hallo! =) before i talk about OM, shall talk about the morning visit to student health centre to check back. lala. doctor said only 3 to 4 degrees, so no need x-ray. right. and one month ago it was FIVE? then the doctor was like, what was the degree that was measured the last time? haha so funny lah. then if its not 5 degrees when i go back in august then no need to go again le. =) hahaha
ok then went lot 1 to eat. like only 3 stalls open? hahaha then after that my mum went back home and i went to school to do OM. hahaha so fun lah! and our backdrop seriously rocks! =) lalala and i have to memorise my wonderful 30+ lines by monday. right. scary.
then after that went to lot 1 to buy stuff. bought a box to put stuff. AND PURPLE PUFFY PAINT!!! so cool! =) haha lot 1 popular got so many colours lah. pui. then looked at brushes. SUPER EXPENSIVE lah. scary. so went to 399 to buy. lalala and i need to finish a lot of stuff by monday lah. pui.
so tired lah. cannot stand it. everyday also so tired. sheesh. tmr im going to wake up after 12pm. so everyone, DONT CALL. someday im gonig to pull out the telephone line in my room. the phone is SUPER loud. poof. (and it became coco crunch. nvm.)
recently im very easily irritated and get super pissed very very easily. had such a hard time trying not to explode at people lately. so i will keep quiet and just shut up until i get rid of that angri-ness if not i end up screaming at people. i wont do that to my friends but i seriously cant stand some people who made me feel like exploding at them lah. but i sort of succeeded in controlling. poof. can explode internally.
i have silver toes. =) haha spray paint lah. retarded. ok shall go sleep now. tired like dont know what. bye!
|| At 10:41 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

haha i went to buy stars today! =) so cool. go 50 pcs. but i havent put. got no time. just finished my wonderful art piece. and i love it! =) went to buy notebook and deviders and smth like post it notes but its just for marking purposes. and i think i spent like, $20 today? goodness. oh and i met joleen at the bus stop, as in nanyang bus stop. haha super funny. ended up talking a lot of rubbish on the bus. hahaha and she sold me one packet of m&ms because the vending machine is erm..retarded. yea, same thing happened when buying snickers bar. haha retarded.
oh yes got back history test today. 5/12. hmm. nvm shall work harder on source based becuase im seriously shi bai at that. and i realised why got so little marks. because never cross reference. ok so must rmb to cross reference. jiayou for next test! =)
im seriously falling in love with my lsc logo. hahaha even took a photo of it. haha ego like dont know what lah. so damn tired. shall go do some planning on how to position for feeding into goal circle for tmr's friendly. shall go draw lala. and i love my notebook too! =) i love the world! OK WAIT. NOT the whole world. i was damn pissed today can.
did geography worksheet in the morning, then i dont know what happened, after OM, my wonderful worksheet was gone lah. then i seriously think someone took it lor. then what, fly until the whole class also dont have ah? sheesh. then i was close to tears lah. PUI. damn angry lor. and its like, fine lor, you want to take also can , but tell me. PLEASE. super duper angry and sad. then went to com lab print one more set of that worksheet lah. im inclined to work hard this year. serious. my goegraphy file is well organised, except for the worksheet which i did after printing, i forgot to punch hole. so its stuck at the front. pui. forgot lor. arg. never have i been so damn angry before lah. not just about this incident. im also super angry at some rubbish people. early in the morning go to class already angry like dont know what. sheesh. moodswings.
i wanted to type smth but i forgot. oh yes i rmbed. today we had some internal performance for OM. right. almost melted in my father's shirt and hci pants and suspenders thank you very much. better change costume to tshirt or else you see the bloke like going to die of heat like that. got straw hat some more. oh but the performance was fun! =) but overshot time limit. poof. shall shorten script somemore. die lah. how come ours so long?
katherine didnt come today. miss her so much! =(
lalas. lets just hope that the geography worksheet flew away and no one took it. =) then nn one to blame except myself! isnt that the best solution? =) who ask me leave it on the table, then fly off also dont know. i rather say that. =)
ok i shall go find some time to go stick the stars. =) and i shall get rid of the posters in my room. or maybe i shouldnt. haha leave there. then stick the stars on the ceiling. =) so crazy. ive been crazy lately. haha cant tell right. ok. so tired i dont want to pack bag. tmr then pack. haha. hoho i will wear the straight black fbts tmr. haha and i shall start laughing at myself. i bet claudia's going to laugh too. hahaha seriously i think i will look funny. but nvm! embrace change rather than fear it! =) lalas got art tmr. exciting timetable tmr. oh and we are watching the abortion movie thing during science lesson tmr. haha a lot of classes watch already right? should be =)
for this whole post im like, zi wen zi da-ing. haha crazy.
and i wrote one list for things to complete, short term got one long term got one. so squashed up. weekends have to do loads of stuff. ok and some more saturday have to go for spinal checkup. haha how fun. and how funny it is that ididnt realise it was 23rd already. i thought my checkup is next week. ok got to go now. bye!
|| At 11:45 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

lalas. no more under the stars le! nvm shal lbe inovative and tmr i shall go buy glow in the dark stars to stick on ceiling. =) i rock! =)
ok. today was a test day. SPA test, CL test and math test. lala so relieved. ok tmr still got zao ju test. =( nvm. shall work hard for tests. not bad so far. passed geography language arts and science. geography 15/20. language arts 22/30 (amazing. my english used to be like rubbish.) science 24/40 (right. just passed. 60/100)
right. so horrendous. and i already have 11 marks off my math. eeks. chinese was rather ok. haha i like the second passage. so much nicer and so much more direct. so chinese still rocks. =) haha ok and the graphic organiser or flowchart or whatever that is called, for history right, the boxes are super small. and i dont think i can read because i practically had to squeeze like mad. but nvm. im painstakingly copying notes into my notebook, just that im a bit behind. im still halfway through the migration notes. nvm revision. =)
weather is freakingly HOT recently. can melt lah. active sweat glands somemore. so drank like loads and loads of water. also not enough. poof.
ok tmr need to check geography file. and i lost one ws. its probably in that pile of rubbish under my table. someday i shall go tidy it up. then i need to go find a place to write down what i have to do. also have to start writing stuff before i forget everything. and i better finish my logo fast. my gosh. so many things to do.
so many things to do, i dont know which one to start on. poofy.
tmr i shall go buy stars and come home and study. or maybe sleep. depends. shall sleep earlier tonight if possible. haha so rubbish lah. lack of sleep. thank goodness for supplements. =) or i would have probably fallen asleep during class. haha so far i have a clean record of not sleeping in class. yay and i shall keep it that way. although its always ALMOST fall asleep. but yay for supplements!
eyes going bonkers ok. bye! go and do some stuff now.
|| At 10:07 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

poof. feeling rather...dont know whats the word. im not sure if im hungry or full. or thirsty even. forget about the thirsty part. (when am i not thirsty?) ok. falling in love with a song. =)oh yay! we are trying out games for amazing race on friday! =) we've got great people for the ex-co and organising.
under the stars. under the stars. =) so exciting.
i want to see my science test! poof. rubbish. got 24/40. just nice 60 percent can. considering how much i studied for the test, its a not too bad mark. (which probably means i did not study, okay fine. i did. a little.) ok tmr got SPA test, math test, CL test. wonderful. and i have quite a number of things on my mind now. random thoughts zooming along the brain nerves. ok. I.T. advert? die. speech and essay next week. phew. OLD MR RADLEY!! ok not bad lah. trial of tom robinson is so fun to do lah. =) but i didnt get that. ok wait. another thing. do i have to go for class committee training??? so funny. IVLE put that activity rep need to go lah. poof. shall ask mrs tan tmr. also need to finish the t-shirt design quick, due friday. oh yes. home econs recipe. OM. yipee. need to memorise like 30+ lines??? im fainting. then wear some retarded costume. ECCENTRIC OLD MAN AH. tsk. ee all in one paragraph. ok next.
like got a lot of stuff have to do but havent do leh. sheesh. ok. better finish all that needs to be handed in by this week and start on those needed next and next next week. so much stuff to do. and file checks.
and im here blogging before i die of lack of sleep. yipee.
oh todays game. hmm. in it goes into my wonderful diary. shall go write it down later. and start drawing loads of stuff out.
headache ah headache. not good to eat panadol before sleeping. so shall not. acutally its not even good to eat panadol lah. but who cares. sigh.
feeling rather positive. shall continue having positive attitude. but not too happy because im seriously in need of sleep. ok. bye.
|| At 10:40 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

NYNB JIAYOU!! All of us can do it! =) put your heart to it! =)
like whos going to read this? but nvm. still, GO NANYANG NETBALL! =) jiayou jiayou! NANYANG NETBALL WHOOSH! =)
=) we rock! =)
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next topic. pui. keep asking people to smile but end up crying in a corner. sigh. just two words made me so heartbroken. i know your feelings. i really do. and theres nothing to do much besides hoping and hoping. and it will eventually come to one day when your hopes have all shattered and you think its impossible. but theres always miracles. anything can happen. dont give up! in the past no one asked, no one cared. but now, we do ask, we do care. you really can do it. all of us can. everyone can. maybe i shall write another chang pian da lun letter. poof. ok got to go pack bag now. pack until now still havent pack. rubbish. ok bye! =) must smile! =)
|| At 10:41 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

lala. had OM meeting during recess. tried out smastic costume. hahahaha. too bad picture only in my phone haha. then you people cannot see. BAHAHAHA. but its SUPER FUNNY. so retarded lah. OM was fun. =)
oh and go shiyu i think you are holding on to my specs right? box your face! haha now have to wear the old old one. hahaha i think i have like 5 or 6 old specs already. my goodness. no. goonedd. haha lala.
ok OM meeting after school. was doing wood cutting. and got a small little cut on my wrist. shesh. can experience the life of a wood carver/ wood cutter. haha but it was fun. =)
hoho lunch trng was so fun! =) so fun to be running out! lets hope can do that during tmrs match. lala. so exciting! and jenzi is going to come up with the jojo. is. scary. thing. hahahaha lala so exciting! =)
went to jurong point to buy a big huge bag to put all my files. also bought cd. shucks. was supposed to buy hair spray but forgot. sheesh. headache ah headache. and i better cook up a recipe. shit lah. how to present you tell me? poof. die le die le. ok better get the file ready. somehow.
ok got a lot of stuff to do my week 9. lets do up a list.
1. HOME ECONS PRESENTATION.
2. CHINESE PORTFOLIO (two articles) (what am i doing on? oh yes. natural disaster? haiyah.)
3. FILE CHECK
4. OMOMOMOMOMOM. (shouldnt this be the first?)
5. WHATEVER HOMEWORK WE ARE GOING TO GET.

yay. so much stuff. and this week got speech on TKAM and essay for TKAM. although TKAM rocks but.. lalas.
but still. KEEP SMILING!!! YAY!! WE ROCK!!! =) dont stop SMILING! positive positive positive! IM FEELING POSITIVE ALL OVER! =) SMILE SMILE SMILE! lalala EVERYONE SMILE! =) *HUGS EVERYONE AND GOES PRANCING AROUND THE ROOM*
lalas. so hyper today! =) yay! =)
excitment and happiness and whatever lah!
oh yes i failed si han. -.- crap went out of question. no shall not give up! gogogo jiayou in si han! jiayou in compo!! poof. lalala. no giving up! pandora's box!!!! small little piece of hope!!! =) bu hui xi mie de! =) hard work hard work. =) wo men xing de! =) everyone can do it! =) so positive! =)
ok shall go pack bag. bye! =)
|| At 9:58 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

haha ok me and jenzi were having a smastic convo today. concerning super funny stuff. hahaha first convo was on funny words like smastic. then the next convo is about POKS! =) hahaha and we came up with pok names for our whole team!
hui kin- kinny pok! =)
liqin- liqin pok! =)
claire-claire pok! (sounds so cute!) =)
liying-liying pok! =)
vernice-vernice pok! =)
ying yan-YANNY POK!!!! (me and jenzi agree that this is the nicest and cutest one!) =)
xing xuan-xuannie pok! =)
shiyu-shipok? yupok? shiyupok? (haha the person is pok enough but the name is not! goshiyu is damn cute!) =)
jocelyn-cepok! =)
qi tian-tiannie pok! =)
kah hsing-kah pok! (this is super funny and cute too!) =)
joleen-leen pok! =)
mei ling-mei pok! =)
jenzi-zi pok! =)
claudia-claudi pok! =)
soo han-hanny pok! =)
yu xuan-yu pok? xuan pok? (xuan pok sounds nicer!) =)
cheryl-er pok! =)

WAHAHA so fun. =) hahaha hi everyone im cepok. tank you tank you. =)hahaha
smastic-ness.
lala its so fun talking to jenzi! no. its so fun talking to zi pok! =) hahaha
ok shall go look for smth to do. was looking through psat convos jsut now. so funny!!! laughing like madwoman in front of the com. hahaha and yay! me and weiyi conduct good councelling (correct spelling?) sessions! =) jenzi chua must agree! =) haha
convos with jenzi are super funny and smastic and retarded! =) yay laoshi and xuesheng! =) how did we even start becoming laoshi and xuesheng? like quite long ago right? hahaha so funny. ok shall go find smth to do now. bye!
|| At 10:41 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

lala. i slept at 11pm last night. and i woke up at 3pm today. yay. haha was just telling jenzi. i can sleep a lot and also very little. can sleep from 2.30 am to 5.30 am. but can also 11pm to 4 pm. haha how interesting.
lalala. feeling so retarded now. and i better go write a card with my name to put in the shoebag! haha me and claudia got the same shoebag. haha nice blue colour shoebag. haha
BLAH. my mum doesnt allow me to go to jurong point to buy felt. GRAH. so freaking pissed lah. everytime she promises smth, she will end up saying no. sheesh. she doesnt want to go out but she desont allow me to go out! SHEESH. and i thought we could finish the flower by tmr. whatever lor. moodswings. hi five claudia. POOF.
sheesh. so mad now. elbow elbow elbow. why dont you say that? BLEH. tolerated ok. *rolls eyes*
wah lao i want to finish the FLOWER! ARG. so angry. AHHHHHHH. spoilt brat. bleh.
sigh.
now i need to go do stuff. but i have no pressing stuff to finish. shucks.
ok. shall go off now. bye. POOF.
|| At 6:01 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

la de la. had trng at ccab in the morning. ok. RAO. and rmb to watch the ball. hmm.
after that went to thai noodle house with jenzi, claudia, shiyu and vernice. after that wanted to go home, but wanted to sleep on the bus. so took 174! haha because it takes the longest time to reach jurong point. muahaha. then my mum met me there. bought a lot of stuff there. oh and i finally got a watch! =) haha no need to borrow for warmup le! =) thanks though! =) lala. then bought puffy paint! =) hahaha so rubbish lah. DONT HAVE PURPLE. so crap. so bought black and pink. weehee.
im feeling hungry. shucks. shall go look for food later.
FLY!!!! haha that was random. haha flying is fun! haha ok not so much as flying. but erm. haha no one will understand =) nvm
right i think theres fireworks. haha kpo me went to window and it wasnt fireworks, i think its firecrackers. haha dont know lah. got one block of flats blocking our view. haha because today got chingay parade in our area then got some celebration or smth lah. so interesting.
ok shall go do smth now. bye!
|| At 9:46 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

bleh. so freaking tired today. hmm. ok. got to do a couple of things before i go sleep. how early man. but if i continue sleeping at 2am erm.. hmm. ok i need to do several things. and i shall write on my to-do list.
ok. got it down. and theres still stuff undone in the to-do list since i dont know when. i only completed prepare gifts. at like, start of seasons??? my goodness. then still got stuff like pack cupboard, bring files to school (ive been bringing to and fro, is that good?) scrub bottle. ok i jsut added the last one. oh. and i need to rewrite my name on the bottle. AND YES ONE MORE THING. get a metal ruler. i lost my ruler. ive been losing a lot of stuff. like my chinese textbook. bah. see lah then had to buy new one ytd. i lost my blue pen and i lost my green pen cover. so now, my green pen has a blue cover. and i just realsied the green pen doesnt have a cover currently. ARG. punch myself. losing so much stuff lah.
ok. then saturday got to go buy cloth for gorilla. chimpanzee how? oh and i just realised. i need to go try to see if i can make the flower. i have a feeling that the pants will drop. hahahaha and i dont have anymore shirts! i brought my dad's one. and i think its not of much use. ok. sandals. haha. SPIKEY HAIR??? wow. eccentric bloke. goodness me. so i will be a mado person. HARHAR.
walala. i think this om meeting was the most successful one during om period so far. ok. so weve got almost everything already. and our budget is kabooming. oh and i need to collect money for bibs! ahhhh! must rmb. i think i have a lot of things to do but i dont know what.
history tmr. anything to hand in? oh yes. mind map. shall go do now. home econs. SHUCKS. then the rest is rather ok. all right. shall go now. bye!
|| At 10:43 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

yay! i finished half of the script for OM!!! =) hahaha the ever first time i did something very on time. and todays jian bao was on time too! hahaha how accomplished. =) POT GOLIGOZ!!! muahahaha. sudden infatuation with the wonderful bloke's name. hahaha
walalala. gorilla with attitude problem. WAHAHAHA. rolls eyes one. hahaha NO LAH.
ok tmr might be getting back geography test. BAH. die.
GOONEDD! GOONED! =) hahaha yan!!! as quoted: 'then tmr we all go court and goon here goon there' YAY!!! we shall! =)
walalala so fun doing the script and i look damn funny. typing and laughing to myself because its super funny. hahaha ba bu li go go bo he he ha ha ya khooooooooooooooooooooooooo. =) hahahahaha thanks to janice lim. oh btw that line means hey mr. gorilla! im back! =) haha
TEARS AND LAUGHTER. well.
ok. go pack bag then go read book. oh and get my dad sign the lifeskills camp form. UNDER THE STARS! =) so cool! =)
my mums on holiday to genting! =) haha hope she have fun there! =) better then staying at home and watch korean drama. hahaha ok fine my mum and dad both do that everyday. serious. everyday i step into the room they will be watching korean drama. and we will eat and i will start the com and do homework. WONDERFUL ROUTINE. ok. shall go now. BYE! =)
|| At 10:52 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

ok this is the i dont know how many millionth time i got sunburnt. hahaha so rubbish man. and my last finger is swollen and is super painful. end up looking very gu niang because cannot apply force. bah.
tmr got science test. and i did assesment book. haha how hardworking. haha very funny. but i only did mcq. although i think stuff from structured might come out. bah. ECOLOGY. bleh.
yay good. no homework to hand in tmr besides ws 3.3. ok. that means i can finally read my magazine and my book. hahaha got a lot of stuff to do tmr. must get signature for form. then must hand in? sigh. so stupid to go there to hand in a form. sigh. and i better rmb to get it signed by tmr or i'll get 0 for test on monday. and i realised how peaceful to have no third language. lalala. my mum's totally right. haha who ask me never listen to her? haha all my fault lah. but nvm. at least i know the basics! =)
today was match with rv. hoho i think it was super fun! =) must rmb GUARD THE BACK. haha that was so fun. TALL SHOOTERS. haha
oh im getting sick of mandarin oranges. everyday have to eat ONE. then the biggest problem is got seeds. then must keep spitting it out. BLEH so ma fan.
need to get new FBTs. mines getting translucent. PUI. haha and the jersey words on my jersey are fading too. haha my mums got a unique way of washing stuff and turns out got a lot of problems one. like holes in PE shirts and colour fading. haha. ok. shall go pack my bag and go read! =) BOOKWORM!! =) haha rubbish. ok. bye! =)
|| At 10:08 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

got hit on the face by the ball twice today. thanks to claudia sng. sigh.
feeling so tired now. just finished 2 logos. bah. need one more. and im already dying. and i have NOT studied for geog. blah ble blah.
i think both logos i drew are nice! EGO. =) haha but i prefer the compass more. leadership. =) oh and how wonderful. i cant attend either sessions for the class committee training or smth like that. either tuesday or friday mah. then i cant attend. BLEH. so sad. and how wonderful. i think im stuck with activity co. haha.
went to get a purple hairband today. dont know what shade of purple is that. but close to fuschia, however you spell it. =( also bought a pack of blue rubberbands. bah no purple. saddening. but i seriously love the lightest blue one. so cute lah. got another kind which can last longer, BUT theres this metal piece that is so extra. PERFECTIONIST.
om sucks. bleh. sigh. LEARN TO LOVE WHAT YOU LEARN. trying trying.
i want to study my geog. but ivle is so slow it wont even let me download the ppt. bleh. how to study lah you tell me.
tmr must write zuo wen. die lah. im shi bai at writing stuff. poof. geog sia tmr. and i tried installing the image mixer thing on the class com. so rubbish lah. slow like i dont know what. then now i have to save stuff on the disc then put it in class com early in the morning. ok. then got the presentation for the cme wo you hua shuo thing. THEN zuo wen. bahhhhhhh. and we shall take geog test on monday becasue i CANT download the ppt and copy my notes. i cant see whats the use of printing. haha. i cant read printed stuff. they just WONT register into my brain. i can only register stuff with my own handwriting. maybe because i have a mindset that idont want to waste the time i wasted on copying. so i study! =) ok transfer stuff to disc then go sleep. what a tired day. sigh. tmr might be even worse. goodnight.
|| At 11:46 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

bleh. my lips are swollen! teeth too sharp and cut through. got one rather deep cut at the top. got 2 cuts on upper lip on 1 on lower. =( painful like what lah. this is the problem of having teeth that are too SHARP.
ALGEBRA ROCKS. its damn fun. =)
shucks. history test tmr. actually geog also. BAH.
today went to bras basah and chinatown to get stuff for om. bah. haha so TRUE. hmm. and i didnt get the plastic! ARG. i want to get the plastic! then can make keychains for everyone! =) haha so fun. but i never buy. sigh. shall go there maybe on sunday or smth to buy.
then went to westmall to get something i actualyl planned to make last night. but i put it into the ppt already. -.- how wonderful. so got no use. nvm. shall do smth to it. and where is the cheapest paint sold?! as in around 500ml or smth. sigh. acrylic paint is super expensive. and someday we shall go bras basah there to get valentines day gifts. haha damn nice stuff over there. =) and the fabric paint sold there totally ROCKS can. so PRETTY!!! especially the purple!!! =) must go there sometime soon.
blahblahblah. starting to get headache again. sigh.
bought markers too. and im planning to get a new whiteboard. i regret covering my whole whiteboard with stickers. haha. so rubbish. and i finally got a BLACK USEABLE marker. zebra marker. good. or else everytime dont have anything to use. and i should replace the letters on my bottle sometime soon.
everything also sometime soon. BLEH.
mass cheering? whats that?
my mums nagging at my dad. bah. nag nag nag. faints.
i LOVE algebra. so fun. =)
ok shall go copy stuff from ppts. =( saddening man. oh and science lab is so fun today! ms lee let us take back the microtubes. MUAHAHAHA. so cool.
sometimes i have a feeling that i will walk walk walk and bang into the wall. BAH. that was random. ok. shall go find smth that can help my lips. NOT SALT PLEASE. and i realised that if i have to drink water, i need to keep my mouth real tight because if not all the water will flow out because my lips are uneven. WELL DONE.
ok. bye
|| At 10:01 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

BAH. who has time to do all these sias and projects and whatever rubbish.
so mad.
im mad at everything. even myself.
and im going crazy thinking whether to quit jap. and i have decided that i should. because im really dying from all the projects and all. and so my decision is to NOT go for jap tmr and stay in school to really do homework and geography sia. BOO. i really want to study jap. but im getting too tired of staying until 6. no use getting good results for jap and getting tired of life and all that. PLEASE. i want to enjoy my school life. i DONT want to get out of this school and regret not doing more stuff that i wanted. i really dont. i cant even get enough time for SLEEP now. see. im here doing work at 12.30am. and theres school tmr. SHEESH.
sigh. and i wish i had a better choice than to quit jap. but its like, im really stuck. like if my mum forces me to stay on or forces me to quit, i will at least do it with a purpose. but now, you see, my mum goes like, i give you freedom. so you choose whether to quit or not. i know shes being really nice to me, because i spent like $100+ on the transport fees and $40+ on books. and she just lets me quit. BAH. i just dont deserve it. thats why im like stuck in the middle. im tired of going for third lang. so sick of it now. serious. but i dont want to let my parents down. i know they have high expectations of me, but i just cant meet them. and i have already witness what was to happen. sigh.
and im still doing science ws 1.3 now. still havent finish compre. and jap compo. AND geog sia. AND science sia. AND home econs. all by this damn week. some more need to cook pasta on tuesday and our recipe isnt even done yet. and some more only 2 people in our group can cook because i wont be around. SHIT LAH. then geog sia. im in charge of it. CRAP. science sia. at least weve finished the outline, and i admit that i seriously suck. ARG. ws 1.3 is a total failure. sigh. cant even read the words of the article. SHEESH. compre. at least i finished HALF. jap compo, FORGET IT. wonderful. i shall work until at most 3 and i will sleep. CRAP. shall not blog anymore for i have too much work to do. bye.
|| At 12:25 AM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

just rmbed smth. hmm. seriously i havent been blogging as often le. hmm. but seriously, i think i will end up having a mental blog, because i will be thinking of what to blog about. hmm. although i dont have the time to.
hmm. read smth just now. WRONG WRONG WRONG WRONG MENTALITY. all of us are NOT _________. REALLY. breaks my heart to see. PIANG. my heart PIANG millions and millions of times already lah. and i feel so saddened. PIANG PIANG PIANG.
sigh. DONT. DONT. sigh..
|| At 10:14 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

SIGH SIGH SIGH. so damn tired.
slept at 2am last night. woke up at 5.30am. SO I ONLY SLEPT 3 1/2 HOURS. sigh sigh sigh. thank goodness for Brands pills. promotes alertness. so i wont fall asleep in class. although i almost did during history. but im so proud of myself can. i finished math ws 2.2 which was tough ytd. =) and it was totally FUN!! ALGEBRA SERIOUSLY ROCKS ROCKS ROCKS.
poof. im not free during this weekend already. sigh. tmr going mrs yeos house. sunday going to do science sia or goeg. dont know lah. should be science. so i need to type out stuff. but im totally dead now.
hurt my knee during the friendly against seniors just now. goodness. i think got a lot of contact from me. die. and i cant seem to get area defence right! ahh. shall go do some reflections in the diary later. LATER LATER LATER. maybe even tmr.
SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH. so sad. freaking sad. about so many things. SIGH.
boo. i want to watch i not stupid too again. boo. feel like crying like mad while wathcing the show. rid me of everything i was thinking about. not bad huh. feel like crying. but i just cant. i dont know why. feel so blank. very blank. sigh. dont know sad about what lah. is it contagious? if yes, i probably got it from my mum. SIGH.
ok shall go do smth before i sleep. damn tired. sigh. eyebags all coming out already.
|| At 9:53 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

hallo. poof. im so tired. just blogging before i go sleep.
GRAHHHHH. im so behind time lah. like assignments. at least i finished what is supposed to be handed in tmr. (or even the day before) crap. and its 1.30 now. seriously. can faint ok. and its just FEBRUARY. how wonderful. and we are behind schedule for almost everything.
see lah. spent the last last night cheonging geography SIA. global city bid. until like 1am. and had no time to do my history, which was due on monday. and i was damn pissed when i couldnt get the disc to burn. damn it lah. wonderful video then finish making, cannot burn. whatever lor.
finished history in around 1hour. at around 10.45. then had to do math and chinese and home econs. oh btw our groups dying for home econs. OUR RECIPE IS DUE TMR AND WE ONLY HAD ONE MEETING. ahhhhhhhh. just did up a complicated mind map with the types of pasta and types of sauces to use for each type of pasta. but we shall improvise. HA. recipe how? shucks. bbq sauce? pineapple, lemon, lime? boohoohoo. then OM also behind schedule. need to go clementi to check prices on saturday. ok wait i shall list out what i have to do.
FIRST: GEOGRAPHY SIA-GLOBAL CITY BID (presentation due: next week)
second: home economics recipe (due: TOMORROW)
third: Science SIA-brochure (final product and journals due: 10th Feb)
fourth: Math SIA-proposal form for independent learning (proposal due:15 Feb)
fifth: OM OM OM OM OM. (script due: NEXT WEEK DIE DIE MUST FINISH) (materials due: crap.)(presentation due: YOU THINK LEH.)
sixth: LANGUAGE ARTS COMBINED HUMANITIES MEGA SIA- feature article (proposal due: forgot when)
seventh: CHINESE PORTFOLIO (proposal due: forgot when)
eighth: wonderful news, COMMON TESTS NEXT WEEK. SO MUST DO MILLIONS AND MILLIONS OF HOURS OF SELF STUDY. thats the only thing that works for me. sigh.

these are the major ones. the ones i have to finish by next week:
1. DUMB DUMB VIDEO WHICH REFUSES TO BE BURNT.
2. SCIENCE SIA
3. PROPOSAL FOR MATH INDEPENDENT LEARNING
4. SCRIPT FOR OM OM OM OM OM.
5. science worksheets.
6. SELF STUDYING. COMMON TESTS NEXT WEEK.
7. oh yes, i was supposed to do geography ppt jsut now. but it would be a miracle if i had the time.

sigh. what a happy new year. headaches every night. sleeping at 2am. and its 1.50 now. shit lah. ok. shall go sleep now. tmr then pack bag. ready to faint.
|| At 12:35 AM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

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