love all of you! =) thanks so much! especially katherine! =)
had a serious breakdown before third lang today. went crazy. didnt want to go but was dragged along. sigh. but after todays lesson i guess im still very interested in jap. so i dont know what to do now. sigh. ok now i know i have to take the exams, but after that, i really dont know. aiyah.
simply complicated. sinfully sweet. wickedly pure. purely wicked. damn cool ok.
and that joleen is seriously obsessed with the word EVIL or smth lor. haha. wahaha. crazy! hahaha. oh yes. retarded ipw presentation rehearsal today. whatever lor. must memorise the script. die like what lah. my parts are like so darn long. CRAP.
dislike some seriously EXTRA people. grr. i am seriously NOT interested in whatever you are always trying to tell everyone. stop being such a show-off lor. WHATEVER. i was damn reluctant to say it lah. like, im quite regretting now lor. why was i so damn stupid can. you arent even what i expect of you. dont tell me i have high expectations or anything. my expectations for everything are different. and i dont suppose i can go any lower for you le. i have probably gone to the lowest i can ever go. but you seriously make me feel like bashing you and just shouting some not very pretty words into your face. whatever. i dont care if your social circle is wide. i dont care whatever you do because it is seriously none of my business. what makes you think i treat you that well. fine i AM biased. who isnt? anyone who can say they are 101% fair to everyone please raise your hand. like, i would see no hands in the air or smth. grr. but i am NOT biased against you or anything. i try to give a fair view at first, thinking you would change or smth, but obviously you havent.
another one. POT CALLING THE KETTLE BLACK. whatever lor. its you ok. stop pushing whatever crappy mistakes you have done to another person or anything lor. if its you just say its your fault. grr. somemore complain about other stuff, which are not even related to me. like why would i be interested??? same thing as previous one. stop acting like you are darn smart, you know everything, interrupting us. whatever. no peace around man. world of deception.
grr. i am just feeling damn pissed off today. by lots of stuff. i guess i blew up before third lang lor. my face went totally BLACK ok. but, they dont get the point man. whatever. asses. GRR.
i feel like ive just exploded or smth. today has been a very bad day for me. grr.
ok. shall go and read a book. bye.