Haha can you imagine, I spent damn alot of time trying to find a way to phrase it. But I don't have the freaking guts to do it. Please. Please give me the courage to do it. Just look at the state I'm in now. I feel like just crashing.
Oops. This wasn't meant to be emo post so I shall stop that crap. But yea it reminds me, AYG exhibition for our school should be over. Too bad I couldn't "pop by" to help out. Not like I would have been able to help much too, seeing as those students who made the presentation were already well-prepared enough. Kudos to them.
Haha I sound bitter. Yes I am. LOL. I could have been bloody missing block tests. Okay not for the presentations but for the LO thing. Grr. Not like it would matter to me anyway.
I can't mug for nuts. Its not like I want to anyway. I just need a reason. Correction, a valid reason. Urk. Just let me go insane, I'll probably make a better person.
Econs today, like I said, didn't let me feel much. Not as much as yesterday's paper. I totally didn't have the drive to write (come on, look at my essay) and I didn't even have the confidence to tell my mum I did okay. Like, I can totally predict I will fail. And I think she could sense my frustration. Good.
Was looking at someone's blog. Haha she's so motivated. And it just makes me feel bloody inferior. Oh but honestly, it just gives me more reason to do the things I want to do.
But I seem to keep missing out on the fact that I can't.
Shit, who can bring me back to reality? Or maybe its just me who doesn't want to come back to earth?
____, its back to Chemistry.