Everyone seems really busy these days, not just students, even working adults. Ahh, I guess everyone's just trying to do their best before the year ends. Because well, another year would have passed.

Although I tend to think a lot, I've been trying to stop myself from wandering off too far, whether is it to the positive or the negative. I guess this pretty much stems from how much I'm afraid of being discouraged or disappointed when I get my hopes up. Which pretty much happens a lot of times anyway. Maybe I should have been desensitized by now, but I still have that bit of faith and hope in me that I would be recognised, for who I am and what I am capable of. But well, I think I fall short of even my own expectations.

Well, being emo can only last so long.

Today was a pretty dramatic day about JYJ tickets. Lol. In which my morals and principles were almost washed down the drain. At least it didn't happen, and I'm glad. I'm no saint, but at least I know this is correct. Forgive me for having been tempted. Rah.

And yes the exciting thing came true! Blogshop's taking in Sungmin's Snowdrop photobook! XD Which equals to more starving and more desperateness in trying to get money. :S Go me.

Okay I'm really drained. Next two months shall be specs month. D: Nerdy.