Today was pretty unproductive, thanks to horribly difficult Math papers. D: RI's Math Paper is insane, I pretty much gave up halfway. Even last year's A Level Math paper felt difficult to me; I'm so darn screwed.

You know, I'm rather surprised by my Prelims results. Seriously. (Because I know I didn't study as much as I would have wanted, but that's always a regret that I've faced and will continue facing, just because I don't have any motivation. ><) But yes, its a miracle I haven't gotten any S and U so far (though Biology is coming pretty close to that. *worried*). That's honestly a miracle (for me, duh), because I've been slacking so much. But studying really does makes a difference. I'm surprised at the E for my Math paper, especially at the 50 marks for my Paper 2. (Fine, I'm still at the bottom of the cohort, but I'm pretty proud of that, because I've never TOUCHED anything after Binomial and Poisson Distribution for Statistics until two days before Paper 2. And after the two days of chionging the whole Statistics syllabus, it was 38 out of 60 for Statistics. Which would have been impossible before.

Yes, so studying helps (as much I hate believing it just because I rather live in delusion and denial that studying can actually help my results.). Which means I have to work extra hard if I want to skip any more grades..like, approximately 5 to 6 grades. Haha sounds impossible.

Okay, that's like, the longest rant I've ever had on Academics so far, ever since Nanyang. Gosh, where have I been.

All right, to move on to something more exciting and well, adrenaline-inducing, I'M GOING JYJ SHOWCASE IN SINGAPORE!

And I'm getting really excited about something and something. Haha two very exciting things happening in my life, but I shall only start high-ing when it's 100% confirmed because I don't like getting my own hopes up. (Just because I know how many times I've been disappointed. D:) Arg okay, now's not the time for emo-ing, because there's just so much other things to be worried/happy/excited/angry about. Haha okay whirl of emotions, but that's me. (:

All right, enough of my mundane life. Shall sleep soon, as much as I'm excited still. (I bet half of it is caused by the damned caffeine cruising through my blood. Roar.) Good night!