Anyway, like my MSN PM, I have come to believe that I'm the queen of bullshitting reflections out of nothing. Sorry, I think I'm starting to 'fire-deviate' while doing the project closure report for YCM. Gosh, and I'm not even half done. I shall continue in school tomorrow. That's what this netbook is for, anyway.
Today I discovered something..peculiar. I realised that doing GP stuff makes me feel so darn accomplished. (Yes, as usual its all crap, but you know the feeling you get when you see pieces of paper filled to the brim with words!) It just got me excited, since I was doing Issues and Ideas, which I think is quite fun but is really difficult, I swear all of my answers are irrelevant. But I think responding to the questions inside does help, since I'm feeling more inclined to write in a more refined manner, at least for now. Or maybe, just not here, because I need a break from bombastic words for now.
Anyway, I got my repacked album today. *squeals* Hotness to the max, I swear I almost drooled flipping through. ALMOST. *Gasps for air* It's a little late now so I'm getting a little high. Don't mind me. And I almost left the poster behind at Starbucks after studying today. Thank goodness I have a habit of sitting outside where people rarely go.
And while walking along the shops, a thought just popped up. Whatever you thought you will never do, will become a habit if you let it. Okay, what the heck, that sounds grammatically/philosophically or whatever WRONG. But just the thought that some things which I never though I'll do or accomplish or even try, I've probably gone through it. And some of it becoming habits. Well, blame it on the brain.
And reading about Science and Technology in Issues and Ideas is driving me kinda nuts. Though I'm obviously no technophobia, but whatever Bill Joys or the insane guy he was said to resemble (along with Bill Gates..yea, go figure.) was saying did seem quite scary. Like self-replicating robots? Damn, that's a scary thought. Maybe its too much Biology but I thought of stem cells.
Anyway, I'm getting tired. Its close to 1am and I'm still here dwindling around. Great.
Night. (Reminds me of Dark. Haha, sorry its a personal joke only meant for me to laugh at. :D)