Woohoo I'm happy today at least. (: Saw the cute guy at Starbucks. Wahaha. (I'm not stalking okay, I just happen to be studying there everyday. :P) But yes, its a happy feeling to have something to look forward to when you're there. (: And he was diligently clearing tables and kept walking around = happy! :D Haha I'm feeling a little crazy.

PANICS!

But the tickets are bloody expensive. Roar. Shall be satisfied with Cat 2 (which is $128 already..what the..it's sucking my savings dry. ): )

Shall do work tomorrow morning. Damn fail. This is permanently happening.

I can't even talk in coherent sentences now.

And I think HC is trying to push us all up, seeing from the moderation of GP and Econs. Like wow, I managed to hit Mrs Chin's target for C in BT2 for both. Haha (Although by right they're Ds) Well.

Feeling really sleep right now. Shall wait until the email comes and I'll go sleeeeep.

Today's practice was fun! :D Actually all the practices have been fun. Just a little distraught over the fact that I end up with weird feet positions at some parts. Oops.

Let me spam critics for videos for a while. Don't read if you're not into it, or just plain disagree with me.

I think I leave all my fat burning to Friday + weekends, with the massive spam of dance lessons. Can't believe next Friday's our last. D: Damn, but I won't give up the weekend ones!

Watched a few performance videos today. SHINee's Up and Down is starting to grow on me, maybe cause they're promoting it? IDK, I honestly hate the autotune though, but that's their style I guess. But Jonghyun sounds really awesome in Up and Down and Lucifer! I think his parts were like, made for him. Haha. The songs too, actually. And I think I'll continue to be sour over Key's hair throughout their entire promotion. Bleh. But I think Lucifer's growing on me too. Lol. 'Her whisper is the Lucifer'! (Makes no sense, grammatically wrong, but the way Jonghyun sings it just makes up for that. Haha) And I love the choreography for the..first 40 seconds or so. Haha I'm okay with the rest, but the front was amazing. (The wave thing, I'm sorry I can't find a nicer way to call it. ><) Lol, and what's with Jonghyun flashing his back.

C.N.Blue's coming! :D Freak, damn excited please. *squeals!*

Super Junior's goodbye stage. The days of finding out translations to what Leeteuk is shouting are over. ): Allow me to spazz for a while, because Sungmin was too freaking hot during Bonamana on Inkigayo. (Either he was really pissed or he just had that expression - hotness) Frankly, I'm not into how they sing it live (must they do it with that annoying autotune thing in the background?!), but one thing I look forward to is the dance break! :D But today's camera wasn't on Sungmin during dance break (it was like, a split second thing. Grr.) But it was cool as usual (actually I only really like the dance from the dance break part. Hurhur but its a little too high level for me to catch anything - like Boom Boom.) Which reminds me, I wish they promoted that song more. D: I love the feel of that song! And Eunhyuk's choreography! Haha his solo at the end is .. haha I can't describe it in words. But the kiss + hot expression = faints.

Okay spazzing over, for now at least. Its like, going to be 2am. And I'm still here. Grah. And then I fall asleep tomorrow. Vicious cycle, I know.

One day lesser to prelims and As and freedom! (Haha what kind of shitty countdown is that.) Please ignore me (for today, at least), I think its the coffee + late night + (maybe) the cute guy at Starbucks. (Haha only Li Ying knows!) HAHAHA what the heck right. I'm turning into some bimbo. But whatever, I need to keep myself entertained and alive. :P

Nights!

Anyway. It wasn't too bad receiving Econs paper. Honestly, D isn't a very good mark, but for someone who only started studying the morning of the exam (yes, I was that pathetic) I think its uh, not bad. Or slightly more than not bad (allow me to boost my own ego for a while, which by the way, has been badly bruised over the past weeks). But that's just cause its case study. Me and my excuses. But yes, it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be.

This leaves me to worry about Biology (I'm praying hard I'll do fine for GP essay - I've been relatively consistent so I hope I won't suddenly screw up somewhere). Please, I can't have any more Us. I honestly don't want my mum to have to go down. I know I keep saying I don't really care about results anymore, but obviously that's a big fat lie. I still do. At least I want to make sure my days are peaceful without Mrs Boo haunting my parents down.

I just realised I didn't post this and hibernated my computer overnight. Haha. Retarded.

Anyway, Lucifer is out. Er, I still can't get used to Key's hair. And they've got some weird fashion there. Think the dance looks cool (I love the last pose, haha) but I guess I'll wait for their live. (:

I think I've got a prejudice against western films, because I can't relate to them. And some really made me cringe. I especially hate brainless films or stuff that are just over; over-actioned, over-CGed, over-sexed. Not trying to generalize here, but there's one or two that made me go 'what the hell did I just do' at the end, which explains my distrust in them. And I'm sorry to say this, but I'm not interested But this is one that changed my mind.

Honestly, its just damn freaking awesome. It really lingers even after watching it. I'm still feeling the adrenaline from the movie, if you get what I mean. Fine, I shall not act smart, because there are parts where I didn't get and still don't. But that's the beauty, because it sets you thinking and gives you an aftertaste that's strong and lingering. Woo. It's been long since I've felt like that. (: And I think this movie really struck a chord in me, what with all my ideas about living in dreams. Its such a foreign concept, but it seems all too familiar to me. Which makes me even more in love with this movie.

Haha sidetrack a little, I think Arthur was really cool and charming. And bloody smart to use the lift.

Okay anyway, today was a really great day because of Inception and captain's ball! :D

Heard SHINee's Lucifer (I love the name and reference. :D Which means its off to a good start.) uh..I don't think its extremely catchy, but it sounds like its gonna have some kick-ass dance moves to it. Please don't disappoint me!

Well. Whatever.

It was just ultra hectic, going from gym to studying to dancing to studying and to dancing. But well, it was really fulfilling. :D

My brain's not really functioning now.

Mr. Boogie promotion's out. Uh, to be truthful I was expecting a little more because f(x) has always been a good dance group and the dances for their titles have been great and they dance really well. But this concept is a little...commercialized. IDK, maybe its the trend but its kinda sad to see them compromise on the choreography and performance to accommodate the 'sexy' concept with heels. And Amber is still not back. Double sad. D: But Amber + ankle injury + heels sounds like a bad equation. I think they sound decent live, seeing as the dance had some chest pops and other sharp movements. But yea, it stops at decent. Except for Luna, of course. (But personally I didn't really enjoyed the adlibs. ><)

Sorry for the long critic, but I'm a little sad. Not as though I really liked the song in the first place. I kinda think I only like NU ABO in the mini album (because of the dance, haha.) The others were a little..either overtweaked or commercialized or ballad which I didn't really appreciate. Well.

Grah. Whatever it is.

Tomorrow will be a good day. :D I hope, at least. (:

Anyway, like my MSN PM, I have come to believe that I'm the queen of bullshitting reflections out of nothing. Sorry, I think I'm starting to 'fire-deviate' while doing the project closure report for YCM. Gosh, and I'm not even half done. I shall continue in school tomorrow. That's what this netbook is for, anyway.

Today I discovered something..peculiar. I realised that doing GP stuff makes me feel so darn accomplished. (Yes, as usual its all crap, but you know the feeling you get when you see pieces of paper filled to the brim with words!) It just got me excited, since I was doing Issues and Ideas, which I think is quite fun but is really difficult, I swear all of my answers are irrelevant. But I think responding to the questions inside does help, since I'm feeling more inclined to write in a more refined manner, at least for now. Or maybe, just not here, because I need a break from bombastic words for now.

Anyway, I got my repacked album today. *squeals* Hotness to the max, I swear I almost drooled flipping through. ALMOST. *Gasps for air* It's a little late now so I'm getting a little high. Don't mind me. And I almost left the poster behind at Starbucks after studying today. Thank goodness I have a habit of sitting outside where people rarely go.

And while walking along the shops, a thought just popped up. Whatever you thought you will never do, will become a habit if you let it. Okay, what the heck, that sounds grammatically/philosophically or whatever WRONG. But just the thought that some things which I never though I'll do or accomplish or even try, I've probably gone through it. And some of it becoming habits. Well, blame it on the brain.

And reading about Science and Technology in Issues and Ideas is driving me kinda nuts. Though I'm obviously no technophobia, but whatever Bill Joys or the insane guy he was said to resemble (along with Bill Gates..yea, go figure.) was saying did seem quite scary. Like self-replicating robots? Damn, that's a scary thought. Maybe its too much Biology but I thought of stem cells.

Anyway, I'm getting tired. Its close to 1am and I'm still here dwindling around. Great.

Night. (Reminds me of Dark. Haha, sorry its a personal joke only meant for me to laugh at. :D)