Even though that's cold, it's pretty hot.
♥Friday, November 27, 2009.
Outing to Sentosa today! (: Nice. Epic crowded though, gosh. I can't even start to whine about how I hate to be in crowded places. Mood was up and down today, because good stuff and bad stuff happened. Like, how exciting.
Roar. Unhonest people with no integrity. Freak you. Try losing a phone yourself; tell me you won't panic and call repeatedly to try and get it back. Damn you, stupid freak who took Nat's wallet and phone. Seriously, you're such an asshole. WTF.
I'm sorry I'm so pissed I can't even type in proper, complete sentences.
Then there are just some smokers who are fucking oblivious to people around them. As you can tell, I am really really really pissed TTM (wow, new abbreviation.). Really, please plant yourself right in front of a crowded toilet or bus stop and expect others to love you for being yourself, and er, your cigarette. Excuse me, you think everyone smokes like you? There's a reason for them to ban smoking at bus stops. This doesn't give you the right to smoke 5 feet away from the bus stop. And on behalf of the people whom you've exhaled cigarette smoke into their face before (including me) FREAK YOU.
Oh and really. The one on the MRT was like, THE MAX THE MAX THE MAX. Apparently, the train was kinda crowded, seeing its a public holiday and its night time train from near town. I was listening to my iPod, minding my own business. Then there's this bunch of..I don't know how to describe them. They're teenagers, but gosh, don't put me and them into the same category. They're abit ah beng, but er, not the extreme kind, and they obviously don't dress like (although they sound a whole damn lot like ah bengs.) Like wow, the MRT is like your freaking house you just lie on the floor like nobody's business like that. WTF?! Not enough, you need to attract so much attention to yourselves by shouting at the top of your voices--to I don't give a damn where. Someone should have totally wrote that phone number you were shouting at the top of your voice down, so they can really send it in as proof of public nuisance. And if I can freaking hear you over my noise-cancelling in-ear earphones, guess what it'll sound like to the rest of the cabin. -.-
And you got the balls to do this kind of thing, you got no balls to face up to consequences. Some girl was just randomly taking photos of maybe her friend or herself or something. Then this group of ... PEOPLE were like in a commotion about them getting onto stomp, 'Eh girl, stop taking photos hor. If you took anything you better delete them." LIKE WTF! Seriously, if I actually had guts (oh I'm sorry to say, no I don't. I already used up my daily limit outside Nanyang side gate. Which I'll talk about later.), I'll tell them,' so what if I take photos. You want to beat me up is it? Go ahead, there's like, so many other people who have camera phones with them. If you had the guts to do all that you've done, have the guts to have it publicized. Not happy we telling the world your phone number ah, who ask you want to tell us!'
ROAR.
Oh the NY thing. Do people learn? Okay wrong, that's like, if it happened before. Do people understand why the hell are rules being made?! There's a reason why you get demerit points for climbing the sidegate. Oh, or even more than 1 reason. AND NO, PLEASE DON'T TRY.
1. It is bloody dangerous. Are you stupid or something? You want to risk like, falling and injuring yourself just for that convenience of what, 400m? Not worth it. Totally.
2. It makes you look bloody stupid. Like, having the world look at this girl sitting on the freaking sidegate for, I don't know, 5 minutes, just because she didn't dare to jump off after she got over is like, omg, please don't tell other people I'm in the same school as you.
3. Er. Do I have to remind you? You're wearing skirts. And its not a very good sight for people, EVEN IF YOU ARE WEARING SHORTS. I don't think it makes a difference. What's under the skirt should remain under the skirt. -.-
Really. Don't put me through such agony. I would have totally asked you to walk the whole way to the main gate if I saw you earlier. I'm not the kind who lectures, because I'll be at a loss of what to say. So after I warned you, I stood at the side waiting for you to actually get down from the sidegate and get into the school and stop showing off that you're breaking the school rules in front of strangers at the bus stop, shocked passengers on the bus and HC people. Like omg. Same thing. If you have the guts to climb the damn gate, please make sure you have the guts to jump down from the other side. I don't want it to end like today, rushing you to make sure you don't get caught by some other people, ahem teachers ahem. USE YOUR BRAIN!
My gosh. Remembering all these is making my blood boil.
Sorry, I don't have the moral courage or whatever it is for me to speak up at the occasion. Eh I did okay, for the side gate one, but I'm not a talker, so don't fault me. At least I tried. At least I hope I am still of some influence in those girls' minds. But the other people. I didn't, so coward me is just venting my anger here. Just hoping that someone could understand and feel the same way as me.
And true, like Mr Donus (dang, I can't remember his surname, sorry!) kept emphasizing, life is not fair, and never will it be.
After getting that whole lot off my chest, I'm feeling a lot better. Great. Its not like I'm gonna make a damn big difference or anything by thinking about it so much. Just forgive and forget. Rah.
Played frisbee with some other people. (: Thanks, although I don't think you'll see this. Haha. And sorry I can't spell any of their names properly. :S But it was fun! :D Lol. We should have training on sand some other day. Its like, damn exciting.
Roar okay. I'm shutting down. Haha. Like me.
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