♥ , My Garden of Eden.

hallo! =)

♥Thursday, April 20, 2006.

grah. having diffculty breathing. and getting sore throat from sucking in too much mucus or whatever. and my head is aching from all the pressure ive exerted while trying to breathe properly. but failed. ARG.
ok. got a lot of things to blog about today. But i got major stuff to do. like the EARTH DAY thing. boohoohoo. and i dont know any artistic way to put in class 206, 2006. someone enlighten me please.
mind you, i am a shibai activity coordinator. at least im trying to take pride in my work can.
ok. shall blog about something that happened on..monday? aiyah forget already. haha quite a scary experience. haha took 154 with joleen. then we got stuck near KAP there for half an hour. then move until somehwere closer then stop there for very long. and the uncle came back after around half an hour and told us it would take us very long so we should get down and walk around 4 busstops to catch a bus. haha so pathetic. so we went down and started walking. quite fun actually. =) haha joleen is SCARED. hahaha then reach one overhead bridge which looks seriously terrifying. hahaha so we sang songs! =) hahaha very funny lah.
somehow a 3 hours long experience has been shorten to that few lines. because firstly, im too lazy to tell the full details, secondly, i need to go rush out my earth day table thing, if not tmr dont need to sew already. and i hope everyone brings their cloth. =) haha
feeling very stiff lately. dont know why.
oh that reminds me. haha must train up for napfa test. haha especially sit and reach. shucks. i think i will fail it if i dont start practising. yikes.
i think im flunking every single test. arg. smths seriously wrong in my head.
ok. shall go do the drawing now. bye! =)

|| At 10:34 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

smile! =)

♥Saturday, April 15, 2006.

hmm. so glad its cleared up.
i dont care if you all are going to detest me. im going to do it. no matter what. muster your courage! =)
had mega-sia meeting ytd. hahaha not bad lah. then after that went to play badminton with qitian, katherine and yinghui. muahaha super funny can! and they were laughing at my wonderful postions when i try to save the shuttlecock. =) haha fine always got one leg hanging in the air one lah. haha super fun! =)
spent half of today re-reading snow flower and the secret fan. haha seriously love that book. makes me curious about lives of women in china in the past. like, at this age they are betrothed or smth? gosh. really makes you think of their sufferings. lets hope i dont dream of bees tonight. =) haha
supposed to be doing homework but im here slacking away, as usual. haha im used to rushing at the last minute.
i bought a purple file to organise my stuff. and im positive that this time i will succeed. haha
ok. arg. havent told the class about the earth day thing. need to decorate canteen table. yikes. must rmb to tell them on monday.
im starting to miss school. haha so far for term 2 its been quite ok. wait till the sias pour in.
hoho i was just thinking about the past recently. like how i was a shibai netballer in primary school. haha crap.
im sweating like mad now. these few days have been sweating ALOT. im in an aircon room with a temperature of 22 degrees celcius and im feeling super warm. haha gosh. almost melted today lah.
=) im in a happy mood now. haha
got one gigantic bruise on my right knee. but got no feeling one. hahaa immune already. and got a scar on the part of my wrist which i cut during om. also not healing. haha as in just leave the scar there doing nothing.
ok shall go file stuff now. bye! =)

|| At 8:45 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

pui.

♥Saturday, April 08, 2006.

hey. feeling so crap, like so BORED. and was supposed to be doing homework today by order of mum. but dont feel like doing. at least majority of my homework's on time can. haha
ytd was selections. got no stamina to play 2 quaters of gd. yikes.
laoahma! bu yao fang qi! wo men zhi chi ni! dont cry to leave the tears on your face, cry to let the tears wash away the pain and start afresh! jiayou my darling lao ahma! we love you!!
oh man. stupid claudia sng almost got me into trouble. hahaha but its also my fault lah. haha because had dinner with her at northpoint until 9.15. then took bus with her to sembawang. and i reached home at 11pm! haha spastic lah. my mum was sleeping when i reached home so didnt get scolded. =) haha
feeling bored now. shall go play games after doing a bit of homework. faints.
shall go print worksheets and science notes later.
getting sore throat i think. ack.
i am good at looking for blogs. =) so is jenzi. oh that reminds me. havent seen her online for a long time. is it? or maybe im online too late. haha
yay! =) hope i get a nice angel! =)
sorry i have been very random so far.
pfft. shall go now. bye! =)

|| At 4:54 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

hallo hallo! =)

♥Wednesday, April 05, 2006.

yay! =) my doll rocks. =)
hahaha i would scan it in but the puffy paint hasnt dried yet. haha and im only left with the yellow one at home. haha i bet the rest are in the pink esprit bag in class.
yay 3 in one! =) print scan copy! muahahaha. so shiok. but the colou a bit WEIRD. especially when printing photos. haha so shall not print photos. (maybe its my camera.)
my hands look seriously bloodstained. with the red mini double marker. boohoohoo. and i think it wont disappear by tmr lah. bleh. (and i started chewing my nails. again. BLEH.)
oh yes go try painting with fingers, toothpicks and cardboard. haha cardboard sucks can. toothpick quite good. hahaha
oh yes my mom let me cut a piece of black cloth from the one that she was supposed to make a skirt from. =) haha
i just realised i have been posting very randomly, according to what pops up in my mind.
i shall try to stop drinking chrysanthemum (?) tea. too addictive. arg. and the packet one doesnt taste nice. haha not sweet enough.
how come i think im going to fall sick soon. chocolates and very little plain water. yikes.
yay tmr is orientation! =) so exciting. =)
yay. jiayou janice! must become SL ok! =) hahaha your wonderful sectional leader is it? haha =) go janice! =)
katherine said their orientation is on saturday. =) haha that was RANDOM.
oh i dug up friendship band and bracelet to put on my doll. =) but i have a feeling it will drop off before its been put up. haha the bracelet has been spoilt for very long so i cut it up. =)
unorganised. here and there here and there.
oh no must rmb to bring felt for goshiyu. oh yes than kyou katherine for the felt. =) (supposed to be for om. sorry neutral woman! =p) since no need to use becasue our props have poofed and disappeared.
today we hosted the watoto choir. =) helped toast ngoh hiang. =) fun! =) and we got to wear our class tee the whole day. =)
will tmr be a better day? i hope it will. =) felt quite shit today.
i want to cut my hair. its getting too long and its starting to curl at the end. i want to buy OST. hmm i shall strive to save $4 per day. no more excessive chrysanthemum. NO CHOCOLATES. enough at home. i shall bring to school then i wont buy. breakfast., dont eat lah. recess, one can of chrysanthemum. lunch another one. after school, if hungry zai shuo ba.yay. then i can buy it if i save for a week. but currently i have $22 in my card holder. but this is for ring. so i shall save for one week then i can buy already! =) good good.
shall go pack up and sleep now. goodnight and bye! =)

|| At 10:55 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

hallo =)

♥.

poof. feeling very crap now. supposed to do work. haha sigh. koped a quiz from claudia's blog. =)

1. what is your middle name?
peixun? haha nonono. jocelyn ang peixun, take your pick.

2. what size is your bed?
super single. can pull out one more from the bottom. also super single i guess.

3. what are you listening to right now?
music from the korean drama my mother is watching.

4. what are the last 2 digits in yourphone number?
77

5. what was the last thing you ate?
ate van houten chocolates, drank vitagen.

6. Last person you hugged?
hmm. cant rmb. haha

7. how is the weather right now?
should be fine.

8. who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
claudia.

9.what is the first thing you notice about the opposite/same sex?
dont know. how they speak? =)

10.do you have a GF \ BF?
nope. unless you want to consider sarah. haha but maybe not.

11. do you want children?
YES! =) one boy one girl! hahaha

12. ever get so drunk you don't remember the entire night?
nope.

13. hair color?
black

14. eye color?
brown. =)

15. What's your favorite thing to do?
play netball, use computer, read.

16. favorite holiday?
haha anything lah.

17. favorite season?
haha winter! =) although not much choice in singapore, but it still rocks. =)

18. ever cried for no reason?
yea of course. =)

19. Last movie you watched?
nanny mcphee. with teammates.

20. how many mirrors are in your room?
one big one on my cupboard and one small one in the drawer. haha

21. do you know any fall out boy songs?
???

22. have you ever decapitated a barbie doll?
haha no. but i rmb cutting off the hair and hoping it will grow again. =)

23. do you enjoy the sensational taste of starbucks?
what sensational taste? haha

24. Does the word "horcrux" mean anything to you?
whats that.

25. Do you have any friends of the gay preference?
maybe look like, but should be dont have.

26. Do you think Jesus is great?
hmm, im not a christian.

27. Is cheese like the best food ever, or what?
yikes. shouldnt it be chocolates.

28. what book are you reading?
now? haha none.

29. Piercing?
yea. ear, but no earrings.

30. Favorite movie?
hmm not sure.

31. favorite soccer team?
haha i dont watch soccer.

32. What were you doing before filling this out?
reading blogs.

33. Any pets?
nope.

34 Dogs or Cats?
dogs. but somehow im intrigued by cats' eyes.

35. Favorite flower?
no preference. =)

36. Have you ever been caught doing something you weren't supposed to?
yea. lots of times. haha

37. have you ever loved someone?
everyone =)

38. who would you like to see right now?
dont feel like seeing anyone now. not a single person.

39. Whats your favorite color?
violet. =)

40. Have you ever fired a gun?
nope.

41. Do you like to travel by plane?
i dont like to travel. haha a bit scared of planes.

42. Right or left-handed?
ahhhh. either. neither.

43. If you could be with someone right now who would it be?
but i dont want to be with anyone!

44. How many pillows do you sleep with?
1

45. Are you missing someone?
nope.

46. Do you have a tattoo?
nope.

47. do you still watch cartoons on Saturday morning?
waking up at 12pm does not allow me to watch any cartoons.

48. Are you hiding something from someone?
yea. quite a lot i think.

49. What do you feel like doing right now ?
sleeping, slacking. just NOT doing work.

50. are you happy with life now ?
yea. sort of.

lalala.ok. i shall go do more stuff then go do work. bye! =)

|| At 6:18 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

♥Tuesday, April 04, 2006.

yay im feeling hyper now. =)
had selections today. hmm. quite fun actually. haha but so scary. =)
feeling so tired. bah. shall go sleep soon because im seriously dead. but i shall look for pictures before that. =)
now am going to start saving up money for ai qing mo fa shi vcd and ost. i know ost come out already lah, but i have no money to buy it. haha yay =) so shall save money. which is like impossible becasue i eat so much and drink so much ju hua cha. hahaha drank 3 cans during recess. then lunch felt like puking. haha
seriously tired now. sigh. ok. shall go look for pictures now. bye. =)

|| At 9:39 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

hallo!!! =)

♥Saturday, April 01, 2006.

yay today is a joyous occasion!! =) its our team's birthday! =) yay!!! =)
oh. have been watching ai qing mo fa shi and have been going crazy over mingdao! =) hahaha was telling jenzi about it ytd. and i want to buy the vcd and soundtrack!!! =) going mad. =)
went to malaysia just now and bought so much stuff. hahaha liek going to open store already. my cousin bought 50 packs of wet tissue and 6 packs of toilet paper. my goodness. haha
ok shall be off to watch ai qing mo fa shi stuff. byebye! =)

|| At 9:00 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||