♥Monday, October 12, 2009.
I think I'm getting on well. (:
Had camp meeting today with EXCO. Quite fun. (: And productive (: I'm excited about camp! (:
I'm kinda disgusted by my childish mum again. Seriously. You're not a kid, can you just stop it? Can you imagine how childish it is to be angry with a person so much because she didn't tell you that her daughter went to look for her? WTF. Can she understand that there are things I can't tell her? Seriously, I think she reminds me of my Chinese teacher. Really. Both of them can never get it that I have things I don't want and don't have to tell either of them. And they should just grow up because I can freaking take care of myself. At least of myself. I don't want to turn around and start taking care of you like I'm your mum instead. I'm so fed up. Just two days at home has made me this pissed. Seriously. Its not like I don't want to care about my parents, I totally do okay. But I cannot stand it that I have to do things because she doesn't WANT to do them. Like calling my cousin to tell her to do something. WTF. You think you're still a kid ah. Come on, how long can you avoid her for? The rest of your life?
I just can't understand people like that. Yes. People like my mum. I just blatantly rolled my eyes at her. I don't give a damn if she thinks I'm being rude. She always thinks I'm being rude, when she's the one who raised her voice in the first place. Fine, I'm not supposed to talk back, but I'm not a person who can take this kind of things down. If I don't want to eat something, I'll tell you outright. If you call me something I'm not, I'll tell you outright as well.
And I can't stand it that she keeps going on about how fortunate I am. That reminds of that woman again. F. Stop thinking like you know what I'm thinking and feeling okay. So what if you keep comparing me and my friends? That I have a TV in my room, computer, nice chair, and no other person in this freaking world does except me. Fuck. Who was the one who said I shouldn't be comparing with others? Now, who's the one comparing me to others? I don't care if its to remind me how great a family I have; its not like I don't already know. But come on, its more than being better than others in materialistic ways right? I know I have people who love me, that's good enough for me. I don't have to keep getting reminded that I'm getting spoilt by my parents and so on. Really, its a really insensitive thing to do. Can you imagine I go telling you, hey, my friend's mum is bringing her on a trip to US or like, my friend lives in this bloody big house that's 3 times the size of our house, you think I'm more fortunate or they're more fortunate? I can totally predict what you'll say. Aiyah, they're rich what, so they're different. Okay. I give up. You're the only one who's correct. You're always correct.
Even when my friends come to my house, which is like, almost NEVER. I don't know what she's getting worked up over. So what if they sit on my bed or hug my soft toys? Come on, its MY room, its MY bed and MY soft toys. (Fine you bought them, but who's the one using them?) If I don't care, why should you? Stop telling me you're busy. You're busy just cause you made yourself busy.
And how many bloody times must I remind you to stop treating me like a child. I can wake up on my own, I can take my medicine on my own, I can get my towel and clothes on my own. I don't need you to do it, and after that tell me how fortunate I am to have a mother like that (again). I didn't even ask for it in the first place. Really. There's a reason why I moved over to my aunt's house. She's worried about me not eating, but at least I feel like I have some space of my own. I can eat what I like, I can do what I like. I miss the feeling of getting home without having to mop the floor.
And really. Its not much difference if I put all my files and whatever rubbish on my bed. Its as dirty. Are you going to wipe every single sheet of worksheet? Go ahead. If you can managed to sterilize my file content everyday. Really. I haven't died from germs so far. It can't kill.
WTF. Stop asking me to call my cousin just cause you don't want to talk to her. I don't give a damn if you're angry. If you want to do it, you do it yourself. Childish crap.
Okay I'm kinda still angry even after ranting so much. But really. I suddenly wish I was staying somewhere else. I really need some space of my own. Can you imagine, she doesn't even let me close my room door? What kind of privacy do I have? She comes and rummage through my books trying to pack them everyday. Then when I ask her where she put something, she tells me she forgets. WTH. Can you just leave the room to me? Its like, none of your business, to put it crudely.
Urk. I'm just bloody pissed by this whole thing.
Okay I just attempted to make my own pencil case but it failed miserably. And my fingers are covered with powerful super glue. Its not the UHU super glue, its like, really powerful. I think it can totally stick your fingers together and you probably have to cut your skin to get it apart. -.- My mum kind of went through that before. I forgot what she was trying to stick.
But anyway, I just realised that i have lots of pretty collar pins. There's this really really nice one from US. Its the LOVE thing from Philadelphia. It so bloody pretty. really.
Went to Bras Basah today. Couldn't find a display case. Forget it. I probably need to go like what, ikea? Urk.
Someone. Something. Why? Hope. How?
That reminds me. Anyone who goes overseas and are planning to get something for yours truly, get me a collar pin. Thanks. (: Haha. So thick-skinned. But yes, I'll love you for it. (:
Which reminds me. I've got like tons of collar pins from US. Haha okay not tons, but like, 5? And lots of postcards. FROM MOMA! GOT SALVADOR DALI'S WORKS ON POSTCARD CAN. There's this very appealing thing about his art. Or maybe its just surrealism in general. Its just..mysterious. Okay I shall stop acting arty farty. Lol. But yes, they are so damn pretty. (I'm that shallow, but yes, they are pretty. (: )
I'm bored. Shall go read. Boring. Lol.
|| At 8:56 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||
Blah.
♥Sunday, October 11, 2009.
Grr. I'm angry with my childish mum. Seriously. Please make me act like I'm your mother instead.
Tired of explaining.
Today's been a long and tired but fun day. (: I'm a little too tired to explain, but basically Xin Yi, Wai Yee and I went to my house and then we went shopping at Bugis. Yea, that's the gist of it all. :D
Wai Yee told us about this white room experiment thing. Gosh. I think its super gross. I think I can't even last an hour inside there. Its like you go into some room that's entirely white, and there's this low monotonous voice that keeps repeating something. Like wtf. I'll just die inside. I'll probably go insane. Hurhur. Went to look up the net for more info about it. Gosh. It was in Big Brother before. And the article is like, what the shit. Totally. Epic-ly scary.
Then went to see the Chinese water torture thing on Mythbusters. Brr. So scary.
I think psychological tortures are the worst ever. Really. It basically denies you of yourself. Like what the crap.
I'm feeling kind of vulgar now because I'm disgusted by all these. Erps.
Then I went to search on more stuff about human behavior. Quite scary. If you really wanna know more you can go search like, Stanford prison experiment, Milgram's experiment. Oh the white room one is similar to Hebb's cubicle or something like that. Then there's the Hofling hospital experiment, which is kind of interesting and thought provoking. Haha.
Dang. I'm kinda tired. And I need to go to school tomorrow. December Camp! ARG. I'm the best.
Woohoo. I'm finally back home. Just that my mum came disinfecting the house after they left. Really, its me who's sleeping on my bed and sitting on my chair. If I don't care, why should you? Gosh.
Haha. Its me. Its totally my fault yea. I always bring it upon myself one. Like, its totally my own fault. Haha. Like I've been given the permission to get out of it, but pride makes me go back to it and act like nothing's wrong. Haha. I feel like some piece of shit.
And no, I shall not whine. Because whining makes me feel worse. When I know that I have the chance of pulling out, but I choose to throw myself back in, I feel like a total idiot, so this shows that I cannot whine, because its my own choice. Okay. I shall work hard. Really. I need to get horrible feelings out of head. Go me! I'm a little delirious now, I think. I don't think that sentence made sense. But as long as I understand, that's perfectly fine. I'm just so into rambling.
I'll just have to keep reminding myself. To keep going on. Yes I'm ill-treating myself. But that's the only way I know how to do things. So don't try to talk me out of it. I'll survive. I promise. At least I promise to myself.
Yeayea. Shall sleep early. (: Big smiles! (:
|| At 11:53 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||
:D
♥Saturday, October 10, 2009.
I'm at my cousin's house again. (: Haha I'm like perpetually moving. But yes, I'm moving home! Woohoo. (:
I'm playing stuff on my NDS now. Its been long since I touched it. And I went to get more games. Woohoo. (:
Kinda excited about tomorrow! (: A lot of things going on. (:
1. My niece is one month old! (:
2. Xin Yi and Wai Yee are coming to my house to nua! (:
3. We're going PASAR MALAM! (: (At Bugis, if you really wanna know or you just wanna stalk us. :P)
Yes so I'm happy now. (:
Piang I just found out my first day sabbaticals is at Simei. Thanks a lot. How on earth am I supposed to get there! Grah. Eastpoint. Where's that? Next day is SMU, better, but I still have no idea how to get to that place. Erps.
Off to play games. Yay. (:
|| At 9:46 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||
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LONDON : Children who eat sweets every day are more likely to be violent as adults, possibly because they want instant gratification, a British psychological study suggested Thursday.
The research, by researchers at Cardiff University in Wales, took around 17,000 babies born in 1970 and monitored them at age five, 10, and 34 years old to see if there was a correlation.
It found that 69 per cent of those who had been found guilty of offences involving violence reported they had eaten confectionery nearly every day during childhood, compared to 42 per cent of those who were non-violent.
"Our favoured explanation is that giving children sweets and chocolate regularly may stop them learning how to wait to obtain something they want," lead researcher Simon Moore said.
"Not being able to defer gratification may push them towards more impulsive behaviour, which is strongly associated with delinquency," he added in the study, published in the October issue of the British Journal of Psychiatry.
But the study was condemned as "utter nonsense" by the Food and Drink Federation, which represents Britain's food and drink industry.
"Anti-social behaviour stems from deep-rooted social and environmental factors such as poor parenting and a deprived upbringing and is not linked to whether or not you ate sweeties as a kid," said its director of communications Julian Hunt.
"How anyone could leap to such a conclusion is beyond me."
Seriously. I totally agree with the last line. -.-
|| At 4:51 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||
To Do List.
♥.
Woohoo. Promos are OVER. Like woah. So surreal. Sorry, I can't seem to type in complete sentences.
I'm at home. As in my home. Feels nice.
Anyway, since Wai Yee suggested, I shall do a to do list. (:
1. Shopping with people! (: Come jio me out. (:
2. December Camp. (Panics!)
3. PW. Oh no. That reminds me, my I and R not done yet. :S
4. Learn guitar.
5. Complete my drawing. (I seem to have lost the damn paper. -.-)
6. Paint something.
7. Watch shows.
8. Read.
9. Walk pasar malam. Haha.
10. Put songs in iPod.
11. Help Wai Yee put iHome app into her iPod.
12. Chit chat.
13. Run. (I just realised i need to start running. I'm like some blob of fats.)
Ended up doing something else. Nevermind, that has got to keep me going for quite a while.
Just read news on CNA. Gosh. Why are they always so worked up over PSLE paper. Seriously.
I'm tired. Grah.
|| At 4:50 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||
Wow.
♥Thursday, October 08, 2009.
Woah. My primary school friend just added me on FB. Like wow. She's in Taylor High School, like wow, I'm like some frog, but I'm sorry, I don't know where that is. No, I'm not trying to say anything besides the fact that I'm really clueless. About practically everything. It really is damn cool. Seriously. Hurhur. While I'm stuck here in Singapore. Nothing bad about it, just a little..inferior. Haha okay actually no. Lol. She's like, epic smart. LOL.
And haha no TQW's almost made me burst out in tears. Hahaha. I'm just trying to write something for once. And I think its epic fail so far. Haha its just the extension from the line I posted about the eyes thing. (: Pretty eyes. Hahaha WINKS. (: Who ah, I wonder. LOL.
Today's mugging with Xin Yi was kind of more successful. At least. I hope. Hurhur. Better than me stoning around at home, doing nothing.
We made a pact to get up at freaking 2.30 am to continue because we're both announced brain dead. Hurhur. How fun. But seriously, its just the last paper. I don't really care anymore. Like honestly, I'm quite sure I'll fail Econs and Math. Its like. I've never felt so much like I was going to fail before. And its the feeling like I can't do anything about it that sucks.
Hit me like a ray of sun
Burning through my darkest night
You're the only one I want
You got me addicted to your light
I swear I'll never fall again
But this don't even feel like falling
Gravity can't forget
to pull me back to the ground again
In love with Halo. Its such a beautiful song. (:
Grah. Mugging.
|| At 9:37 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||
Maybe, someday, I will.
♥.
Maybe someday, just someday,
I'll tell you that I like you.
That same day, when I stop staring at you from where I sit,
trying to fake that I don't give a damn what you do.
It hurts when I see you talking to some other girl,
smiling at her the way you always do.
I try to pull my eyes away,
but they always pull me back to you.
|| At 12:15 AM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||
Bad day.
♥.
I'm feeling..bad. Haha. Like honestly bad. I've managed to slack the whole day today. Like oh my gosh. I'm sorry to be whining here but yes, I am angry with myself.
I've been thinking. Thinking a lot recently. I should stop thinking. My brain can't even function properly now. I just need to pray hard I don't screw up and I don't fall asleep at the wrong times. Seriously, during Economics is the worst time to ever feel like falling asleep. I bet I wrote rubbish. Seriously.
Okay what's over is over. I shall stop brooding over it.
Tried something new today. Feels kind of..exposed. But its okay, cause no one knows. At least I hope its discreet enough. Haha. If not I'm bloody screwed.
Haven't talked to some people for a really really long time. Fine its not the time to do so now. And for some, I really don't want to talk to. But there are some who always try. Thanks, really. (:
I'm feeling kind of abstract in this post actually. Partially because I want to sleep but I can't sleep I don't know why. But yes, I'm abit delirious here right now. I feel like some crap. Math in 8 hours time. Seriously. Go me. I don't know what I can do. I want to say I studied, but I know I didn't. Like really. Believe me when I say I'm screwed.
Listening to a few songs lately.
I try to pull my eyes away, but they always pull me back to you.
Okay that was random. Haha. But its an interesting thing I thought of when I was supposed to be studying for math. Go figure.
Did lots of doodling too. I love ballpoint. Or at least black ballpoint. There's this roughness to it that can't be described. It has this, painful feel. Haha okay like I said, I'm getting delirious, and so is what I'm saying. But yes. I shall do a lot more doodles in black ballpoint. Its a lot cheaper this way too. (:
Maybe, someday, I will. (:
|| At 12:04 AM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||
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♥Tuesday, October 06, 2009.
Sorry, just feel like going &*(
$@#*&$^!($ at Econs. Pukes.
PIMPLE BREAKOUT! Must be the stress. Hurhur.
Have been thinking about a lot. Alot I've lost, alot I've gained, alot I want to go back to. I'm kind of selfish, aren't I? Evrything seems to be up to me. When I'm happy I do this, when I'm not , I do another. Seriously. Who am I trying to kid. Freak. I'm just a .. I don't know what else I can say anymore.
I think Econs has just mad me more delirious than EVER. And I'm coming down with this (@)&#$*)!&)$!)#@ flu. Piang. Please do this to me. Seriously I better wake up properly tomorrow.
Aiyah I really don't know. I know I shouldn' be thinking about these things like now. Like now, now. BUT SERIOUSLY I'M JUST A FREAKING PERSON LIKE THAT WHO DOES THE WRONG THINGS AT THE WRONG TIME. Punches myself.
I really shouldn't sleep late. Look at how messed up I become.
I just want to go back to who I am.
Or at least who I believed I was.
And hopefully it will be who I really am.
DELIRIOUSSSSS. And I totally bought my Hello Kitty bath towel today. Epic chioness. :D
|| At 12:58 AM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||
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♥Sunday, October 04, 2009.
Today is many posts day. Hoho. Anyway, I just remembered. While I was on the phone with Wai Yee I walked into the lift and there was no signal. -.- Such a dumbo. And we were talking about my new skin. As in. Blogskin. Duh.
And haha. She was wondering why its still Eden. Nope, I didn't make it myself. I'll be a genius to have to have made such a pretty blogskin. Haha. I just changed some stuff in the HTML lah. And I changed some of the fonts too. And some of the stuff here and there.
Went on to study Bio just now. Hurhur. Drew some DNA replication diagram. Quite fun actually. Kind of understand it now. But I got tired. Haha. When am I not. And I shall go read comic. I know I have no discipline whatsoever, but I don't care. Haha. Its me. (:
I love people who make me smile, who make me laugh, who make me forget other things when when I'm with them. Its a wonderful feeling. (:
I know that was random again. But yea. I'm not such an extrovert you normally see. In fact, I'm no extrovert. Haha. Geminis will be Geminis. :D And that kind of justifies who I am actually. :D So no, I am not as hyper I seem on the outside. Haha even though I can get really hyper without stimulus or anything whatsoever. ZIHAI QUEEN. Woohoo. And I shall influence people to be high with me. (: Since its such a happy day.
Haha I don't know what's so happy about today, actually. But its just these little joyful moments you get from doing something. Like changing a blogskin, blogging, doing a bit (and I mean a bit) of work, talking with friends, sharing things with friends, shopping for food and books and clothes. Haha so today was quite a cool day. And no, I did not nua today.
Okay I admit, I did nua for a while. :P
Or maybe a long while. Hahaha like the moment I wake up to the moment I actually climb out of bed. LOL.
Okay I shall surf around and go read comic and sleep and have weird dreams tonight. (: Of pandemics. Hurhur. Oh I told Wai Yee about this weird dream that a pandemic was going around the world. And it spread to Singapore. Like, our school. HAHAH. Like WTH. And Mr Ngoh had it (don't ask me why.), my mum had it. Like seriously, I think I'm a bit kuku. And it was some air-borne disease that was spreading at superhuman, no, supervirus speed and kind of had something to do with pork. Gosh. Too much H1N1 huh. But yea. Exciting dream.
I'm becoming more reliant on my phone lately. Maybe cause I'm not at home. Haha. No link right But yes. I don't know why. But no, I still don't SMS alot. Haha. PEOPLE, SMS ME! Okay not really. Haha since I don't like SMS-ing in class. I'm a guai kia at heart okay. (: Angelic smile. (:
Okay shall stop being retarded and shallow and high and bimbotic (which I think I totally am. TOTALLY. Hurhur. With the hand-flick thing. LIKE TOTALLY. Hohoho.) and I shall seriously go .. surf the web. Haha. WTH. Okays. Byes.
I guess all the excitement for blogging comes just when you have a new blogskin. Seriously.
|| At 12:15 AM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||
Pasar Malam is LOVE.
♥Saturday, October 03, 2009.
Or however you spell it. But seriously, its OMG. I bought like ten thousand wrapping papers (Not really, only 18.) that are super chio and cute and whatever positive thing you can call them. (: Got Hello Kitty and Mickey Mouse ones. Wahaha. Super nice.
And a random thought just came to me there: I think cute cartoon bath towels are really cool. That shall be on my wishlist. (: Nice cute cartoon bath towels. (: Can be Hello Kitty, Baby Mickey or Baby Pooh (including all their friends lah, duh.). Sorry I'm anti strawberry shortcake, or ben10 or any ther things other than the 3 above. And no, don't act smart and think, because I like purple I like barney. FREAK YOU. Sorry but I really hate barney. He's just..not my type. Of purple that is. And yes, so only the 3 character above. Haha seriously, like anyone's going to buy for me.
Or you can come to Lot 1 Comics Connection and get me the Hello Kitty post-it that costs $9.90. With the Things to Do thing on it. Damn pretty. I don't mind too. :D
Haha. I'm like some kid here. But yes, yesterday de yesterday was childrens' day, or kiddos' day. Haha so I shall be entitled to whine about what I want for today, since I didn't do so then. Don't care you. BLEH. And I was surrounded by this smokey thing downstairs just now while I was on the phone with Wai Yee. And we both suddenly realised that its Mid-Autumn Festival today. Like yay, HAPPY MAF. (: Haha and I saw kids with lanterns and sparklers. I WANT TO PLAY TOO. ): (Like I said just let me whine about being a kid today.)
Oh but something unkiddish about today: I bought a lot of things todayyyyyy. (My gosh, I just evolved from a kid to an auntie. Save me.) Yes I bought chocolates for 09S73! Woohoo. We shall be energized on Monday. (: And I bought three shirts from Pasar Malam. Quite chio. And extremely CHEAP. That's why I say Pasar Malam is LOVE. Seriously. Woohoo. And I bought two comics. Haha. Shit me. They shall be my motivation to work towards, I shall bring on Friday and I shall read. Read like mad. :D
Today's a happy day because I changed my blogskin and I think its super chio. (Damn, Wai Yee (haha you see your name again.) influenced me into using chio instead of pretty. Hahaha.) Nevermind I shall influence you to use FWEND. :D
Today's mugging was, unproductive. HOHOHO. As usual. So I don't really care anymore. LOL.
I'm in a "I LOVE THE WORLD" mood today. Haha. Surprising huh.
Anyway, I was just thinking. Haha as a result of all that heart to heart talk the past few days. Haha. And that stupid Wai Yee who asked me to faster get attached. -.- And see cause you say so much that's why I always post your name. Hahaha. But if someone (I don't think anyone would, sadly. Hahaha.) likes me, (as in 'like' likes. Haha limited vocabulary yah.) I won't want him to like me because of who he sees me as. As in. Hahaha that was retarded. How else will someon else like me? Okay let me rephrase that, I would want him to think that I have something more than what I show. Okay that sounded even more wrong. Nevermind. AND WAIYEE YOU SHALL NOT READ OUT MY POSTS TO ME. I'm like quite grossed out by what I post. Hahaha. You shall just refer back and I shall recall my post on my own. Hoho, if I remember, that is.
Haha that was utterly random. Oh but am I really mysterious? Haha. How come I don't know it myself. I shall ask them sometime. Haha.
As you probably (whoever is still reading and has not started puking after that last two paragraphs) have realised, I am darn high. Haha. I think talking to Wai Yee (yes, again. -.- No, I'm not in love with you. And no, I'm not going to boost your already big ego. :P) makes me high. Rah.
I kind of don't feel like studying le. ): Lousy. Kind of feel like sleeping le. Haha. So pig. ><
Oh and I went to look through all my Facebook photos. Haha. Quite funny, some photos. The 1 to 10 one was -.- omg. And I realised we don't have a lot of class photos. ):
I love all our team photos. :D Oh and theres this damn funny one which Siqi and I attempted to fake a kiss and make a heart. (In a car somemore. HAHAHA. So suggestive. Okay no.) Haha but that photo is like, hilarious. And our photos in ice bath! Hahaha so tong ku! And the Oli and the marker under her shirt one. Hahaha. Seriously.
And I saw a few photos when I haven't put on braces. Wow. Like quite different yah. Haha. Damn I hope this thing can faster be taken out. ): Although its purple and nice but still.
And some photos from Kolkata trip. :D Haha reminds me of our daily dorm photo (which I do not see on FB, hor Ros!) Haha and the I CAN FLY thing with Ms Lin. OMG that was like bloody hilarious. And our dorm of crustaceans or however you spell that thing. Hahaha. We live in like some big shell. ><
And some Council photos, which were like LOVE. BIG HEARTS. (: FBI! And us in Hongzi. OMG we all looked bloody young and innocent and cute and IDK what. And us as Camp Facils. (: Big hearts. (:
Oh and some random photos from NY. Like me in Hongzi = horrible. Hahaha. Oh correction: ME + Hongzi + Ugly specs = Ultra Horrible. Haha can't believe I freaking looked like that. -.- And there's this OM photo. OMG. I was in HC SHORTS and RED SUSPENDERS. OMG. Hahaha. Damn retarded, seriously.
Anyway, enough of my ranting. (: And yes Wai Yee (last time I'm saying your name in this whole bloody post), NICE HANDS. GRINS. (:
|| At 10:15 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||
Proud.
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Damn. I'm proud of myself. Although I don't know whether I should be. Hurhur. I just managed to change my blogskin and update all my links. Yes ingenious time to be doing so. Like, two days before promos. Hoho. But that's me.
I'm getting really worried about Econs, because I feel like I know nothing about it. >< My essay is going to turn out crap.
Shall stop whining. And I love my new blogskin. (: So I shall not be adventurous and try to change it again. It looks really pretty. :D
Went to Wai Yee's house the past two days to er..mug. Not too bad, not too good. Kind of better than me sitting here blogging now. Shrugs. I bet you're reading this poku. Haha. And really, if you have stuff you can't say to him, you can always say them to me. If you want to, of course. (: Take care okay! 别累坏了。
I hope Chinese turns out fine on this skin. The previous one was epic puny-ness.
Can't wait to get past this week. But I know what kind of mess I'm in after this week. But I think I'm ready for everything.
Haha. Lately I've been feeling much much better about myself. And I actually believe in myself, for once. Or maybe not really, but I know people see this thing in me, that I refuse to see myself. And I really want to do something, for all those out there who loved me. Okay sorry, love me. Haha. So watch out for me after promos. I will be me. Again. (:
Weather's nice. Feels like its gonna rain. Kinda need to start work.Shrugs. Jiayou everyone. (:
|| At 4:19 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||
Long.
♥Friday, October 02, 2009.
Been long since I blogged I think. Actually not really as compared to the past, but yes to me now its been long. I'm trying to do this as fast as possible before my cousin finishes her shower. Hurhur.
Lots of things happened actually. Wai Yee, Xin Yi, Ying Ling and I talked a lot. And I mean alot. About each other, about other people, about our lives, about our personalities, about our class, about our ideas. Really really really cool. I love all of you manzzzzzz. :D I feel like I've exposed alot. Not all, but a lot. LOL. Nevermind, its a great feeling to know that we can confide in each other. :D It feels really really really great. Sorry I have lousy vocabulary, but yes, times when we are talking really make me feel loved. (: Hugs and kisses! Okay not kisses. Haha I don't give kisses.Lol.
We are so going to talk more after promos. Seriously.
Woohoo. Announcing to the whole wide world: I AM SCREWED FOR PROMOS. Woohoo. Seriously. But really, I don't feel like giving a damn. Hurhur. Doesn't mean I'm not studying, I'm trying okay.
|| At 11:29 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||
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