♥Tuesday, April 14, 2009.
Kind of a happy day, I guess. Except for Bio lecture for which more than half my eyes were closed. :S DIES.
Wai Yee and I ended up not going for SMASH. Sorry to the organisers. :S Haha, but we know we'll get in and theres games tomorrow and we both have training so forget it, no point fighting. :P Haha but we were just plain lazy. We're playing tomorrow though! (: During break of course. (:
Oh I wanna talk about yesterday's training because it was so so so good. (: Jiaolian being there makes a damn great difference in intensity and all. The defender drill was a killer. But in the end we're all still standing here, alive and well, and what doesn't kill you makes you stronger (: But yesterday's training was really good, and I feel like an alkane once more. (: I'm getting a teeny weeny bit worried about tomorrow though, cause I'm guessing it will be tougher. But we're gonna be prepared when it comes! GO HWA CHONG! (:
And we got our jersey today. Sorry to say but I'm kinda disgusted by the puny-ness of the words. Gosh. Come on, we're there to intimidate people and scare people off from afar. And not for a bunch of people from 50m away going, "What school is that in front? Cannot even see the words." Like, what the?! Angry like anything. Che.
Stayed back today with Jenzi and Wai Yee to eat cup noodles (Wai Yee is going to drop alot alot of hair. :P) and just talk crap. (: Was kinda relaxing I guess. (: Yays!
And Jenzi, your SPACE still got STOMACH to FOOD EAT. (:
Finally did income tax filing for my dad. Zzz. I think my computer has got something against the website. Took damn long before I finally managed to file it.
I don't know what to do. I don't know how to face you. I didn't think you were such a person. I thought you at least had the heart to do something for us. But it turned out you didn't, and you probably can't see the disappointment in me. Come on. Don't trample all over us and think you can get away with it.
请你不要糟蹋它,
更请你不要糟蹋我们。
我不晓得你是否有回心转意的意思,
但是请你至少记得,
多少人得为你的不付出而牺牲。
Its just unfair. I'm not even talking about myself, I think its a waste for others to be put behind you. You know, I really want to hide my hate for you, but its overflowing in me, and its seeping out bit by bit. I don't want to reach the time where I explode, so please understand. I still want to be your friend, to trust you and believe in you, but can you help?
Thanks alot Jenzi, I think I keep burdening you with alot of my problems. :S I'm here for you too okay! (:
Its time to go do some productive work. Bleh.
|| At 9:19 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||