I've been thinking. Thinking a lot recently. I should stop thinking. My brain can't even function properly now. I just need to pray hard I don't screw up and I don't fall asleep at the wrong times. Seriously, during Economics is the worst time to ever feel like falling asleep. I bet I wrote rubbish. Seriously.
Okay what's over is over. I shall stop brooding over it.
Tried something new today. Feels kind of..exposed. But its okay, cause no one knows. At least I hope its discreet enough. Haha. If not I'm bloody screwed.
Haven't talked to some people for a really really long time. Fine its not the time to do so now. And for some, I really don't want to talk to. But there are some who always try. Thanks, really. (:
I'm feeling kind of abstract in this post actually. Partially because I want to sleep but I can't sleep I don't know why. But yes, I'm abit delirious here right now. I feel like some crap. Math in 8 hours time. Seriously. Go me. I don't know what I can do. I want to say I studied, but I know I didn't. Like really. Believe me when I say I'm screwed.
Listening to a few songs lately.
I try to pull my eyes away, but they always pull me back to you.
Okay that was random. Haha. But its an interesting thing I thought of when I was supposed to be studying for math. Go figure.
Did lots of doodling too. I love ballpoint. Or at least black ballpoint. There's this roughness to it that can't be described. It has this, painful feel. Haha okay like I said, I'm getting delirious, and so is what I'm saying. But yes. I shall do a lot more doodles in black ballpoint. Its a lot cheaper this way too. (:
Maybe, someday, I will. (: