Yes, so I thought I should share happy thoughts on my very emo blog for once. Like getting into NTU Art, Design and Media. WOOOOOOOOOTS. *throws confetti for myself because I'm well, forever alone. ._.* Haha actually no, thanks all who congratulated me and gave me an ego boost. Kekeke. As you can probably tell, I'm so happy I'm actually kind of incoherent. (Oh please, Jocelyn, you were never coherent before. Not even once.)

And I really am hoping they'll at least give me a chance at an interview for the scholarship. :S PLEASE. Because no matter what I've got to come up with money for school fees and money to buy computer and tablet and whatever the school wants me to buy. D: Study loan's an option too, but thinking about repaying the loan after I graduate...I'm extremely turned off. Though I'll have to resort to that if I really can't get any scholarship. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE. D: D: D:

I AM DESPERATE. D:

I should just continue working as I study, at least I'll be spending my own money. The fact that we just cleared our housing loan after 15 years (and kind of got forced to repay by selling my mum's Singtel shares since her CPF ran out of money) made me realise that it's honestly bloody expensive to be living in Singapore. Okay, that's kind of besides the point, but yes, I'm in need of money. My family does, actually. Since now we owe my cousin $1k for repaying the remaining housing loan for us. Yes, what the heck, even after selling shares we still didn't have enough. That's why I'm hesitant to take money from my parents from now on.

Pointless rant here, just ignore.

Ugh. Still worried about scholarship and well, money. Roar. Solutions, anyone?

Well, it's been a pretty mundane two months since my last post, except for SS3 Malaysia, but let's leave the fangirl-ing for probably, another blog or account. Actually, since then, much has happened; 'A' level results, university application, dance, SS3, but as usual, being the lazy ass I am, can't be bothered to do much.

So. Results. I would say I'm pleasantly surprised, since I honestly did not expect such scores. Don't tell me I'm bullshitting when Prelims results pointed to a possible fail (come on, DUDED; I never, NEVER, even got a C.) and well, it was all pretty good...until I see people around me getting AAAB or AAAA. Which somehow tells me my AABB isn't actually a very good score (and so, my cousin says), which made me kind of depressed for a while. BUT, considering how much I actually studied for it, I'll probably have to thank God for the miracle He bestowed on me, because it's pretty much an impossible feat. LOOK AT MY ECONS, IT WENT FROM A U TO A A. I don't even know; I was pretty close to tears when I saw my score. Well, I was pretty upset about Chemistry since it was my favourite subject. But really, I ought to be thankful for being able to achieve so much when I studied so little. Must be some kind of a...miracle. Yes.

Now, I'm waiting for University Application results with bated breath, because I really, really want to get in. WITH A SCHOLARSHIP. Okay, honestly speaking, my results, a scholarship, what? I know, right. Hopefully, they'll look past that and decide I probably have some kind of leadership qualities they might want. I shudder at the thought of that, because that would mean some kind of leadership position and well...I don't think I'm up for it. Well, let's just see what happens.

Moving on to less academic-related stuff, we got into finals for InMySeoul! I don't know, but this is all pretty exciting for a noob who started out dancing around...a year ago? Well, we got in with our sing and dance performance of Shy Boy, and we'll be performing Shady Girl this coming Saturday. I'm going to just sit here and hope with all my might that my voice doesn't crack or something. GO SGK! :D

All right, I'm getting a little tired. Shall be off to do other things. Till the next time I'm back! Tata!