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♥Wednesday, July 15, 2009.

Haha don't be dumb. You think I will wanna talk to you? That's such a joke. Don't act almighty. I can end you phone call anytime, I can refuse to pick up your call, I can run away from you. There's just so much you can do. Try me.

Damn, the world is such a joke. I'm laughing like nobody's business. Its just THAT ridiculous huh. I wonder what we're going through all this for. A better life? Kinda the opposite, if you choose a different definition. Oh, but the you'll be classified as weird, strange, unusual. Wow I totally love the word 'unusual', they make you sound like you're a freaking alien or something. Dang, what's 'usual' anyway? The majority? Haha so they totally own at everything huh. Maybe the world will one day realise its stupid, and be like Liar Game, and play the minority game. Then at least people will think before they choose. Oh but well, doesn't make sense, since we all like to conform. Haha why think so much? So what if you're the minority; so what if you're the majority? You just live with a fucking label of usual or unusual.

Reminds me of an interesting logic I saw quite a while ago, which struck me quite a bit. Imagine you're in a classroom. The teacher asks a question, with the choice of A or B as the answer, and asks everyone to shout out their answer, one at a time. And you are bloody sure that the answer is A. Like freaking 100% sure (which never ever happens, but let's just take it as that) and you know you're going to shout out A as the answer. So the first person starts, and he shouts B. You are puzzled, but its all right, its just one person. Maybe he's just different. But then, every person that goes after him shouts B as well, loud and clear, like they are damn sure the answer is B. So it reaches your turn, what do you shout?

Haha don't try to bullshit and cut the crap about sticking to your stand. You confirm shout B one.

Haha I totally will do that. And that totally proves my point of conformity. The truth hurts doesn't it. Oh well.

I think I've been thinking too much. Not only recently, but since like, forever. Shrugs.

So I've got so much work and so little time and not a single bit of motivation. How lucky.

Damn those peole trying to pry something out of me. Haha you suckers. Think I'll give in? Think again. :D

Surprisingly this post made me feel slightly better.

Oh and YOU. YOU YOU YOU. Freaking hell. Stop giving me trouble, can? Wah lao. I'm NOT responsible for YOU. You are. So WTF can you do a closure for our sake? Or maybe just for yourself since you are the centre of the universe? But just spare us the agony, please. Don't come and bullshit with me about responsibility when you don't even have it yourself. I know I don't have, but I don't want to be lectured by somene who doesn't as well.

Haha I realise I hate a lot of people. Which people always don't realise. Haha. Lousy. Yes, you, are lousy. :D Haha so good job if you do, but no points for guessing who. Nice rhyme.

So there's Chinese tomorrow huh. Haha. I suddenly can't find why I wanted to take Chinese in the first place. Its such a torture to look at the workbook. Damn, not fun at all. I just wanted a place to learn something that's close to me, but freak, its not. But I love my class, that's all I know. :D Its been long since I spoke a lot of Chinese outside home. It makes school kind of homely.

I'm kinda tired. Okay fine, when am I not? But I'm physically tired from gym. Kinda fun, but not fun feeling the need to oil the joints in my screwed up body. I need a new one, any idea where to get it?

Its bio time. Cross here cross there. Brr.

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