aunts just came to my house. pretend to sleep then overheard their conversation. hmm. mum just threw away the medicine for depression. poof. then i ask her she said she got eat lah. mothers can lie to daughters about this huh. then my ant was like persuading her to go buy the medicine, then my mum was like its so expensive! then she said dont want dont want. like huh? then my mum was saying how tired she feels then she doesnt want to move, then say that shes very sad when she does smth. i really dont know what shes thinking lor. then my aunt went nagging and nagging and nagging. hey, its not as though im not trying right? sigh. then my aunt said she will buy the medicine and im supposed to give one to my mum everyday. i feel like some nanny can. its not that i mind. really. i dont mind, shes my mum. but i really need my own space. i really need space now to think. and im feelnig rather crap now. so much has happened. sigh. shall think it over now. i feel so tired. tired of all the stuff. tired of the world thats revolving around me. sigh. who can revive me?