was just thinking about some stuff. and realised no one actually KNOWS me. not a single person. maybe each know a little little bit but maybe not all. hmm. and i know its real hard to understand people. because we cant just pry open their brains and see what they are thinking all the time. if that can happen everyone would be able to understand each other. so impossible.
going to bathe at 5.30. five minutes away. and i shall go and sit there in our auditorium and cry alone. SIGH.
feels so fake. my lfie now feels so fake. except for the exams and netball part. i dont seem to fit in well into this life of mine. doesnt feel like my own. hmm. well, maybe im just thinking too much.
i feel shibai. really i do.
ok two more minutes. sigh. i dont know what i want now. cant seem to be able to think. so meaningless.
freak. and i shall go make spaghetti and take photo tmr. as i long as i dont blow up my kitchen. and i shall complete reflections. sheesh.
bloody OM. go die go die go die.
ok. shall go now. bye.