And I'm really apologetic to my teammates, whom I showed very 臭臉to. :S (oops its in 繁體 because I was playing some Taiwan game like quite long ago and its really irritating to talk if I can't type that. ) But back to the topic, I'm really really sorry. ): Yall truly didn't deserve that. I don't know what I was thinking; probably too tired to keep holding up a facet everywhere that I'm fine and all. Its just that, I think you guys are the only ones whom I trust to let go of myself fully in front of yall. And there are still things which I hide, but I think you are the ones who know me the best. (: Can't believe its ending in 4 months. Still remembered our 4-people trials (Claudia, Jenzi, Qi Tian, me). HAHA I remember I partnered Claudia and thought she was really irritating and 欠扁. LOL. Sorry lah, just let me reminiscent a while. Because I think people are the only things in my life that matter. I think I'm really sad, but I shall stop blogging on that seeing as I've probably bored the whole lot of people who actually bother to read.
Anyway. Damn it I have a lot a lot a lot of work which I haven't done. And are due tomorrow. Ha. Tonight no need sleep lo. >< (I think I'm starting to talk abit ahlian-ish. Wonder why. Haha. Maybe I'm a trueblue ahlian. Haha no lah. Bad image bad image.)
Shall emo a while. I think my brain got split up to different segments leh, and they are working simultaneously. Like there's this corner which thinks about 'oh-crap-what-am-i-going-to-do-in-the-future' and theres a huge corner that screams 'come-on-you-lousy-fat-ass-pig-go-do-your-homework!' and a puny corner that keeps nagging 'eh-you-know-you-very-fat-anot-lose-weight-lah!' and another one 'your-face-looks-disastrous-with-all-the-pimples-and-blackheads' and there's one I've been trying to keep out but it justs keeps haunting: 'worthless-lousy-hate-hypocrite' and a lot of other rubbish lah. Oh and I tried the mirror therapy, like looking in the mirror for a while then you can see your inner self that kind. I realize I see nothing, like just an empty shell. And I ended up crying for no reason. Ha. Crazy already lah. And I'm off to watch my daily 1hr TV and then do work for the whole night. Need to find toothpicks to make sure my eyes don't close. Goodbye! (: