GRR.
♥Friday, September 30, 2005.
i think i have never been this angry and pissed off. feel like screaming some seriously vulgar words but no i shall not. SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT. HATE THEM TO THE CORE MAN.
i think the whole worlds having crappy problems now. even aunty joce has problems. got exam matters, class matters, netball matters and lots more. recent addition: MOSQUITO MATTERS. Claudia just killed a mosquito at the rockwall and supposingly it has white spots. GRR. i dont know lah. but lets hope its just that im blind and i cant see properly or smth. nvm. then we were like damn dramatic. WE ARE ALL GOING TO DIE. ok fine no way man.
today i feel like shit man. whole world was watching. and i thought she was going to say smth ok. damn it. damn her. FEEL LIKE BASHING HER UP. WAH LAO THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD WAS WATCHING AND YOU DO THIS TO ME, YEA THANKS A LOT. A LOT. grr. IM GOING TO EXPLODE AT YOU ONE DAY OK. DONT THINK I DONT HAVE A TEMPER.
like oh yea. __________ is going to drive me crazy. SAY SO LATE! then now im like...DEAD??? crap lah. on that freaking fateful day i was going around everywhere. thanks jenzi for telling me or i would have been that stupid to not switch it on. GRR. but nvm. after seeing mine, i guess im quite relieved. wahaha.
shes so nice. she made me change my view of this totally man. rocks!!!
oh and i am going to die if i dont score well in eoys. my marks are like crap man. AND IT IS SO UNFAIR THAT LAST TERM IS 20% AND NOW IS 10%. ok not for history because i scored a1 last term and i think im going to fail it this term. but so much for geography. i got an e8 man. then now i get a nice a1 and heard from them they put 20% in first term. qi si wo le!!! how lah! blehblehbleh. and my marks are freakingly horrendous man. every single thing i miss my target by 2 or 3 marks except for geography. AHHH. so i better do well for the exams or i will die, especially for my history!!! blehblehbleh how??? i am freakingly scared ok. arg.
sudden craving for chocolate truffle. sigh.
LIKE OH GOSH I HATE MYSELF. refers to one of the topics i have mentioned above. HOW? is it my fault? can someone tell me, is it my fault??? tell me the truth, i dont want lies. i never want to hear a single lie! i never want to anymore. NEVER EVER.
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