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♥Eden.
Where it all begins.
累了。
♥Tuesday, April 21, 2009.

真的累了。蛋糕上的蜡烛吹了十六次了,每一次都比前一次成熟(看起来不像吧), 懂事(希望这是如此),也跟着累了。真的好想不管,只做自己喜欢做的事,但长得越大,这希望似乎也飞的越来越远。以前常常笑别人说自己想当只小鸟,能自由的飞翔;好好做人不就好了吗,管这些无谓的事干嘛。虽然我现在还会笑他们,但至少我知道这些人的理由。

感觉这种生活有些痛苦,但怎样都还得熬过去,不是吗?

可能是太遵守自己的原则了,我的意愿也渐渐退下舞台了。

我承认,我的确是想博取同情(大概吧,我也不太知道心里的话-都听不见了,怎么能了解呢?),可是我应该更希望有人懂我的心;可是其实很多人都说他们懂,但是,这些人懂我吗?

我不是你想象的那么勇敢,真的。可能是个习惯,可能是环境的感染,让我成为现在的我。照理来说没什么不好的,但是我感觉不到自己,我只不过成为了一只无头苍蝇,跟着大家做,跟着大家走。 

这样好吗?

|| At 10:06 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||


Me.♥

Jocelyn

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