (:

Haha. Seriously I contradict myself. >< I just said I lost interest of blogging every day life. But I just went about doing as much as that. (: Nevermind, I'll never make up my mind about things. (: ANYWAY HAIRSPRAY ROCKS. (: SUPER CUTE CAN. (:

Oh was indulging in my secret hobby for the past few days. It's just too exciting to give up. (: Bahaha. Not a single person know what my secret hobby is. Isn't that just exciting. Sorry, but exciting seems like the feeling I've been getting throughout this holiday. HA. That's not too bad eh. But nope, it's really and exciting and .. I don't know, sexy(?) hobby. LOL. Nope, no one knows, and no one shall know. (: HA. Just felt like blogging about it. (: Too bad no one knows. Although this way no one can get high with me over it, but actually I think no one around me does that. >< Haha. So exclusive right. (: Shall stop talking about it. (:

Anyway I'm off to indulge in it again. Have fun guessing. Although seriously no one, NO ONE will know. (: BYE BYE. (:

|| At 8:59 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

Its holiday.

♥Monday, September 03, 2007.

Ha. Can you just sense the EXCITEMENT?

Anyway it's been rather pointless, the past few days. Seriously I'm in an angsty mood now. Currently discussing IH SBQ with Qian Wen. Oh man. So screwed can. Arg. I'm totally goign to fail my source based when exam comes.

YUCKS. HATE HATE HATE.

I'm out of things to blog actually. Like nothing to talk about like that. And the idea of blogging about what I'm doing every day seems to be losing its novelty.

Haha anyway Joleen Lee seems to be atracting a lot of guys eh! (: HAHAHA. Need 1 more, then can have 1 for each day. LOL. Damn funny. Oh, and today's attempt to study failed miserably. ><

It feels funny to be havign so many small paragraphs. LOL. OH MAN I WANT TO WATCH FULL METAL ALCHEMIST. ): BOOBOO. ): I only watch until episode FOUR can. So slow pok lah. But not my fault VEOH loads damn slowly. Haha. Anyway I'm off to battle my source based now. BYE.

|| At 8:29 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||