I think its the people.

And the paper. GP has the ability to make you think and feel for what you're writing. (Although I'm perpetually failing, let's hope I won't do too badly this time. :S ) But it kind of rejuvenated me. Or at least it reignited what was extinguished lately. Like, I've got a motivation now. I've got lots of motivations now, actually, just thinking about what I want to do after blocks. Everything else can wait till then.

Feels kind of good to come to terms with reality. Its been a horrible past week.

But I won't forget it, of course. How could I forget my dream?

And I think education notes for GP has made me think through too. I want to do things because i love them and not just cause I want to achieve something. And I don't want to do things for the money, I want to feel my passion.

Its a lovely feeling to have a dream, gosh. I sound like Martin Luther King yea. But honestly, at least I feel like, I'm doing things for a reason. Okay maybe not all things; I don't think any miracle can rekindle my love for numbers. Oh wait, did I even have one in the first place? But yea, I've got nothing to say, its love. LOVE. :D

So before this adrenaline rush slips by, I shall take the time to enjoy studying.

For the first time in 1 month, I'm going to love studying. :D

Maybe I'm kidding myself. But man, this is a feeling not to forget.