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♥Monday, December 01, 2008.
Its kinda fun to look back on archives some day, to see how stupid/retarded/weird/emo/crazy/happy/irritating etc you were a few years back. Its 2.34AM now and am still struggling with my reflections, because I just can't stop reading my archives. Surprisingly I still remember most of the people I emo about. Haha but I guess its the same old people. And of course all the times we had in Sec 2. Suddenly remember what Cheryl said at the bus stop, something along the lines of, I wonder if there will be a chance for us to talk like that in the future. Damn, doesn't seem like it happened after that time, did it?
The worries I faced a few years back really does seem mundane now. I wonder if my problems now will seem so in the future. I really hope it will. Like, look back and go hahaha, I can't believe I cried over such a chicken thing. I really hope it happens. At least it will lighten my guilt..I guess. Ha. Who am I kidding.
I don't know how to face them. I don't know how to talk to them. Anymore. I'm probably more of a shame than anything else. Damn. I shouldn't have agreed in the first place. ____.
____. Seriously, ____. Don't bother with me. I've lost myself.
|| At 2:34 AM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||