EMO SHIT.
♥Sunday, April 15, 2007.
My heart is aching; it's seems to be decaying bit by bit, and the pain gradually fades into numbness. You're the only reason why I've not left. Or maybe, I just don't dare to. Che, I'm just that coward. But I have been working so hard just not to lose you, because no one else knows how important you are to me, and I would be better off dead if I didn't have you to accompany me. Sweat, tears, blood. You're the one who did this to me, but I won't blame you, because I'm really scared I'll lose you; and that's why I have to hide, those scars, behind that smile.
Fine. Shall stop emo-ing. But I'm totally sad now because of the stress just to keep going on. And feeling sympathetic towards Sanzo because I feel like I can't bear the weight of the world anymore. ><
It's been extremely long before I've blogged and my comeback entry is an emo one. WELL DONE. I'm very scared now, because I can't afford to screw up this round of tests anymore. NO ONE _______ knows how I feel. Just shut up and leave.
Seeing you so frail and weak reminds me of myself. It's like a cruel reflection. I saw your post and I can't explain how I feel. Or maybe I'm numb to it already.
Oh well. Save your comments for yourself. Because 'you' isn't even a person, and give up guessing, there's no point. At all.
|| At 9:48 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||