Had council room spring cleaning after that horrible training. Almost died scratching my nose. Oh man, turpentine rocks. Rids all the paint stains and scotchtape stains. Just keep it far far away from me...the smell makes me only want to admire it from afar.
ARG. Just cannot get over today's training. I'm just dragging my co-defender down lah. Just standing there, taking up the space of another person. I feel...CRAP. Really very sad. I think I'm not going to be able to sleep tonight, thinking of today's play. It just makes me feel so...URGH. :(
I'm feeling demoralised now, and I shall shut off myself from the outside world. Do not disturb. Get lost.