Haha. So you're gonna do what's best for you huh. Well, I won't blame you for that. But I kinda hate you for badmouthing us. Of course, we are not the best. And just nice you have the chance to be with the best, so of course you'll choose otherwise. I have the chance to, but I won't go. Not because I don't want to be better - freak, who doesn't - but because it holds memories I don't wish to let go off. I'm childish, I'm stupid, I'm no high-flyer. Of course. But I cringe to hear you say things about it. And the best thing was you showing up. WTF, the best show ever huh. Why do you even show up?! Fuck, if you want to talk about them like that then don't freaking show up like nothing's wrong. Or at least don't let me hear it. I hate you for that. I freaking hate you for that. Sure, we're not as good, or not good enough for you, but if that's the case just get your ass out. You don't have to criticize us. Does it make you feel better to put down others? Oh, but knowing you, it probably does. Fuck.

And you too. Another one. I can't believe you guys. Freak, stop acting like nothing bloody happened. It happened, you didn't tell us, we didn't ask, end of story. Don't claim to be part of us. Think we give a damn? Maybe nicer people do. Not me. Damn you.

And I hate myself for smiling at you. Smiling at these people whom I hate to the core but because I can't hate them, I have to. Maybe I'm not tough enough, maybe I'm not in the position to dislike them. But mainly cause I'm a hypocrite as well. Excuse me, while I continue to patronize the world. Because the world don't matter to me. Since I don't matter to the world.

I hate being human. I hate being around humans. Why can't all of us be robots? At least we'll get stuff done.