I think I'm extremely PMS-y, but I believe that's beside the point. And I'm quite sure this time it'll hurt like shit. I'm not kidding.
Which reminds me of Sharon's comment to Ms Teo's warped logic. "If calf cramp is because calf weak, then menstrual cramp is what weak?!" Seriously.
I'm turning 18 this year. Which is an extremely scary thought, considering what kind of adults I've met so far. I know I'm overgeneralizing here, but there are just some which totally ruined my impression. I hope I don't become like them: selfish, hypocritical and full of excuses for themselves. Honestly, some people I've met just don't act like their age.
I think people don't have to ask me to know I'm tired and stressed and whatever shit, they just look at my face and they'll know. The breakout on my face isn't a joke.
And I can warn everyone now. Please don't anger me these few days, because I'm, once again, extremely PMS-y. Especially if you're someone I already hate to the core. I'm in no mood to hide my hostility to you, if you piss me off. I don't care whether you know if you're pissing me off - I don't give a damn if its subconscious.
I'm extremely tired of things. A lot of things. Everywhere I am, there's something to worry about. And almost everywhere, there's something/someone that pisses me off.
A clue: I smile at almost anyone, but the people I can't stand.
I shall stop being power/fame hungry and stop being a leader when I'm not even competent enough to be one. I don't see anything good about me, honestly. So stop making me doubt myself even further when I can't match up to what others expect.
I need to be a little more selfish (I might already am.) and stop doing things I don't want to do.
I want to draw.