♥ , My Garden of Eden.

402!

♥Friday, October 31, 2008.

Yo 402! Haha if anyone ever sees this. Anyway right, you know the puny card I gave! Got meaning one okay! If you arrange in order right, then will form a picture! (:

Hoho. (: Love yall manzzz. (: We rock okay! (:

|| At 10:54 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

Graduation

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(: Graduation Ceremony was..exciting. (: Okay got a lot of boring parts but the notion was exciting at least. And it was quite fun to do the speech, although I think I sounded really weird. Yay. (: And the fan saga with Mr Paul Tan was really retarded. Lol.

Can't believe I just graduated. Massive grah-ness. Time passes damn fast. ):

Shall post a nice nostalgic post to thank everyone when I have the time and energy to sit down and type. (:

I'm going to be super groggy tomorrow. Did weights in NY gym today. Not bad lah. Feel very nua though. Dang, I need to get back in shape. FAST.

I shall uplaod photos into my com and sleeeeeeep. (:

|| At 10:46 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

Next moodswing...5 seconds.

♥Thursday, October 30, 2008.

Spent afternoon trying to find a company that actually produces the kind of board for honour roll. Apparently its really hard to search because I just can't get the correct name of the..board. Damn. Its not a bulletin, I don't know what other name it can be called. Urk. Angry.

My heart no longer beats for you. I think its only beating to keep my flesh from rotting. Since the rest of me is disappearing bit by bit.

Haha. Do you not realize it? Oh maybe you did. I think a whole of of them realized it too. Or maybe they didn't even like it in the first place. Ha. Come on, think I'm blind? I only wish that they don't treat me like trash. Haha. I'm so glad. So bloody glad this is happening.

I'm only glad they still care. Especially you. Thank you for being so real. Because no one else is. ____. No one is.

Pointless post. Pointless views. Pointless me.

|| At 12:45 AM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

No.

♥Sunday, October 26, 2008.

I'm afraid I'm not the one I'm supposed to be. I guess it's the end. But why can't it just end for me. It's the end; but for me, it can never end.

|| At 11:31 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

Training! (:

♥Friday, October 24, 2008.

I love training to bits. (: Its getting rid of my fats. (I hope.) (:

Had weights on Tuesday and court training today. (: Whee. (:

Eeks. I feel like a nua pig. ): HOW HOW HOW. Then jump also like no strength like that. Dang. Sucks. JIAYOU MANS!

Haha and my arms feel overworked. Its trembling like some madness now. Like having earthquake on its own can. Haha. Reminds me, my right hand was trembling so much I couldn't write my contact details after training. Haha. So joker can.

Went for FCUK some CLEO fashion award thing. Woo. Super pretty stuff, but all so expensive. ): I want the skirt! ): Dang dang dang. And my F21 shirt! Grah.

Feeling random. And I'm uber tired. Shall go sleep after a while. Byes. (:

|| At 11:26 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

Ache.

♥Tuesday, October 21, 2008.

Ahh. My shoulders are aching from too much computer. Haha. Retarded.

Doing graduation ceremony speech now. Haha I think I'm capable of crapping out uber gay stuff. ><>

Feeling very retarded now.

And I'm suddenly quite excited about graduation ceremony. Don't ask me why.

And we're starting HC training tomorrow. Okay correction, I'M starting HC training tomorrow. Cause my fellow teammates not going. Bah bah black sheep lah.

I'm feeling hyper and high because its POST EXAMS (:

And I didn't screw up Chinese and Language Arts as badly as I thought I would. (: So I'm happy! But I hope that a miracle will happen and my Chinese gets one more mark and poof! I get A1. Haha but quite impossible since I count le and the retarded thing just refuses to help me squeeze out one more mark. ):

Tomorrow we're getting back physics and math. I think. And got one more. Okay I suck. Can't remember. I'm worried. :S Both not confident. ):

I'm going to the toilet alot thanks to barley.

I feel lame. Shall stop blogging before someone punches me. Byes. (:

|| At 10:26 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

Sleepover!

♥Saturday, October 18, 2008.

Yay! EXAMS ARE OFFICIAL OOOOOOOVER (:

I've got all the time in the world to waste now. HAHA.

YESYESYES I ROCK. I managed to 'con' my mum into getting me an external hard drive (: *winks at Joleen: my skill not bad right. Haha.

MAPLE. (: and Joleen Lee you better not die before second job. Haha.

Thursday, Qian Wen and I decided to watch 画皮. And we met so many humans. Haha. In the end we watched with Haidee, Sitong and Michelle. (: IT IS SUPER NICE. (: And damn sad. ): Ahh. But its really very nice can! Grah. I want to watch again! Haha. Shall waith until the VCD or DVD comes out. And I want to watch 20th Century Boys! Grah. Oh and Qian Wen and I went to Far East to shop after that. I WANT A BUBBLE DRESS FOR GRAD NIGHT! (:

Went for sleepover at Jenzi's house after that. (: Yays. Haha we were out of things to do and I think after maths paper everyone was quite sian and we all conked out, just at different times.

Went to Vivo with Qian Wen, Jiaqi and Wing Yau on Friday. (: Vivo is bloody big. Haha. And my feet felt squished in my puny sneakers. Grah. AND I LIKE THIS DAMN PRETTY SHIRT AND FOREVER 21! Grah. But its $43 and my mum doesn't want to let me buy. Nevermind. Shall save up and ask her to sponser half. (: Haha. and we ate dim sum at Kopitiam after that. Haha so exciting. And Jiaqi bought a pair of heels for her mum's birthday! (: Yay! (: We shall go shopping again! (:

Went to Orchard with Joleen today! Haha. Since we went out of ideas because Singapore is such a boring and unfun place, we had to resort to acting taitai and drink coffee at coffeebean at PARAGON! Haha. And I bought a white.. vest (?) that looks rather complicated at the Brands Sales thing at Taka. (: Its pretty. (: And its only $15! Yays. (: And I managed to sell two comics. (: Yay, money! (:

Anyway I'm out of plans. Kbox, ice skating, what else? Grah.

Random: I want braces. ):

And I'm excited and scared about Kolkata. :S

All right. Shall go back to downloading. ONTO MY PRETTY NEW HARD DRIVE. (: Good byes. (:

|| At 7:19 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

11 more hours!

♥Thursday, October 16, 2008.

Yo people! Its 11 more hours to the EN:DDDDDD. (: Haha okay, that looked rather gay. ><

And I hope hope hope I don't screw up paper 2! :S I'm going to box myself if I make retarded careless mistakes again. Grah.

Bought CLEO. (: And the 10 day spree at suntec is exciting. (: Haha randomness.

Watched Eagle Eye with Shiyu yesterday. No. Tuesday. Haha. Nice (: Like some massive computer gone bonkers. Haha. Quite exciting. (:

Went to study with Shiyu at GJC. Not bad leh. (: But math is really murderous. But not bad we managed to do 5 straight hours of math (with toilet breaks in between (: )! And our brain got officially fried after that. Its like if anyone tells me ln0 = 1 , I will believe lor. Haha. Anyway to avoid being mis-educated, ln0 is unreal. Haha.

Qian Wen and I are watching hua pi tomorrow, no, TODAY! (: Wheeeeeeee. (: And team's having sleeeeeeepover! (: And Qian Wen, Wing Yau, Jiaqi and I are going VIVO on FRIDAYYYYY. (: Uber exciting can. (: Must enjoy ourselves before reality sets it aye. ;p

Feeling really very high now. JIAYOU FOR MATHHHHHH. (:

|| At 12:15 AM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||