Sorry about the random start. But I'm not in the right mind to think now, apparently I think my flu is coming back. You just don't give up, do you? 不把我弄死你不甘愿是吗！气死我了。Sorry, Just feeling very pissed.
Was feeling emo yesterday particularly, since it acted up again. No no, not me of course. But it really pains me to see your face in a total state of blank, just tainted with tiredness. Boo. I forgot, because I had wanted to talk more about it, but since I didn't blog about it yesterday, I can't remember what I had wanted to say.
Today was an irritating day. With flu coming back and all, I feel like flying away. I don't know what's with the sudden urge to disappear, but just felt really ><. OH right, I wanted to say something, but I can't remember. OH OH I REMEMBER NOW. Sorry, told you I'm feeling random. Anyway, today I had a realisation that I want to go back to Sec 1. ): Lessons were so much more fun and I could be as unproductive as I wanted to be. Apparently now, I have to chiong and chiong and chiong. And it's not as though I'm not trying, I am, as people know (I hope), a rather laid-back person. To take sooooooo much effort in trying to actually do something makes me feel strangled. Sorry, I'm just a person like that. But like I said, don't take anything to heart or whatever, since I'm not in a particularly great state of mind. Erps. Anyway, I'm off to eat kuehs and start on work. Gooooooood bye.