I'm thinking of painting stuff on my wall. And I shall. I shall make my room theme close to black and white. Although I'm quite discouraged by my yellowing cupboard, but I shall strive to make it as cozy as possible. Maybe I'm just wasting my time. But hey, when have we not been wasting our time doing redundant stuff. As long as I enjoy the process, I don't think anything's the matter.
You know. I just calculated what I need to get for promos. Haha. Can you believe it. To get an A in math I need to get 93 marks. Haha that's like insane. -.- I don't even know whether I'll pass yah.
Damn. I know you're worried about me not getting promoted. But what the. I thought you said its fine. Fuck. Don't tell me one thing now and another later. That sucks to the core. Don't give me double expectations.
I'll get temperamental if you talk to me again about anything related to that. I'm serious. I'm not giving up okay. Are you satisfied?
I wonder who I'm studying. Myself or my mum. If you're not the one doing it, then please don't tell me what to do. At least I still know what I'm doing. And don't you threaten me with art. I will always find a way. Its my life, come on. I want to do something I want, no matter how tough it is to survive.
Hate.