Its such a bad feeling I want to just dig out my heart so it doesn't hurt so much. I think I'm going insane. Ignore me.
COME ON STOP BEING SUCH AN ___ JOCELYN ANG! Slap me awake if you would.
I don't know what I'm doing here, wallowing in self pity. There's so many other people who are doing so much better than me, and what the heck am I doing here.
I'm a great big contradiction myself.
STOP GIVING YOURSELF LEEWAY.
But I really need a break from all of this.
I'm such a failure. GRR.