Catching up on past episodes and I'm really facinated by Kangin. Hahaha. He's absolutely funny and charming.

And besides fangirling, I haven't done much. I dread to think about this.

I've been thinking about something all this while, but I don't know how things are going to turn out. I know its a risky path. Its going to be tough; I've never expected it to be easy. But how do I convince them that I'm mature enough to decide on my own? The situation is somehow getting similar to last year's. But I know I won't slip in again. Because I know its not going to help. Just because situations are like that, does not mean I will have to react that way.

Its scary. Really. Knowing what you've been studying is happening right now is traumatizing.

Sigh.

I don't know whether they're doing this on purpose. But its despicable to make use of such a situation to your own advantage. I don't care what people say, but I despise that. Don't force me to do things I don't wish to do; don't put me in such a spot.

In 1 year's time, where will you be?

In 5 year's time, where will you be?

In 10 year's time, where will you be?

Dreams.

Faith.

Will I be where I want to be?