♥ , My Garden of Eden.

I want to sleeeeeeep.

♥Sunday, March 30, 2008.

Heyo. Feeling really groggy after eating so much medicine since yesterday. SUCKS.

EEKS. ): I have practically no self discipline. And please, my physics sucks. Was just doing the block test paper, and I couldn't do half the questions. Or maybe 3/4. And I've got so much more things to do. OMG.

Anyway just came here for a short short short post to proclaim my love for my teammates (all my beloved 30 teammies!)! (: Tomorrow's our team (sec4s!)'s fourth birthday! Darn fast. And I'm feeling nostalgic already. ): And I'm off to do the whole lot of stuff which is due TOMORROW. Well done lazy ass.

|| At 2:25 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

URG.

♥Sunday, March 16, 2008.

YUCKS. I don't understand physics! At all! Oh no oh no. Even though I'm not taking first common test (PHEW) I think my physics this year is utterly utterly screwed. Not bad, undone homework is down to Chem WS 5 and 6, which is a failure as well because I just can't find out how to get propene from propan-1-ol besides the name being dehydration. And Physics class ws 6.1 and 6.2, which I gave up just when I saw the word power. >< Oh crap crap crap. I rather do 1 more Chinese compre then do this thing.

Every day is a sucky day. ): And tomorrow is the first day of school. Oh my. That's darn fast. Better go do some productive stuff like studying. BYE.

|| At 5:31 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

Quiz

♥Friday, March 14, 2008.

Yes I'm proud of myself. I finished my corrections. (: Oops, somehow it seems like no big deal when I type it out. ><

Shall do a quiz koped from Vernice's blog. (:

CURRENTLY :
I'm about to: Do this quiz and go sleep. (:

YOUR FUTURE :
Want kids: YES TWINS! (: Hopefully lah hor. But I think I want at least 2 kids! (: Then won't be lonely. (:
Want to get married: Yep. I wanna be a housewife. Walala.
Careers in mind: Hotel management still sounds good from the career conference. (:

WHICH IS BETTER?:
Lips or eyes: Hmm. So difficult! Eyes bah. (:
Hugs or kisses: Hmm. Hugs.
Shorter or taller: Taller. (:
Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic! (:
Nice stomach or nice arms: Nice stomach. (:
Sensitive or loud: Sensitive. (:
Hook-up or relationship: Relationship. >< Dumb question.
Trouble maker or hesitant: Hmm. Hesitant.

HAVE YOU EVER :
Kissed a stranger?: Nope. I HOPE not. ><
Drank bubbles: As in the blow kind ah? Nope.
Lost glasses/contacts: Hmm. Dropped and lost it. In the grass. Counted right?
Ran away from home: Nope.
Liked someone younger: Nope.
Liked someone older: Yep.
Broken someone's heart: Don't think so. Lol. Who will have their heart broken by me! LOL.
Been arrested: Nope.
Turned someone down: *Raises eyebrows.* In what sense?
Cried when someone died: Hmm. Someone close to me? Not that I know of. But I know I cried when I heard about someone who died. ):
Liked a friend : Yep.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
Yourself: I THINK so. Oops. Convincing enough?
Miracles: YEP.
Love at first sight: YES YES YES. (:
Heaven: Yep.
Santa claus: Hmm. Nope.
Sex on a first date: NO! >< That's madness.
Angels: Yes (:

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :
Is there one person you want to be with right now?: No. But I do want a hug. ):
Had more than one boyfriend/ girlfriend at a time?: Nope. I didn't even have ONE. HAHA.
Do you believe in God?: YEP! (:

Anyway, like I said at the start, its sleeping time! (: GOOOOODNIGHT. (: Feel so much better after ranting all out just now. (:

|| At 11:50 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

SUCKS. ):

♥.

Heyo. Forgive me for ranting on my blog today. It's been really sucky. ): I'm doubting EVERYTHING. Boo. ): Don't try to 开导me okay. I'll just box you. >< Fine, I won't, but I'll get irritated. And irritating. Oops, I blatantly forgot the fact that I'm ALWAYS irritating.

Anyway, I think I'm utterly useless. DISGUSTING. Sorry, I'm feeling in a extremely low self-esteem mood. Doesn't help as my head continues to throb. Can someone just drive a screw through my head. Oops. I sucked during training please. My body just screwed up today. AHH. COME ON, YOUR BRAIN IS GOING TO HAVE TO KEEP PUSHING YOU FORWARD JOCELYN ANG! Grah. I'm really THAT weak. Makes me wonder all has the past trainings gone to. GOSH. Feel like just boxing myself. COME ON WORK HARDER! GOGOGOGO! WO MEN XING DE!

但我不知道我有没有资格这么说。我想我不配吧。

Sorry, brain is in a mess now. So everything is not coherent.
Shall come home early tomorrow to do Chinese and Physics SIA. Homework STILL undone (I SUCK PLEASE.):
TWO Chinese Compres
Chem WS 5 and 6
FREE PICK! (Heng it's extended.)
Physics WS 6 +++
Expository corrections (shall do later.)
OOPS. WHAT ABOUT BLOCK TEST MAN.

Disgusting. JIAYOU BAH! I guess it was a rather failed attempt to try to push myself forward. >< GOGO TWO MORE DAYS! And I have to finish everything above. WELL DONE. No need to sleep le. Oh and I have to prepare for my CME speech. Grah.

|| At 11:16 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

DRAINED.

♥Sunday, March 02, 2008.

Heyo. (: Tomorrow we're starting our self study and hectic training! I'm looking forward to the latter, duh. But I guess it's good to have us go to school and study, but I don't exactly think studying in the library is going to work very well, since I need to talk. Nevertheless I think time will be spent more usefully (is there such a word?) studying then me doing rubbish.

I felt super drained after the massive shopping session with Qian Wen yesterday. Lesson learnt: NO HEELS when you're going to walk for 8+ hours. NOT EVEN A BIT OF HEELS. My feet almost killed me. LOL. Overstatement, but whatever. But it was fun shopping! BUT WE NEED MORE MONEY MAN! Right, Qian Wen! We ended up not having money to buy clutch. ): And she saw a pretty red one that she wants to buy. LOL. I have a strong feeling that I'll get a black one from Jurong Point tomorrow. OOPS COURT RUN TOMORROW! Oh crap, I'm super scared now. HOWWWWWWW. Sorry, I think my stamina really sucks leh!

Anyway, my face still looks like I just got beaten. With a cut at my eyebrow and one on my lips. WELL DONE. >< And I'm like what, the joke of the day can. STUPID POLE! ):

I still think got a lot of people hate me. BOO. Feeling negative lately. Wait, I think I've been feeling negative since I don't know when. WELL.

OH I FINISHED READING GROTESQUE! Great is an understatement. It was really intriguing, and I thought all the conversations and the entire way the book was written is absolutely captivating. It was really great to see how different people viewed things differently, and how life was based on lies. It plainly showed me the monster in everyone, and how it devoured one's personality and turn them into a monster. LOVE IT. (: I'm getting OUT (another one of Natsuo Kirino's books)! And she has another book coming out in English, this year I think! (: Wheeeeeee. (:

Eeks. Got to go think of questions now for the speaker on Tuesday. And I finally get to miss self study for AWHILE. LOL. And I'll only get to know about media industry. BOOHOOHOO. What about my other choices! ): I'm super sad now. GOOD BYE.

|| At 8:54 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

Over.

♥Saturday, March 01, 2008.

Well done. It's finally end of Term 1! Massive struggling. ><><>< Faster comfirm! I need to host speaker for career conference!

Sorry I'm feeling extremely high today. It feels good to wake up early. (: Like after years of waking up at 12noon. But it was to vet proposal. (: Thought there will be training today, feels rather weird not having. ):

Was just reading someone's blog. (: Full of thoughts now. (: NETBALL! (:

Okay, I shall go do something unproductive for once. BYE. (:

|| At 10:44 AM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||