I'm still dreaming, and that's the only thing I've been talking about since last week. But I seem to have missed quite a lot huh. I know I've got to at least get through this blocks before I think of anything else, and that "anything else" ultimately seems too far away.
And I'm happily wasting my life here.
Nothing wrong with being here actually. I kind of love it here. Its just...me. Haha Its kind of abstract.
I just hope she'll give me a chance. A chance to rebel.
Anyway I have decided to give up today. Its time to sleep early and wake up early to mug. How disgusting. :S See, its back.
I'm really sick and tired of what I'm doing. Go me. Last through this week. And pray hard everyday. I shall brace myself for a scolding and crying fits. But its now or never.
Go me. :D