Thank You, Lord, for hearing my prayers. And also for sending so many people to talk to me and I hear You speak through them. Thank You.
Yea, like I said, a lot of people talked to me this week. Even just a stranger who was on the train who's a mother of two daughters and she was a really nice lady. I have a sudden exclamation to make before I continue! People on night trains are ... random. Haha, like this lady who started talking to me and talked from Kallang to Jurong East. And got this weird guy when I was going home from Connect Singapore meeting who just kept scolding vulgarities in Hokkien (I suppose directed to this couple with the girl's legs on the guy's and it looked damn unglam) and acting weirdly. Scary. Okay the lady was really nice (again). And of course, MRS WONG! (: Her words truly comforted me, but I feel really undeserving. And a few other which I don't want to mention on my blog, because they are people dear to me (and of course Mrs Wong is really really really dear to me too but she deserves a BIG mention (: ) and I don't want it to come out wrong since I'm not in a very stable state to type stuff. And of course I don't want other people to take it the wrong way.
Oh and thanks Joleen Lee! (: Lol I think you got a shock when you came to find me on third floor yesterday. Haha.
Its really tough. It almost seems like I can speak to no one about my feelings. I really don't want to worry my parents too. My mum already got a huge reaction when I told her I spoke to Mrs Wong. And she sounded really upset so I don't know what I can do.
Don't ask me whether things are okay now. I don't know how to answer besides 'okay' and a smile that masks all that I'm trying to hide.
Anyway, I've got work to do. So good bye. Hopefully it doesn't happen. (Although I'm like 98% sure it will. )