THINKING THINKING THINKING. Seriously I THINK I'm thinking too much. ): I've been feeling rather stressed. Not regarding school work, but netball. ): I don't know what's this phase I'm going through lah.
Sorry, I can't explain this to you. Because I really don't know how to. ): Sorry. ): Thank you for the encouragements though. (:
SIGH. Feel so depressed. HA. Maybe it's like what Hui Lin said, I got depression. HA. But no lah, if that was really the case I wouldn't be laughing with people over how to pronounce BEAR! (: Maybe it's a case of split personality. OHWELLS. (:
Okay. Seriously I feel like slacking today. SERIOUS SLACKING. That's bad. VERY. Fine. Shall let myself relax for ONE day because I'm feeling upset. BYEBYE.
|| At 9:12 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

You know, sometimes I seriously wonder. Wonder WHY am I doing this to myself. Of course, I could be sitting at home all day long, watching my television, stoning in front of the computer. Just NOT worrying about how I play and how I should be playing.
Serious. Sometimes I really think like that, like times when I get horrible muscle aches after fitness trainings, fall down and get a horribly deep cut on my knee, blue-black everywhere, sunburnt skin, cracked heel, hardened skin on soles.
Of course, I'm thinking why am I so insistent about this. About continuing this cycle. But I guess, it's just something I can't explain. I could just give up and get somewhere else, with a different skill. But it's just something about it I can't give up; something about it that is so addictive, and always pull you back after you have failed time and again. And I always wonder, what is it.
I'm sitting in front of the computer. Thinking. About my knee, about today's game, about Physics test, about many many things. Yet I could only focus on why I feel for it so much. Why do I chiong so much and give in so much? The only reason that I found, is that I love that feeling. The feeling of running on court, preparing to intercept, hearing cheers from supporters and most importantly, the encouragements from teammates. It just gives me the reason to try my absolute best.
I'm feeling really beat and battered. Runny nose, slight cough, two bandaged knees, deep cut on my hand, sunburns, mouth ulcers, cracked heels, hardened skin. But that is so NOT going to ruin my anticipation of tomorrow's training. I seriously hope it would be like Friday's training.
NYNB. Jiayou! B'div, I know everyone is stressed. Especially after the first match. The fact that we have to beat MG is crashing down on everyone's back. Anxious, worried, nervous. It's probably what we feel when we are reminded of that. We know that. Yet we can only try to ignore that feeling. But we have to jiayou! No matter what match we are playing, we play our best.
I'm not sure. But I'm just really disappointed in myself today. But I shall reflect. And I shall try. Try to forget that. And CHANGE.
|| At 9:48 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

I'm feeling totally disappointed.
Yea. That practically summed up what I'm feeling now. Every single time I play a bad game I would feel like crap. So obviously, that's what happened today. ):
My knee feels like crap now. Total crap. And the worst thing is, I didn't even hurt it during the game itself. I hurt it AFTER that. It's damn horrible.
Sorry but I'm feeling really lousy now. So I shall go off to study physics. BYE.
|| At 9:16 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

OH MY GOOSE!!! I CAN PRACTICALLY TYPE MY WHOLE POST IN CAPS BECAUSE I AM EXTREMELY HAPPY NOW!!!!
JUST WENT FOR FARENHEIT'S AUTOGRAPH SESSION! AND THEY ARE EXTREMELY SHUAI!!!!!! OH GOSH!!!
I'm feeling so extremely hyped up now, I probably can't sleep tonight. HAHA. The xian zhan hou zou method is damn useful. I only told my mum about the signatures when I got home. HAHA. And she was quite neutral about it.
And thank you Yi Ning!!! SHE ROCKS LAH. She reached there around 10.30 am. Then she started queuing, and i joined her at twelve. And we stil lthoguh we were quite far back. But after realising that there were people queuing up to the carpark, yes, Yi Ning rocks.
And while in the performance area, we managed to squeeze quite far in front okay!! And I helped her take a lot a lot of pictures!!! Tiptoed and stretched like mad! And YES!! (: And our line was damn lucky. Because when we were in the front queue, they had a five minutes break! And we got to take photos when we weren't allowed to!! AND GOT SUPER CLOSE PHOTO OF WU ZUN!!!! (: HE IS SO SHUAI!!! AHH!!!!AND JIRO ALSO!!!! DIAN DAO LE!!!!!
I'm going to hyperventilate the whole night okay! Seriously! HAHA!!! I bet I'm going to start laughing in my dream. AHHHHHH. YAY!!!! (: SHUAI-NESS EVERYWHERE!
EEEEEEEKKK!!! THE LONG HOURS OF WAITING WAS WORTH IT!!! AHHHHHHHHH!!!! I shall dream of them when I sleep (if I ever do!)! BYEBYE! (:
|| At 10:12 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

Hoho. I have again been having extremely disastrous moodswing today. ): Tell me how IRRITATING that is. ):
Went for IPST this morning. Seriously, I think it's a total waste of my time. Even though I think the test was rather fun, as in the questions, but still. Wait so LONG. And it's not such a good feeling to be waiting there, wasting my whole morning away just stoning in their LT. And did I mention I was sick? Grr. Since yesterday, I was having this runny nose thing. And my mum was so worried I can't take the test, she forced down two flu pills and one panadol. HA!
And I'm having disastrous muscle ache from PE yesterday. Did some funny PT which was quite fun. (: And took height and weight with the laoya pok machine. AND I AM ONLY 165 AND IM 51.4 KG. What total rubbish man. Sorry, but i don't think it takes a mere heavy class breakfast to cause a sudden onset of weight of approximately ONE KG. Yucks. And please, I REFUSE to believe I'm 165 okay! GRR. You mean what! I never grow is it! Box the machine ah!
Training last night was quite fun! Reminded me of training camp!! Ms Chang is probably trying the 'pressure' thing. Which might be good, or even better if it wasn't last minute stuff. Quite an inspirational talk before the training about how we would have to earn our own position and not take for granted that we will always be put on court. Yup. That's quite true, and that's how it should be. (: Had a rather small team gathering after that, drinking milo and eating granola bars from Ms Chang. Quite funny! Haha. JIAYOU NANYANG NETBALL! (:
Oh and after that, we stopped outside the Auditorium to wait for the rain to stop. And Hui Lin told us about a certain PERSON who smsed her to call HIM. And we prank-called him! Haha. Damn funny! Because when he picked up, no one dared to said anything and everyone was snickering like mad. And in the end Valerie said very loudly HI _______! And we hung up. Woah super hilarious! Even though we planned funnier ones like, HI _______! LONG TIME NO SEE! and got one is use a girly voice, then got one is a voice message kind of thing. Extremely funny.
Oh back to today. After IPST, I went for my cousin's engagement ceremony at Carlton Hotel. So embarassing lah, had to walk in there in hongzi then cahange out after that! Yea. Then after that we went to Centerpoint and OG. And then Jurong Point. AND I BOUGHT MY HANA KIMI LOVE NOTES. YES! (: Oh but something damn IRRITATING happened at Jurong Point. My mum, dad and I were looking for seats at the food court, and we were waiting at one table. Then when the people left, there was this stupid irritating woman who bloody SAT DOWN, talking on the phone. And my mum was so pissed, she walked past her three times, saying some vulgarities in Hokkien. Then she threatened to leave earlier, until my cousin managed to convince her to stay. So pissed with that woman. Grr. Whatever.
Whatever. I've already seen that coming. (: Too bad. BYE.
|| At 10:48 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

I don't know why, but I'm really excited about training tomorrow. (: Maybe because it's night training. (: So fun! Reminds me of training camp! Haha! (:
I'm really hyped up this weekend. And I've got lots of thngs to do. Like, ESIP selection test, my cousin's engagement ceremony. And I'm going to Farenheit's autograph session on Sunday with Yining. (: YAY! (: Okay. Seem to be happier now. Still. I shall go sleep. GOODNIGHT. (:
|| At 11:00 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

My disastrous moodswinging is starting again. I don't know, but I feel as though I have split personality. Like, on one hand, I hate someone, but deep down inside, I can feel myself saying, NO I'm not allowed to hate anyone.
Sorry Claudia! Had a major moodswing during lunch. I don't know why. Maybe I'm stressed by some things.
Woah. I cannot stand it anymore. Everytime I see you, I feel like boxing you. Because I get reminded of what you actually said, right into my face. But of course, you can happily say that I can just ignore you. YEA RIGHT. HOW EASY IS THAT?! Why don't I compare you to a person better than you?! Yucks. And I HATE the way you think. You don't seem to care about what we say. You only care about what SOMEONE says. Sorry, I think that kind of attitude SUCKS. Sure, I can be very nice and humorous and all, but please. I have a limit. Don't push too far. I'm not one who forgives and forget so quickly.
I'm sorry if this post sounds angsty, but seriously, I'm very angry.
Hmm. I admire you for being so frank. Or maybe you've always been like that. But that's great. Because I seem to not be able to ever be frank to anyone, or even myself.
Currently, I feel like digging a hole, climb into it, and stay there the rest of my life. Oh and of course the hole must have something to entertain me. But that's a bit too farfetched.
I hate _______. Sucks. All the _______ _______ suck too. I don't understand. Not a SINGLE thing. Boo.
Sigh. I'm feeling really crap now. Like, all jumbled up. I don't know what I'm doing, I don't know what I'm supposed to do. I feel like I could stare at a wall and stone for ages and I wouldn't feel anything. Poo. Shall wake up earlier to do work tomorrow. Shall go sleep now. Bye.
|| At 10:26 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

Hmm. I'm not really keen on blogging now. But I have to republish my blog so that I can see my new blogskin, which is quite cute. (:
SIGH. Don't COMPARE me with someone else. Not anyone. I hate being compared to others. Don't make me ANGRY. Seriously. I am what I am, not what you THINK I am. Grr.
Feeling so tired. Okay. BYE. ):
|| At 10:18 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

Urk. I'm feeling rather sucky now. ):
After this shall go write notes for everyone and start my one hour of planning and visualing for tomorrow's match. I'm feeling very stressed due to last two week's lousy like anything performance. Because I have NOT been intercepting ANYTHING. Okay maybe got, but still feeling rather lousy. FINE. Grr.
I WANT TO BUY KO ONE VCD. AND HANA KIMI VCD. AND HANA KIMI LOVE NOTES. AND COMPUTER GAME.
I'm feeling very pissed now because I bought NOTHING. Okay after doing some calculations, I will take 8 days to save up for KO ONE VCD. IF I can save $5 a day. HA. Okay. I shall. I already have enough for hana kimi love notes. And computer game, I don't care, I'm gonig to get it from my mum. HA. GOOD. That means I'll probably have enough by next weekend to buy my VCD. GOOD. (:
I was very angry with my mum today. Because I jsut raised up the point that I'm going to be donig Flag Day for CIP, she was so reluctant to let me do. Saying its like begging for money. AND I GOT VERY VERY ANGRY. Because it's for community can, and I started a quarrel, almost shouting into her ears that flag day is NOT begging. ARG. So pissed.
Went over to my aunt's house. And my mum won $70+ in mahjong. HAHA. See, that's where money for my game comes from. (:
Okay. I should be off. BYE. (:
|| At 10:47 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

(: I'm feeling rather happy now. (: Because last night, we had DDD! Defenders' Dinner Date! (: Wahaha. (: Extremely fun!! (: Went to Junction 8 to eat. And we took neoprints!! (: SO PRETTY. EXCEPT THAT ALL OF US LOOKED EXTREMELY FAIR IN THE NEOPRINTS! Haha! Yay!! (:
Just wasted my whole afternoon watching KO ONE. And somemore its only the first five discs. ): But it rocks so much! DING XIAO YU! (:
I feel so much like slacking, which is pretty much what I've been doing these few days. I think I suck. A lot. ):
|| At 6:17 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

Hello hello (: I'm feeling extremely hyper today. (: Maybe because of all the funny stuff that happened in class today that got me quite happy. (: So I went skipping around the first level after school. Haha. And Tay Xing Xuan saw me. HAHA.
Yay. (: Today's lessons were quite fun. (: Either that or I was in a good mood. (:
Okay I'm currently thinking lao ah ma is hilarious now. HA! I just went to her blog to see if there was anyone creating nuisance. And I saw this damn FUNNY tag.

Shiyu-Jocelyn: You rock. I mean it.

HAHAHA. Got me stoned for a while before I started going hysterical. (: Thanks lao ah ma! (: (Though I already knew that long ago. :P) haha.
Okay. I thought I had a lot of things to say but I suddenly realise I don't. Whatev. HA. So er xin.
I WANT TO WATCH MY KO ONE. (: But I shall be guai and do my work first. Hence I shall go off. BYE. (:
|| At 7:56 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

Hi. I think I'm partially done for my homework. :S

I think I'm going to get scolded like mad. >< (I forgot to bring the keys back from the weekend.) And I was just lucky to have the uncle open the doors today. If not I would have been dead today. I think the clerk is going to tell my form teacher or something. URK. I'm DEAD.
On the other hand, I'm feeling quite happy today. Rather accomplished with my Science notes and whatnots. But still, my Art is .. terrible. >< URK.

Went to IMac lab to learn Adobe Illustrator, which is extremely COOL and COMPLICATED. HA!

And I'm feeling depressed over my insomnia last night due to overdosage of COFFEE. URK. Sucks like what. I only slept TWO hours last night.

Sheesh. I feel like a SPOILT BRAT. On Saturday, my mum got me a CD because I was sulking at the shopping centre. And today I was sulking again, and my mum actually wanted to buy me the HYSNSN VCD (but of course haven't come out yet). EEK. I FEEL SO SPOILT. ): I don't know if I'm supposed to feel happy or sad. :(): BOO.

After doing some reflections I think I'm getting to know more about this THING and, yea, I'm starting to find MY purpose. Not bad okay.

Was just talking to Katherine. And complaining to her about a lot of things. She had a lot of common things to complain about too. AND WE AGREE THAT IT IS CORRUPTED. Sucks. HAHA. Stuffing turkeys. :S

I realised I have no point in going, except for _______ and _______ who are WORTH it (which, as quoted from Kat:"Minority, though"). URK. So irritating. I REFUSE to be restricted by this kind of RUBBISH. WE SHALL REBEL! NONO. REFORM!! YES.

Okay. I'm feeling very spastic after looking at lao ah ma's blog with photos of two lao ah mas. AND I FEEL BALD. ): Shall go off. BYE.
|| At 10:07 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

Feeling rather depressed right now. Maybe if I had made a different choice at the beginning I wouldn't be feeling this way. ): But since it's over, I can only hope for the better. Things may have been different and I probably won't be having thoughts like these, I would probably be happier and enjoying life now. ): SIGH.
Sometimes I feel that I'm thinking too much for my own good. I'm just getting more stressed over stuff, and fearing things that seem impossible. I don't know how others see me as, but I'm not really what I seem to be.):
Booo. I don't feel like doing anything. But I have to. Maybe I'm EXPECTED to do so. ):
|| At 2:08 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

Hi. I'm feeling rather moodswingy now. See, I KNEW IT. It happens EVERY SINGLE TIME. ):
Whatever. But was feeling rather angry at some stuff today. Shall not say it obviously, but if I don't say it I will probably explode. But that comes later.
Firstly, there was ELECTION OF CLASS COMMITTEE!! (: Yay I'm extremely happy! (: And Jasmine is our monitress and Lili is our assistant monitress. YAY! (: JIAYOU! (: 302!! GOGO!
Nothing really significant later on. Except for something I'm feeling pissed and somewhat _______ of. But if I type that word out it will be extremely obvious what I'm talking about so I shall not reveal it. Boohoohoo. ): It is such a RARE chance lah. SIGH! ):
Had quite a fun training today! (: And the goal circle we taped in the basement carpark is SUPER CUTE! (: And it was quite fun trying out stuff with defenders. Okay maybe Claudia, because we only got to defend with each other. I think we need to work out how to counter shooters' rotation, like area defending, staying there and really trusting your co-defender to pick your player up. (: Shooters did quite well too ( I think lah. Because seriously I don't know how shooters work.), as in some of the rotations and screens they did were quite successful! (: Managed to get us confused, haha! Midcourt did feed in quite nicely, and they dared to let go of the ball more. Hmm, that's what I think. (: Maybe there's people who disagree with me, but oh well, everyone has different opinions. (: YAY! JIAYOU! Seasons are nearing!! Train hard everyone! Do your best, and no regrets!! (:
Okay, back to the point that made me very angry. ): (I deleted one whole part about it because it will be obvious what situation I'm talking about.) Seriously, if you want us to do well, please provide us with the things we need. Don't threaten us, don't even try to bargain. What you are doing now IRRITATES me. I understand you have high expectations, but please, the way you are doing this is WRONG. We may not look as good as others, but I don't understand WHY we are not _______. SIGH. (Clarification: This is NOT a personal attack because "you" may not be a person, it may be something. (:)
There's still another thing but I shall not rant about it here. (:
OH OH OH! There was some sort of debate thing during Language Arts! (: It was quite interesting to see how bothe sides presented their points and how they spoke. Yea, I think I have a LOT to learn. Because I can NEVER do an impromptu speech. Serious, because I think my mind is a SQUARE. Ha! I'm probably a block of wood lah! But oh well. I'm still trying!
Hmm. I realised that my skin is really dry. And I have a lot of dead skin on the soles of my feet. ): Maybe because too much friction. And my heels are terribly cracked. ): Gosh.
Haha. After training today, I had dinner with Claudia. Talked about quite a lot, some of which made us rather aggitated. ): We also talked about the 'thing' I mentioned above. She felt really angry too! ): SIGH.
Hmm. Collecting the Bursary tomorrow at Jurong Sec. (: And suddenly, I realised that my results in Sec1 were really bad until I didn't even get the Bursary! ): Urk. See, so I must work hard this year! And of course from now on! (: Oh and the IPST for ESIP is on the 27th. I forgot January or February. But should be the latter. Hmm. I really hope I can get it! Because my school fees are currently paid by my grandfather, and I think it's might be quite a burden for him. And my PSLE was so bad I didn't get EESIS! ): URK. Feeling very depressed about it. Yea, but what's over is over. So I really want to get it. But it isn't as easy as it seems; heard that they only gave out a few to our school last year or something. ): SIGH. ): Feeling so sad now. Okay, shall go off now. ): BYE.
|| At 9:31 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

Hi. I'm feeling rather..dumb. Because I'm really trying to get myself busy. I know that will come naturally later on, but still. Oh well. (:
FINALLY! I just got a BRAND NEW Ipod nano. (: YAY. After months and months. >< But it's okay, I shall be HAPPY! (: Because I finally got it. OHWELL.
Not much to blog about today. Except that I felt really tired and lethargic throughout the whole day. EVEN THOUGH I SLEPT SUPER EARLY YESTERDAY. Yes. So I CANNOT understand why I still feel tired. Grr.
Seriously, Windows Media Player 11 rocks. (: It looks really pretty! (: Even the mini-toolbar looks zai-er than the previous one. HA. And I realised Windows Live Mail looks SO much prettier. (: And there's PURPLE!! (: YAY. Just that I think it's a bit retarded, as in not looks, but the functions are a bit slower than usual. And that got me pissed when I was emailing the class contact list. But whatever, it looks good. Ah, that reminds me. The Arena showed on Channel 5 yesterday. But I returned home too late to watch it. ): Urk. And it was something about good looks triumph over effort. And our language arts teacher decided that we should try that topic out as a form of oral discussion, but she changed the topic to good looks triumph over effort and TALENT. Eeyur. I'm terribly sorry because my language really sucks. Everything about it does. And even if I can THINK of it, it does not actually mean I can EXPRESS it. So, OHWELL.
I'm feeling very tired again. Fine. Shall go do some CONSTRUCTIVE things. BYE.
|| At 10:02 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

Yawn! I'm feeling so sleepy now! ): And I have decided I shall sleep early if I have nothing to do. Today was such a BORING day can! ): Almost fell asleep! ):
Saw the Sec1 selections after school at the carpark. Hmm. Then had training. HOHO. I TRAINED! WITHOUT FEELING LOUSY OR ANYTHING! (: That's really something ot be happy about today. (: Because I was feeling quite down after the lessons. Oh but Chemistry was fun! Hopefully we get nice crystals! (: Math and Sciences were all fun! (: Oh, besides Physics, I'm trying, but I'm really lousy at absorbing all that vernier scale and conversions.
And I think after missing just one training, I'm aching all over now. ): But it's all right! (:
Hmm. I heard our matches will be at RV. And it will be on Mondays and Thursdays. NO!!!! NOT MONDAY!! ): Then I have to miss Art. ): EEK.
I'm feeling quite pissed with people actually. I was already very angry at the start. Like, what do you have against me?! Sorry if I'm offending you, but I think I'm already trying hard to get OUT of your path. But can you stop trying to be such an irritating and mean person? Maybe I'M the one who is mean, if that's what you think, F.I.N.E. Whatever you take it as. What you did was just a personal attack, and if you haven't realise, I.W.A.S.P.I.S.S.E.D. URK. Irritating.
I'm also very angry with my mum now. Because no matter how much I try to explain that I can be forgetful and forget to collect money from people, she REFUSES to listen. She simply believes my friends are thieves and are just trying to kop money from me. But I already told her umpteen times that I HAVE COLLECTED THE MONEY. ARG.
Well, on a higher note, I CAN FINALLY GET MY IPOD NANO BACK TOMORROW. Grr. So long already lah. And my cousin was ranting about how long she took to contact the Singpost people. I'm getting a new one, nonetheless. GREAT. After like, a few MONTHS without it. So irritating. ><
And CHERYL LIM isn't taking my school bus anymore! ): PUI. So sad. ): I'll miss Cheroro and the stupid spastic face she always makes on the bus! ):
Okay. I shall be off to sleep soon. Because I'm really tired today. ):
|| At 9:49 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

Today was a not too bad day again! (: As usual, it would have been great if not for the fact that when Art lesson ended, the trials for Netball also did. ): So didn't manage to see anyone lah! But according to Claudia, the Sec 1 who has the same name as her did quite well. HAHA. Well done. So we might have another Claudia. Urk. I want to go tomorrow! And I REALLY REALLY REALLY hope I can train tomorrow! ): I feel so irritated with my FLU. ): Boo. If it's like the previous time I'll cry lah! That time when the doctor said had to stop for two weeks. ): And it's so near seasons already! So we must train!! JIAYOU NANYANG NETBALL B and C DIV!! (: Yay! (: Feeling quite hyped up about seasons, but at the same time, I'm quite scared. Or maybe it's just that I get this feeling when seasons are nearing. Feeling insecure. I don't know why! ): But we'll make it! (: JIAYOU JIAYOU! (:
Today was Breakfast Bash for Sec1s!! (: It was VERY FUN!!! (: Especially the cheering session! Hmm. I think it's the first time I led a whole cohort for cheering! And it was so EXCITING! (: I LOVE CHEERS! (: YIPEE! (:
Had health check. Urk. But it wasn't too bad, because my back is now only FOUR degrees! (: It improved by ONE degree! (: Aiyah, hope it goes down to zero! ): And we didn't check eyesight and height and weight! ): EEYUR. See, now I have to go to the optician to check before ordering my contact lenses. Feel so lazy. ):
Art class was..inspiring. Really! Quite inspired by seniors' works, because they are really fantastic and I hope to be able to reach that standard (even though I think it's going to be quite hard)! BUT I WILL TRY! (: So currently, we are going to work on Lifeskills Camp T-shirt logo! (: Self Discovery! (: The camp seems very exciting and challenging! (: But ours might be rescheduled. Hmm.
Okay, I'm feeling quite hyped up about the new and exciting year!
And I have decided that I really have to sleep earlier, because sleeping at 12+ everyday isn't going to work if I feel sleepy and lethargic everyday! SO I SHALL SLEEP AT AROUND 11! (: Okay, but that's very early. ): So sad. But for the sake of everything! (:
I think I beginning to spout rubbish. So I shall go off before anything else disastrous happens. BYE (:
|| At 9:47 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

Hi. Feeling a bit..dumb today. Because I don't understand Hong Lou Meng. >< And I refuse to believe that my mum has actually read it before! Eeyur. So among her wonderful collection of chinese love stories, there's actually HONG LOU MENG! And I'm spending quite a long time to understand it. So far I've read 17+ pages. HAHA. Urk.
Tomorrow is Breakfast Bash for Sec1s!! (: YAY! (: SO EXCITED! (:
Hoho. I bet I'm getting fatter by the day. No, by the minute. ): I have been eating and eating and eating! ):
Went to Kinokuniya to look for the HYSNSN Love Notes! BUT HAVEN'T COME OUT YET! ): So sad lah! GRR. Does everything from Taiwan take so long to reach Singapore? Oh but I saw the first part for HYSNSN DVD! (: But its only first 5 episodes, so no point buying now. But then I will have to wait very long before the whole series come out on VCD or DVD! POO. Because they are only showing it on Sundays in Taiwan. Hence I shall resist checking Youtube on Monday so I can buy the VCD! (:
Shall go organise my stuff now. BYE! (:
|| At 7:57 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

This morning went to Novena to look at shoes. HAHA. But all so expensive and bulky one. So went to Queensway. (: Quite pretty leh!! But I love my shoes! (: YAY (:Went off because going over to Jolyn's house to bake cookies.
Met Wei Qing and went up to her house while the seniors went to buy stuff. Baking cookies is FUN! (: Haha. And play a lot of funny games! HAHA. I probably only managed to figure out fuzzy wuzzy. (: Stayed until around 8 and went back. (: SO FUN! (:
YAY! Feeling quite hyper now!
Oh man. I think I suck can! I've been sending messages to the wrong person! ><>< URK. STUPID ME. But I got into the committee I wanted!! (: YAY! (: FBI FBI FBI! (:
Okay. I'm off to watch TV now. BYE.
|| At 9:48 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

Yay! Today is a not too bad day! (: I would have said great day if not for the fact that I couldn't train. ): Morning was TELEMATCH!! And it was SUPER FUN! (: Haha! We played Move the Tarp, It's the Alphabet and Obstacle Course! (: Oh man, it sounds as though we were playing it instead of the Sec1s. (: Haha. But it was really fun! (: YAY 1/11! (: HAHA. (:
Went around asking for school stamp on the netball posters we were going to put up. And during recess, I went to General Office and I was told to go to photocopying shop to get the stamp?! So I went, and queued for a while, and the lady told me she doesn't have any stamp. !!!! Then I got VERY PISSED and I stomped down to the rockwall, and NICE LEYING followed me to the General Office and ask again. And I finally got the stamp! GRR. After so much rubbish. And I was so pissed I ignored Claudia when she told me she forgot to bring her jersey. HAHA. But when I asked her during dinner she said she wasn't really expecting a response. Haha stupid pokpokpok.
After school was CCA exhibition! (: SUPER FUN ALSO! Haha I don't know what's the fun part, but I think its quite fun! And the gift Sec2s made were very pretty! (: Our last year gift also okay! (: Haha! And we played full court! (: Haha and I played WA and GA okay! Not bad! (: Haha. But seriously, I suck at attacking lah. ><
Training after that. It's either because of flu/sleeping very little/too much events going on or other stupid reasons lah. Then felt so xin ku halfway! ): Felt so SAD. ): And Ms Chang didn't even allow me to do the sprints after that. ): GRR.
HAHA. It's the return of Claudia and Jocelyn's Friday Gossip Session. HAHA. During dinner. (: Talked about quite alot! And almost all are related to SOMEONE. HOHO. Extremely STRONG feelings towards that person. >< And of course there's other stuff, but still. We are both very irritated by SOMETHING! GRR. Pui. But whatever lah. It's also a time to give each other CONSTRUCTIVE comments. (: Instead of something that's not even TRUE. (: HAHA. I bet you are just trying to AA lor. PUI. Irritating. Whatever lah.
AND I GOT INTO FBI!!!!!!!!!!! FBI FBI FBI FBI!!!! (: YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Feeling so happy, that's why its a not too bad day! HAHA. And I'm feeling really sad and worried now, because my mum caught the flu from me and she's now very ill. ): I suck lah! Then somemore her's is more serious than mine, because she had fever when I didn't. The virus probably mutated or something! GRR. ): Very worried now!! Hoep she really rests well. And yea, she felt really unwell when she went for her morning run, so most probably it's this stupid flu bug that's preventing me from playing. ):
And this pathetic temporary monitress of yours is totally PATHETIC. Haha. I feel pathetic as well. >< BETTER CHOOSE CLASS COMMITTEE SOON HOR! I feel like a busy woman lah. I have all my afternoons occupied except Wednesday. Monday - ART, Tuesday - TRAINING, Thursday - FITNESS TRAINING, Friday - TRAINING. Rocks right! But I wanted to join the Peer Tutoring thing leh!! ): But it's Monday or Wednesday. ): Then very sad lah. Then if got Council stuff then how? So no choice, I shall not take up anything else.
I've just realised last night, along with Qian Wen, that my life currently revolves around home/school/netball/council. And I'm feeling really busy, like, netball wise, I'm having seasons really soon (two weeks away), I'm worried about Sec1s, I'm worried about orientation (I'm going to screw up. Seriously, I don't even know what to say!), there's farewell dinner and chalet, even though that will come later part of the year. And council wise, Investiture is coming up and I bet all other projects are coming up too! (: And PLEASE JUST ELECT A MONITRESS! Boohoohoo. And then there's ART, which I don't know what will be about. Yea and like LeYing or someone said, hope my hiongness can get me past! (: haha
Okay. I'm going to sleep now. (: GOODNIGHT. I shall not sleep late anymore (I woke up with two double eyelids. Usually I only get double eyelid when I'm tired, and this is the very FIRST time both eyes had! )BYE! (:
|| At 10:26 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

Today was the start of lessons. Hmm. I don't know, but I'm speechless. As in, I really have nothing to comment on here. Oh well, but all my teachers seem quite NICE! (: (I KEEP FORGETTING I'M SUPPOSED TO SAY QI LI AND XING LI!)
Tomorrow is a HECTIC day. Got Telematch for sec1s in the morning! YAY! JIAYOU! (: Then after school there's CCA exhibition. COOL MAN. BUT I JUST REALISED WE FORGOT SWEETS. >< Haha. But nevermind. SO EXCITED! (: Then after that there's training. (: YAY! TOMORROW IS AN EXCITING DAY! (:
Okay. I've just finished my zuo wen da gang. (: So much about netball lah! Haha. Supposed to write what was good/bad in 2006, and what are your wishes for Year 2007! Quite an interesting topic! (:
Saturday is going to be a hectic trip to Popular bookstore to get notebooks and colour pens and any other stuff I might need. (: YAY. (:
I'm trying quite hard to do stuff right this year lah. And not repeat last year's mistakes. Oh well. Hopefully it works out fine. Because usually I'm hopeful at the start of the year, but as time passes it just gets worse. So I don't know how things will turn out this time. Sorry, I'm just a person with very extreme personalities and as a Gemini, I can't stand doing something for too long and it's just a weakness for me. ): So I shall try! (: JIAYOU JOCELYN! (: BYE! TOMORROW WILL BE A BETTER DAY! (:
|| At 8:00 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

Hmm. It's going to be the start of a new year, but I'm not actually looking forward to EVERYTHING. I feel so..slack? Seriously, I think I'm gonig to slack my year away, AGAIN. Eh but last year wasn't TOO slack okay. Oh, but then again, maybe I was slack last year, like not handing in homework, studying too late and more rubbish that I did lah. Seriously. URK. Come, let's post some resolutions for Year 2007. (:
1. Stop being a lazy bum and start cracking!
2. Stop MOODSWINGING. Eek.
3. Stop talking so much. (:
4. Work hard for studies, netball and council! JIAYOU!! (:
5. Get rid of that uncertainty in me. ):
Okay. I hope that's everything. I think there's more, but I'm not going to write it all here though. (:
Stupid flu. Hopefully I don't get singled out tomorrow because I'm having a flu. HOHO.
OH I just remembered! (:
Number 6! Get into the habit of SAVING money! YESO! I'm going to get Hana kimi soundtrack sooner or later! And lian ai shou zha! And the actual VCD! (: (But of course my mum is going to buy the VCD for me!) HOHO. I feel like I have a lot of things to buy lah. Okay, ANGPOW MONEY HERE I COME!
Okay. Just kidding. Obviously cannot spend all right! MAD. Must plan for future! (: I got a lot of clothes now! Added one pair of Levi's jeans!! My cousin bought it for me! (: YAY! (She won lottery too! ) HOHO. And its $99, GRR. So expensive (and it's already after discount!) I got a belt for it too! Because its super super low cut, and it felt like it was sliping off. ><
Okay. I'm off to watch episode SEVEN! (: BYE! (:
|| At 10:51 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

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