Puffy.
♥Monday, September 14, 2009.
Tomorrow I'm going to have some big fat pufferfish eyes. This is the first time I ever wailed into a phone and to someone.
Talked to Wai Yee at the field today. It felt really nice. :D And we're going to share something with each other everyday. :D Haha hopefully we have enough things to share. I think so. Haha. Like how our houses will look like will probably take up a lot of days.
Its been a ... I can't think of an adjective to describe today. I feel so fake. Okay no. I don't know how I feel. Its been a quite fake day. Its like, there were big patches of times when I was smiling just for the sake of smiling. Its really disgusting. Especially to my family. It sucks to have to keep hiding your feelings, just cause you don't want to hurt others.
I'm tired. Really tired.
I'm not a kid. Stop treating me like a kid. I know how to do things. I am learning. Please don't take them all away from me.
I am tired.
|| At 10:13 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||