But today is like up and down and up and down.

I think I've been hit by a streak of bad luck. Wai Yee too. The both of us are just alternating, so careful dear, if you're reading this. >< 

Anyways. Horrible landing during netball module for PE landed me in the state I am now. I have no idea what's wrong (cause I don't exactly trust the doctor and how he handled by foot. - Please shine a torch and just happily tell me its a ligament tear or something. Without even asking me to move it so he can see. What the. I want my previous doctor backkkkkk.) And he just wrapped it up and prescribed painkiller and stuff to reduce swelling. Well well. It better work. Freak. And my toe isn't even all right yet.

Oh but happy thing was the spontaneous outing with Wai Yee today! To JP! :D Haha quite funny listening to stories from her, especially about "bai zhi". HAHA. (: And we were in mad state of laughter today. First was her trying to tell me how to have conversations over sms. Because I'm a failure at that. Hurhur. And my reply makes it impossible to continue unless you're persistent enough. Haha. Then the second was this really retarded conversation. She was trying to say, "The main reason is..." and she ended up repeating "main" like 5 times. 

And I went, 'wait wait wait, you repeat 'main' so many times is to emphasize the point or were you trying to find the right pitch to start your sentence at?'

Obviously I don't speak in such perfect English, but you get the drift. Haha. And we were laughing like madwomen down the basement of JP. :D

And I'm down again. Because because because (yes, I'm emphasizing.), this world pisses me off. To quote Wai Yee, it is cruel and disgusting. It just..isn't the perfect place we think it to be. The people, their words, their actions. No one's perfect, cliche but true. But there's no _______ need to go to the other extreme. What do you stand to gain? Popularity, friends, statisfaction? Statisfaction. Who gave you the right to derive happiness from others' misery. Come on, don't be childish. 

No point guessing who it is anyway. like I told you, they aren't the ones who matter, you know who are. 

Feel so much better. And its back to cell division. ):

Haha funny discussion over language we use at home. Damn funny. ><

WOOHOO. Holidays in 1 weeeeeeeeek. I am damn happy please. As long as I smoke through this week then can at least relax for a while. (:

Went Kinokuniya yesterday! Wanted to buy so many things but in the end didn't. And regretting it now. ): 

Kinda sianed. :(

Feeling damn shit today. Its a repeat of a nightmare. Please pull me through this time as well.

Just when I thought it was going to be so much better here, everything crashes down. 

Its not like I'm unwilling. Its more like I'm afraid. 

Please help me. 

A lot of fun the past few days! (: Sleepover at Oli's house! Haha the truth or dare was the ultimate lah. LOL. Qian Wen should be utterly thankful to us okay. Haha. Still dare blame me for the double dare. Hahaha. Mine was totally retarded. HAHA can go see QW's blog, got details. 

Feeling rather down and out. Not even studying. Come on, I've got to pull myself together. 

And thanks for thinking I would want a blue one. That's not the point. But you digging up old things to scold about just makes me feel like pissing you off.

WTF.

这星期真是多灾多难啊。

And I'm really being too lenient on myself. What the hell am I doing? What crappy excuses do I have? Seriously, cut it off. Cut the bull. What freaking right do I have to slack while other people are working even harder? WAKE UP MAN.

Haha. Hahaha. 

Can anyone tell me why people are like that? What goes on in their minds? I don't want to care, you think I really want to? Seriously, F off. I cannot understand you; I cannot understand all those people who have done similar. Maybe like what Wai Yee said, I shouldn't make it sound like everything is related to me, but seriously, can people wake up? Or maybe they don't even realise. 

Seriously. I am angry. I have never been so angry over someone's behaviour. 

And there's somemore ugliness of our world. Do they seriously think that after leaving THEIR trash whereever they are, the next day all of it will miraculously disappear? What about the ants, cockroaches, rats? I may not be extremely responsible, but at least I know, I'm responsible for my behaviour. 

I am kinda pissed + disappointed + upset and alot of things. But really, do people care? AT ALL.