grr.
♥Wednesday, September 28, 2005.
cried like thousands of times this week. i suck. sigh. screwed up my jap oral, jap exam and ipw presentation. science sia is going to be so shi bai because our filter cant filter a THING. not even s single thing can be filtered. what goes in comes out. BLEH. nvm we shall TRY to fix our filter tmr. then need to memorise script for speech t. seriously think our english speech t is such a failure. i rmb we ended up screaming at each other. what rubbish. chinese speech t is quite nice compared to that spaceship thingy. sheesh. stressed like crap.
then science sia. die lah.
then jap. then eoys. will i ever have a time when i can worry about NOTHING AT ALL. i bet i will still be thinking about jap even after exams. i cant make up my mind.
todays jap...quite ok i guess. but i am still traumatised by ytds oral. my mind went blank and i went sumimasen i dont know how many thousand million times. oh. and i almost fell asleep during listening today. shouldnt have studied until so late. grr. oh and 2hr is so long. ended up so bored until was plaiting my fringe.
todays ipw presentation. well...i dont know what to say. before the presentation we had a big quarrel in class over the cutting of the script. and some pathetic person tore up her script after the presentation. hallo, can you please respect others? janice spent so much time and she printed all our scripts. dont you think its going too far if you tear up her hard work. fine, do you want someone to tear up your work? seriously i dont think you appreciate what janice has done for the group ok. why dont YOU try doing what she did, she did the script and she helped editted everything. she deserves credit, NOT this kind of treatment. grr. ok. presentation. was trembling. and dont worry janice, you did quite well. me and janice was crying at the back of the stand. i dont know how much time we have spent on this project, how much effort, but the audiences reponse actually made it worth all that, really. thanks everyone!
today i am very pissed off by several things. seriously. sigh. act. act lah. so angry with you. think you are very good and pro? too bad. you are far from that. i think im being very qian zuo for saying all this. but if i dont say i will explode from keeping all this inside for too long. oh and I AM NOT VERY HAPPY WITH PEOPLE EATING ON THE MRT. angry like crap man. and also please, let people get off before you board the train can. be considerate. GRR. and also dont go playing on the road lah. seriously hate this. ok got to go now. bye!
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