Post-orientation blues. ):
♥Saturday, February 14, 2009.
Boo. I'm suffering from post-orientation blues. ): And my mood has plumetted to the very bottom. ): Although I still love everyone I mentioned in the last post. (:
I'm feeling very apprehensive about something. I wish I could be like someone. But apparently I'm not good enough yah. And I don't have the intention of giving it up, although every time I see some people I really feel like I am of no worth to them. It pisses me off to see some people/peoples acting so _______ smug. Does it amuse you so much to trample all over others just to show you are better?
I'm so glad not all people around me are like that.
Sidetrack a little, I think the number of ____s I have used is a lot more than last year combined. Oops. But that's just beacuse stuff aparrently pisses me off even more.
I have a feeling I'm PMS-ing. Haha. Which reminds me. I'm 51 kg. (: Which I'm freaking high about. Cause there was a period of time I was 55! Zzz-ness. Damn depressed that week.
I LOVE APOLLO FAC DANCE! (: I rewatch the videos don't know how many times but I still think its darn cool. (:
Okay, here comes the moodswings again. Its freaking horrible.
|| At 8:44 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||