Seriously I feel like a mean ass. I really don't want to. Sorry, but I'm really selfish and mean and every other bad adjective you can think of. ____. Why do I always land up in this kind of position? I don't want to sound dictator-ish or harsh. But things are getting too close to be comfortable. I know I have no freaking rights to be saying this when I'm probably just as bad. Dang.
Fine fine. Shall distract myself studying. Really can't bear to think about it anymore.