Monologue.
♥Wednesday, March 25, 2009.
Have you ever had the feeling of not being able to breathe, even when your body seems well and fine?
What was your expression then?
There seems to be some things that you just can't change. Oh, but hang on a moment, did you really want to change them? Or are you just putting on a facade that you're trying?
How did you look like then?
Have you ever felt like wanting to unleash the same feelings you've gotten on others, just so you'll feel that tiny bit better?
What did you hide then?
An incident today just brought back a flood of feelings. It made me feel kinda..faint. I wish I could stop questioning myself. Breathes.
好想把自己封闭起来,不让人靠近,不让人捉摸。不想和人说话,不想看见。
我好怕。怕这世界会把我吞没。
我好恨。恨这世界教我什么是恨。
我好痛。这世界给了我痛。
|| At 12:24 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||