i freakingly know how the whole wide world hates me. grr. even i hate myself sometimes. especially now, in this time where theres chaos and all that. will our lives ever be the same again? we are all worrying about millions of stuff which will probably stay the same, but what about other things? i bet its just a dream, a nightmare. well, thats what i hope it is, but is there even space for hope? my whole mind is clogged up with much much more things then what my face tells you.
blamed. unjustified. sabotaged.
what makes you think i am truly happy when i smile?
sigh. i thought it would improve, but now, this has indeed prove me, and all of them, that what we assumed, was wrong. it was the complete opposite. can you just stop acting? its TOO GOOD for us. act concerned, good, nice, pro. its incorrigible. i cant believe you are such a person. i wish you could prove me wrong, but time after time, you have always showed me the ugly side of you, and i have given you tons of chance, probably not just me, to let you prove us wrong, to prove that you are not what we think you are, but i guess you would rather give up those chances, and leave us in disappointment. sigh.
THINK. before you do anything. really. think not just from your point of view, but also from OTHER'S point of view. BE CONSIDERATE. and also, think about your future. do what you think is best.
this week has left me confused, puzzled, saddened and disappointed. it taught me that the world is full of deceptions and we have to learn to overcome that fact. this week has passed and we shall not brood over it. the future will hold more than just this.
ok. study hard everyone! prove ourselves worthy! jiayou!