Haha. Hahaha. I don't know. But I cringe when I see ... it? Or hear it even. I really don't know how to put it. I think I'm a coward for not telling her directly. This is utter crap.
I've been dropping hints everywhere, but then you don't appear to be picking them up. If my forced smile seemed natural to you when you talk to me, well, so be it then. And do you realise, that whenever you talk about it, I can only look away. I can't even bear to be with you lately. Its such a pain. I really want to look at you in the same way as before.
Aiyah I don't know lah. My head just hurts thinking about it.
I'm kinda sianed now. After hunting all around for Japanese dramas around my area. Dang. I need a TS clearance sales desperately. Tell me if you see one. (:
Surf around a bit more and I'll be off to watch my shows. (: