♥ , My Garden of Eden.

NETBALL ORIENTATION! (:

♥Friday, April 18, 2008.

Yay! We had our netball orientation today! Like, considered uber late as compared to other ccas. Haha, sorry lah, we have our seasons and our break. (: And sports heats. -.- Anyway, today was super uber fun! (: We had water games, apparently we are more suited to our babaric ways. (: Ended up juist having water fight, while we think guiltily(oops don't think got such a word) about Earth day. :S Oh talking about that it was super fun without lights and fans the last 15 mins for math. (: And we went without lights and fans(or aircon for that matter) during GM. Sweating like crazy. But it feels good to know that we helped to save the Earth, even if its by a little. ): Can we have a full day without electricity! (: I think it will be super cool. (: But a bit pointless for lessons le right, then cannot use com. >< Sorry, I think I'm thinking and digressing too much. Back to orientation. Anyway I thought this year's orientation was great, because we got to play new games! Haha and new forfeits which seems more like a reward, since my drink was nice. (: LOL. And we had pizza! Thanks Sec1s for the pizza (don't think yall will see this also. -.-), Sec 2s for the drinks and erm, is that a muffin?, Sec 3s for the cookies (: and for the whole orientation! (: WHEE. (:
Tomorrow's a hectic day. Will be rushing here and there. Boo. But it's our first meeting for CS! (: So exciting! (:
Okay, I should go sleep soon. I've been sleeping less than 4 hours a day for this entire week. And I felt a bit giddy during lessons today. Must be the massive loss of blood these few weeks. Yes, within 2 months I'm having it for the THIRD time. Like what rubbish can. Shall stop ranting about womanly troubles -.- BYE! (:

|| At 9:56 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

You just stop fighting after all.

♥Thursday, April 17, 2008.

Today is a rather emo day, along with ugly black eyebags. ):
Sorry, I'm feeling rather philosophical today, so allow me to rant before I go attack my disgusting pile of work which is driving me NUTS.
I think everyone is a hypocrite, (ahh, that includes me). Okay, I'm overgeneralizing. Everything I live on seems to be based on lies and pretentious behavior. Tell me this isn't true. I can't even stand myself sometimes, I wonder how others can. Anyway, it's just another angsty rant, so ignore me.
I have super loads of work to do, and a lot of catching up. Past few week felt like crap, having headaches everyday, felt like I'm sinking into depression. Must be the anarex (muscle relaxant). Thank goodness the headaches are over. I love the doctor. (: Just that my hands refuse to stop trembling. Oops, I'm rather susceptible to side effects I guess. As I think of all the work I have to do, I feel like sleeping but obviously...
Shall go off to do work. It's the 4th time I'm mentioning the amount of rubbish i have to finish. Okay. Bye.

|| At 9:14 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

WHY AM I SUCH A SLACKER!

♥Tuesday, April 08, 2008.

Erps. The title says it all. And my R and R is damn stagnant. And I'm supposed to hand in on FRIDAY. Right. I've got ZERO out of FIVE pieces done. I just come home everyday in the evening and sit in front of the computer and stone. COME ON LAH, DO WORK CAN! Feel so useless.
Been feeling rather down since Saturday, just thinking about how much homework I have, how much I suck at Physics, how I'm going to pass my next block test, how I'm going to survive June holidays etc. And I think my immune system probably hit a new low. I'm getting continuous waves of headaches and my temperature goes like sine and cosine graph like that. And I realize I have ALOT of things to think about this week. Oh please, I just want to sleep. No matter how much I sleep, it's just not enough. And the mouse of my desktop is screwed. Sorry for the random exclaimtion, because now I have to find a way to scan in EXCO photos without me crashing my monitor with my water bottle.
I have a feeling I'm suffering from withdrawal syndromes from abstinence (I think the spelling is wrong, but nevermind.) of netball. HAHA. Like last week, my mum told me I looked like a zombie. Then today, she told me I looked happier. (: Trained Sec 1s today. (: Oh man can we go back to Blaze really really really soon! I miss playing netball already! Even though I just played on Monday! ):
Sidenote: News spreads super duper uber fast. Especially bad news. *rolls eyes*
Anyway, I'm going to continue stoning. Maybe I'm in depression. LOL, I don't know. Just feel super unmotivated to do anything. AND I MISS HOME. ): Like, everyday. ):
Oh Claudia and I are going to be SKIPPING! (: With the rope lah duh, what else. Yay. (: I need adrenaline mannnnnnn. (: Especially like, now, since I'm like, going to fall asleep. GOOD BYE. (:

|| At 10:27 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

UNFIT!

♥Saturday, April 05, 2008.

I'm a sack of potato, a blob of fats and I don't know how else I can describe but UNFIT and FAT.
Anyway, I'm really groggy right now. As usual. The past week was spent with the same old disgusting expression. And I really want to sleep. Goodnight. ):

Sorry for the incomprehensible and lame and whatever post. BYE.

|| At 11:29 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||