lazy.
♥Saturday, October 29, 2005.
hallo. seriously im very lazy to update lor. haha. damn tired.
ok not in the mood to update blog. whatever lah. must work harder next year man. i DONT want to get just 67% lor. im aiming for at least A2 ok! hmm. oh and when is OM meeting? oh yes tuesday.
OH BTW. YOU ARE NOT __ OK! seriously lah. you act as though you want to pick a fight or smth every single time ANYONE talks to you lor. SERIOUSLY ANYONE. and let me tell you, we get DAMN pissed ok. sheesh. SOUNDS LIKE SERIOUS AP WITH ME RIGHT. sigh. say whatever you want. i really cant stand just sitting there, listen to you talk, and listen to all that rubbish you try to force into our minds. ENOUGH IS ENOUGH ok. dont you dare argue with us saying whatever crap you are going to say. no one will bother. I BET.
I FEAR THE PRESENT. I FEAR THE FUTURE. I FEAR MYSELF.
but now, i really dont know how i feel towards you lah. i really cant tell what you are trying to do. if you are really so desperate, please, go say it to that person, yourself. theres not much use trying to break up the bonds of people just because of your selfishness. no point dragging other people in. if you do, you are just being plain selfish. you are NOT giving other's feelings much thought. sigh.
i think i have serious APPLE. (if you dont understand just forget it) arg.
this is just good at getting me more and more irritated. sigh.
ok. shall go sleep now. bye.
|| At 10:53 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||