Life now..SUCKS.
♥Monday, April 23, 2007.
Grah. Was just having a nice long 1hour+ chat with my mum. About how I screwed my math. And got other things as well lah. And was feeling rather sad. I WANT MATH TUITION. So extremely irritating when I really feel I'm trying my best to study, but the results I get doesn't always reflect that. Seriously, I don't think anyone feels the stress in me to perform. ): Maybe because MY kind of score is something they will never get in ages, and if they just do half the paper they can get the same marks as me. Oh well. Sorry if I suck that much. ):
I think you're the one sounding fake. CHE. You don't even have respect for anyone anymore. You're just living in that small world of yours, believing that you're always right. But seriously, if that really is your wish, at least prove to us. If you cannot even complete this small task assigned to you, there's no point talking about bigger ventures. Please, start from WITHIN. There's no point having so many meetings if you can't learn from them.
And from what I see, I feel that it's useless doing this anymore. I don't exactly like learning from someone who doesn't preach what she says. Whatever great, ideal human nature you've come up with, you're not even following it yourself. Look, if you can LIE, I don't see how you can carry on your long speech about how I can't. Seriously, I wish I could just get you out of my life. ): But I guess I can't. I'm totally looking forward to next, next year. Or even next year, where you have NO control over me anymore.
WALALA. BIG FAT SLACKER STONING HERE. And I suspect she has low blood pressure due to all the lack of whatever whatever vitamins or something. ><>< And I asked for it myself. Che.
Shall go study Bio now. In case I have to get tuition for another subject. BYE.
|| At 7:11 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||