♥Friday, September 30, 2005.
seriously i think im mad to still be online now. wahaha. nvm. ok. just finished my website. my gosh man. i spent a lot of time adding scotch tape to the phtos!!! gosh. but looks quite horrendous. but im too tired to care. i have like, 6 pages??? more than enough. ok tmr must go upload. ok today. erm. i think i think a lot. lots more than what i should be thinking. grr.
and i really cant trust anyone after this kind of incident. it was NOT an accident ok. you think we are all blind??? you think we dont know its you who took it? you are so wrong. i think its just she doesnt want to put you down in front of everyone thats why she said its an accident. yea. you think we believe? grr. like oh my gosh lor. somemore shes the ________. grr. shes just too nice. she let you go. and you give her this kind of attitude like as if you dont care. GRR. angry like crap lah.
next thing. another big fat problem. stop trying to act as though you are good. not saying i am, because i know i am not, but please, just keep quiet can? grr. the world is so full of deceptions. loads of them.
another thing. big fat LIAR. grr. acting nice doesnt help, mind you. grr. im going to explode. DECEPTIONS. today really made me think so much about deceptions. the world is so scary, when can there ever be a time where everyone is truthful towards one another? why?! why must we tolerate such things? WHY?!
and some more stuff. when will worrying ever end. every single freaking second i am thinking of something. and today, really make me feel that no one can be trusted. i know some people are really those that i can confide in and i can pour my heart out to and they are the only ones whom i can really say what i think without any doubts. sigh.
every single day i will be thinking about strange stuff. arg. spliting headaches.
ok. stop talking about this. today went to causeway. as usual but didnt go library. went to mos burger instead. oh yay man. i broke my record. i ate 21 pieces of ichigo bliss. that means $7. wow . probably too angry so im probably on a binge now. i bet i will have severe digestive system problems. because my diet is very irregular. sigh.
then after that went with claudia and vernice to macdonalds. and claudia has seriously vandalised the book!!! GRR!!! and dont fold the pages!!! and oh yes. i havent got anything to study for geography which i am quite dead for. if populations take up most of the questions i will die. its my weakest topic in geography. so must study mroe on that. ok. shall do that on weekends. and i need to upload my website. finally. and the nicest page is probably the index page where theres a rollover image. wahaha. yea msn display pic. oh yes. tmr shall edit more. need to add in mroe stuff. and i didnt add in all the neoprints! couldnt get them to save properly. oh and the time is 1.05 now. shall go sleep bye.
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